SHIKSHINSHI

She never looked nice, she looked like art. And art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.💎

[shikshinshi]

H A P P Y 1 4 Y E A R S

to my main girl group and my forever girl group.♡

the girls who brought me into kpop 12 years ago

To the BEST GIRL'S

Happy Anniversary,

Girls' Generation

So Nhyu Shi Dae

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[shikshinshi]

Happy 13th Anniversary to my ultimate girl group,

Girls' Generation

So Nhyu Shi Dae

I may not there at the beggining but I will always be your S♡NE since 2009➖ all the way to: A S♡NE now, then and forever.

Thank you for the 13 years and (11 years for me) of laughter, tears, inspiration, motivation, wonderful music and memories.

Soshi is my youth, my ultimate girl group and my S♡NE heart home.

From lovely teens, to now grown up women, I hope that you are always where you want to be in your life.

8 in our eyes, but will always be 9 in our hearts

You will always be "My First Love Story"

Girls' Generation

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[shikshinshi]

"The night is the hardest time to be alive and 4am knows all my secrets.”

— Poppy Z. Brite

[shikshinshi]

I promised her.. that I'll always protect her and be there for her. But, I failed.

🎬 Grave of The Fireflies

[shikshinshi]

I've always been sick, I can't play like other kids. But from the moment I saw you, I wanted to protect you. I can't even do that.

🎬 The Secret World of Arriety

[shikshinshi]

"Time might seperate us some day. But.... even still, until then, let's stay together.

🎬 Into the Forest of Fireflies' Light (Hotarubi no Mori e)

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So I heard you found somebody else and at first I thought it was a lie 🎶🎶🎶

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You are always in my heart and will be til' the end. When I see you once again.

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Dearest E,

I thought of you with love today. But that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I still see your face before me, your voice I long to hear and your oh-so-tight-hug! I think of you in silence. All I have are little memories and your picture in a frame.

I miss you so much and I love you dearly!

God knows I wish, you were here.

Tears fall freely from my eyes still filled with grief. My only comfort now, is that,

From pain, you've found relief. God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart, forever.

Happy Birthday, Mama in heaven!

[shikshinshi]

I just wanted C L O S U R E from you.

• I just wanted to hear the reasons why'd you left me.

• For hurting me the way you did.

• I wanted answers anything to ease my mind and the pain I kept inside.

It took me fuc~ng years to realize that no matter what you said would be pointless because I would never ever believe you anyway and

The only closure I ever needed was W I T H I N ME.

The desire for closure was holding me back from moving forward. If I wanted to let go, I also had to let go of that desire.

And because of that. I wanna say, SORRY TO MYSELF. Sorry for hurting you sooo muuuch. You don't deserve that.

Sherry-self, I'm very sorry and I love you!

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I need a Hug, but not just a hug. But a HUUUUUUUUG!

[grace--upon--grace]

[shikshinshi]

Ohhh my! Looks comfy in here. ❤