“Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?” ~ Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows I'm Bakafirefly (aka Pirili) and this is my Fanfictions Blog where I write the stories happening in my head. I only write about SHINee and SHINee x OC stories. English is not my first language so get yourself prepared to find a lot of mistakes on my stories. Onew is my bias so I write a lot about him. I'm sorry! ^^ I love to talk about my stories so please don't be shy to contact me!
She was back in Paris after moving to Seoul to work as a journalist for a magazine.
She always liked Asian culture and one of her dreams was to go live in Japan. Yet she got a job in South Korea and didn’t hesitate, moving there instead.
Now the magazine to whom she was working for, offered her the chance to cover the fashion week in Paris and interview some of the Korean Idols that were present at it and Alex couldn’t say no.
She always liked fashion and she was a very active SHINee fan, so the opportunity to meet and talk with Key, one of SHINee members, was something that she fantasized for a long time.
So when she saw the tall, elegant idol, wearing a white high tailored shirt over red pants, walking on her direction to be interviewed, Alex almost fainted of enthusiasm.
He sat on the comfortable chair that was previously prepared for him and Alex nervously grabbed the small sheet of paper that she folded with the questions she would ask to him.
She only had ten minutes to make questions and she was so nervous that her hands wouldn’t stop trembling.
He clearly noticed it, his eyes on the piece of paper she tried hard to read.
“Is everything ok?” He asked in English, perfect English.
“No. Everything is fine! Perfect!” She answered back in Korean.
“Oh you know Korean!”
Of course he thought she didn’t since she was a foreigner.
“I am french but I live in Korea for a while now. “
“If you want we can do the interview in English. It’s ok with me.”
She clearly felt more confident speaking English and he seemed to notice it.
“Thank you. So…first question. What is fashion to you?”
He smiled, used to answer that question over and over again and she grabbed the recorder on her hand listening to him quickly explain how fashion was always something that interested him, something that was important to who he was, that it was more than a hobby but an affirmation of who he was.
She made two more questions about SHINee, and Key creativity that he used to modify his clothes and then she asked him about how he felt, often traveling around the world due to his professional life.
“I like it. We get to meet our fans all around the world, try new food and meet new people and cultures. Also for someone like me interested in fashion, it’s good to be influenced in different ways, by different cultures. Also I’m very interested in languages.”
“You speak English and Japanese really well!” Alex said excited forgetting her piece of paper and letting her shawol side take the best of her.
Kibum chuckled clearly seeing through Alex “You know a lot about me.”
“W-Well….” Alex blushed deeply hiding her face behind the paper with the questions and Kibum waited so he could watch her carefully once she took the paper away.
She was beautiful, with brown hair, glasses covering her big eyes and beautiful red lips. She was trying really hard to act confident, and she knew how to dress but Kibum could see that she was extremely nervous and too self-conscious.
“You are a shawol.”
“Yes.”
“I didn’t ask. I know!”
His confidence and the way he smirked completely took Alex breath away.
She only stared at the paper on her hand forgetting completely how to read.
“There is one question left right?” he asked gently as if he was sorry for making her too enamored with him.
“Yes ah…A message for your fans.”
Kibum hummed thinking for a while and then in perfect English locked his eyes with hers.
“I’m happy I got to meet some of my French fans and I hope I have more opportunities to meet all of you. To get to know you.”
Alex stared at him with her mouth open wondering if he was talking about shawols in general or her, saying he wanted to meet them better.
Apparently it was about shawols since Kibum stood up bowed to her and bid his goodbyes.
“Thank you so much!” Alex said quickly bowing to him too.
“Maybe we will get to see each other someday back in Seoul….in an event. It was a pleasure.”
Kim Kibum walked away and Alex stood there, frozen, assimilating his words.
  Alex loved to travel and she visited several countries already in her short life and yet traveling had a bad side. She couldn’t be around Mushroom, her Cavalier King Charles Spaniel. She fell in love with it once she saw him inside the pet shop, still a puppy with white chest and black fur, brown eyebrows over his eyes, just like Roo, Kim Jonghyun’s dog.
She had to adopt him. Since he was so small she end up calling him Mushroom.
Mushroom end up being her best friend and the company she needed in Korea. However every time Alex had to travel she needed to find a place where Mushroom could stay. She heard of a pet school and hotel, the same one Key had his puppies and Alex did what she could to place Mushroom there.
That’s why that afternoon, after arriving from Paris, she went to the pet school to pick up Mushroom.
Mushroom was a docile dog most of the time and yet sometimes he would get in trouble with other dogs around the neighborhood. Alex couldn’t understand why but Mushroom was very picky when it came to make friends.
Apparently in pet school he had the same problem. Alex learned that afternoon that there was a dog that Mushroom couldn’t befriend.
She was told to wait while one of the pet school employees was speaking to her because the owner of the other dog with whom Mushroom was always picking up a fight had just arrived.
Alex scolded Mushroom that was beside her, already wearing his leash and when she raised her eyes she saw Kim Kibum, also known as Key looking back at her, the same recognition on his eyes.
He remembered her.
No wonder! She just interviewed him two days ago.
“You?” He asked raising his finger to her.
“You know each other?” The pet school worker asked.
“Well...”
“We work together.” Kibum interrupted Alex making her blink her eyes.
In a way it was true. They did work in the entertainment world. He was a singer and she was the person who wrote about singers.
“That is good. You can talk and maybe find a way together to make both dogs become friendly. Mushroom simply doesn’t seem to like Garçon.”
Alex and Kibum left the pet school together and she was embarrassed wondering what she could say to him.
She immediately bowed to him, holding Mushroom in her arms, that was already growling at Garçon and ignoring Comme Des that were on their leashes on the ground beside Kibum.
“I’m terribly sorry. I don’t know what is wrong with Mushroom.”
“It’s ok. Garçon is a bit feisty too. Maybe he did something to him that he didn’t like.”
“Well Mushroom is a she actualy.”
“Really?” Kibum rubbed his head and laughed softly “Then maybe they like each other. They say hate is the closest to love.”
Alex smiled with that funny conclusion.
“We should make them meet more often. In a good environment with us close by. I’m sure they will become friends.”
The suggestion made Alex heart beat faster. Kibum really wanted to meet with her outside of work?!
“Give me your number. I can call you and we can meet to walk them together.”
Alex stared at Kibum, suddenly all numbers disappearing inside her mind. That only made him smile like a cat.
“Alex?”
He remembered her name even though she probably couldn’t remember it anymore and she quickly said her number.
He memorized it on his phone and bid her farewell, petting Mushroom’s head before going.
Alex watched him walk away with Mushroom in her lap.
Did she really give her phone number to Kim Kibum?! Did he just say that he would invite her on a date?! Was that even a date?!
Walking dogs together could be seen as a date?!
  Kibum called Alex a week later when she already gave up on receiving a call from him.
They settled to meet for a cup of coffee near the Han River so they could walk their dogs there. The weirdest thing was that Mushroom and Garçon didn’t seem to be enemies anymore, at least not outside of school.
They were playing while their owners sat drinking coffee and talking. And even Comme Des seemed to be surprised with the proximity between the old enemies.
Alex was having a good time. At first she was nervous about that whole idea. She was afraid Mushroom would attack Garçon, she was afraid that she wouldn’t be able to act normal in front of Key, she was afraid to be a fangirl and make a complete fool of herself.
But she didn’t and she was able to relax and have a normal conversation with him. They talked about work, about their dogs and even about Seoul and the differences it had from Paris.
The best of that all was that Key also seemed to be having a good time, talking with her as if there was a chance to be friends.
They didn’t even need to take care of their dogs since they all seemed to be good friends now.
“It’s weird. They were the worst enemies last week.” Kibum remarked playing with the empty cup of his coffee.
“Could it be that they are upset because they are away from us in school and then get grumpy?” Alex suggested, tucking her hair behind her ears.
“Might be. They do like to stay there though. “ Kibum sighed “They will have to stay there for a long time now.”
“Why?”
“I’m going to Japan again. We will have a comeback soon.”
Alex nodded, knowing pretty well SHINee schedule and Kibum smiled like a fox knowing what she was thinking.
“I’m going to Japan too.” She said “I’m going to work there for a few weeks. I’m so nervous because my Japanese is awful.”
“Really?”
“Not everyone can be good at languages like you.”
She laughed softly, feeling her cheeks get hot because she couldn’t praise him without her fangirl self coming out.
“I can help you.” That made Alex stare at him “I mean with the Japanese.”
“How?”
“We can meet while we are there and I can help you practice.”
“Oh no...” She raised her hands shaking them. The last thing she wanted was to be a nuisance to her idol.
“No. I insist. It’s no problem at all for me. I can practice too.”
Alex didn’t say anything and instead accepted his phone number since he told her to save it on her cellphone.
However she couldn’t ignore the fact that he had the other members, the staff and even friends in Japan with whom he could practice the language.
The fact he wanted to do it with her probably had a greater meaning and Alex was scared to think about it and fall into delusion.
  Alex was in Japan for more than one week now. She already covered a fashion show and after she had a musical festival.
She always liked Japan and was having a good time exploring Tokyo, trying out the food and shopping.
That night she went out for a couple of drinks with some of the staff she got to meet during the fashion show.
Alex was a little tipsy so she decided to walk back home and get some fresh air. She was almost reaching the small apartment where she was staying when she noticed the big poster announcing SHINee’s next performance at a kpop festival in Japan.
She stopped, eyes fixed on the image of SHINee, particularly on Key.
He didn’t call her anymore, or even sent her a message after the solo one he sent her on the day he arrived to Japan. It was something innocent asking her if she was in Japan already. Alex answered him and after that she didn’t get any other news from him. Well besides the official ones she could see on twitter.
Maybe she should be the one giving the first step. She wasn’t a little girl anymore and he was after all a modern man. He was probably used to women who were more determined, capable of going after what they wanted and not stay put waiting.
Alex took off her phone from inside her jacket’s pocket and searched for his number that she saved religiously.
She hesitated wondering if she should call him or not. Alex end up deciding in not calling him, at least not that night. It was late already and she barely knew him. Besides he was her idol after all.
She was going to put her phone away when it vibrated, the soft melody of Im with you, coming from it.
It was him.
It was Kim Kibum. Key.
Alex stared at the id of the caller without knowing what to do. She needed to answer it, of course she needed to, but she was having a fangirl attack at the moment and she was sure that if she answered the phone like that she would say something ridiculous.
Alex took a deep breath, counted to five quickly and then accepted the call.
“Yes?”
“Alex?”
It was him and he sounded so good on the phone.
“It’s me!”
“Hi! It’s Kibum! I’m sorry I didn’t call you yet. I’m so busy right now!”
She stepped back, her body hitting the wall of the building behind her.
“It’s ok. I am busy too.” She did have a lot of work that week.
“Do you want to meet for dinner tomorrow?”
Alex lost her capability to talk and she stuttered a yes.
She had a “date” with her idol.
  That wasn’t a date. It was only a normal dinner between friends….wait they weren’t friends either….coworkers….were they coworkers?!
“Alex!” Kibum’s voice interrupted her line of thoughts. “Can you stop daydreaming and listen to me?”
His smirk made Alex blush deeply. He had that expression that made her knees go weak, as if he could read her completely, as if she couldn’t hide anything from him. As if he was a fox after a little bunny…no wait she couldn’t be a bunny… she was more like a koala, an animal that lived far away from a fox, holding on to the chair under her scared to say something stupid to him.
“What are you thinking about?” Kibum asked rising an eyebrow amused.
“I was just thinking about…the food. The food here is great.”
Kibum chuckled since it was a simple small ramen restaurant. Not even that special.
“Oishi!”
“Excuse me?”
“Delicious! I said I would help you with your Japanese. I’m actually helping you with the Korean too since we spent the whole night speaking in my language so now we should learn some Japanese vocabulary. The best way to learn Japanese is to use it.”
“Ok so Oishi“ Alex repeated, her eyes on the man in front of her.
Kibum raised his glass with water “Mizu”.
“Glass?” He shook his head “Water!”
Kibum smiled and then drank it before shacking his glass and pointing at it “Koppu”.
They spent the rest of the dinner with Kibum teaching her new words and making her repeat them, correcting her pronunciation.
They were so focused on it that they barely noticed that it was time for the restaurant to close.
They stepped outside, after Kibum paid, and Alex turned around, brushing her hair away from her face to clearly see him.
“Thank you for tonight. I had a good time and learned a lot.”
“I have a book I can lend to you with more vocabulary. We can practice it together later.”
Alex nodded and Kibum stepped back hesitantly as if he wanted to say something else but didn’t know if he should.
“We can meet so I can give you the book. “He added “Maybe tomorrow. I have a free day tomorrow. We could go somewhere. Shopping for example. You can learn a lot of new words at a market. That way we can use other kind of words.”
“Sure. I would love that! We can text each other tomorrow to settle it. Goodnight.”
“Goodnight!”
She turned around waving at Kibum but he didn’t move which made her hesitate.
Was he going to kiss her?! Was it a date after all?!
“I also had a good time.” He said “I’m also looking forward for tomorrow.”
With that he was the first one to leave in the direction of the parking lot ignoring the mess he did on Alex’s heart with his words.
  They didn’t only meet at the market, they met at a coffee shop, then at a small art gallery, then at another restaurant not to mention the hours they spent talking with each other on the phone.
Two weeks of meeting to practice their Japanese passed and this time Alex decided to cook at home and invite Kibum so she could thank him properly for his help.
She made chicken curry and one of her fantasies - cook together with Kibum – also become true.
He arrived earlier and ignored the way Alex panicked because the food wasn’t ready. Instead he grabbed an apron, placed it on and helped her, the best he could.
Dinner never tasted so good and they ate well together, talking about everything but not about what made them meet often – their Japanese practicing.
When Alex thought about it, it was funny how they became “friends”. Even Kibum said so.
They met through work, away from Seoul where both lived. They met again through their dogs being enemies. Then they met in Japan to practice the language.
It was a friendship that started in a very peculiar way, crossing several countries.
“I find it already peculiar that we are friends!” Alex said moving her spoon on the ice cream they were eating.
“Nande?” [Why]
The use of Japanese didn’t surprise Alex since he used to do that a lot, to make her practice.
“Datte….Datte kimi wa aidoru desu.” [Because you are an idol.]
“Idols can’t have friends?” He asked raising his spoon, using Korean again.
“Yes but I am a woman.”
“Idols can’t have women as friends?”
She smiled embarrassed and that made him laugh.
“I’m just a normal guy. I can have friends and go out with me friends and eat ice cream with them if I want. No problem with that!”
“Gomen ne.” [I’m sorry]
Kibum nodded his head and reached for his glass of wine again. They have been drinking a lot and Alex felt her head a little light.
“I really like your company….I mean your friendship.”
He didn’t say anything, drinking his wine, his eyes on her and Alex swallowed with him, her eyes moving to his Adam’s apple and then getting back to his lips after he drank the rest of the wine in his glass. They were red and seemed so very tasty to her.
“You don’t need to be sorry. There is a reason I wanted to meet you. I want to meet you.”
Alex didn’t move an inch watching him, wondering what he meant. “Japanese…”
“No. That wasn’t it. That came as an extra…as an excuse.”
“Eh?”
He seemed a little drunk too and Alex wondered if his words weren’t the result of that.
“Kimi ga suki.” [I love you.]
Alex knew what that meant. She was used to hear it on the dramas she watched on tv. Kibum didn’t need to teach her that.
He probably realized that she knew what he said because Alex’s eyes were wide. Quickly Kibum cleared his throat and grabbed the bottle from over the table so he could fill his glass with wine again.
“I mean Kimi wa Sakai.” He corrected.
“What?”
“You are like a fish….I mean… Swimming and swimming and always inside a small round aquarium. Just there…and then you jump outside it and there is a huge new world to be explored.”
Alex blinked her eyes not understanding what he meant. One time he says he loves her and then starts talking about fish.
“I left home to be an idol and you left your country to work as a reporter. We both left our aquariums.”
 He smiled weakly and Alex tried to hide her disappointment. Did that mean that what he said before was truly a mistake?
Kibum stood up from his chair and Alex did the same, knowing that it was probably time for him to get back to his dorm. It was late and he had things to do the next day.
“It was a lovely dinner.” He said turning around and walking to the door of her small temporary apartment. He stopped at the door though and turned back to her. At first Alex thought he did it so he could put his shoes on looking at her but he didn’t move to grab his shoes that she was sure that were very expensive.
“Is something wrong?”
He shook his head looking at her with a blank expression which made Alex so nervous that she started saying nonsense again. “You know…I’m not a fish. I’m a Koala! I love hugs like Koalas do.”
A soft smile started to grow on Kibum’s face and Alex kept talking like a fool “And youa r ento a fish either…You are a fox…Every shawols knows that!”
Kibum nodded his head slowly and then his gaze fall on the floor before he looked back at her again but this time he wasn’t smiling and Alex didn’t know what to say anymore.
He seemed confused too and placed his hand on the wall beside him as if he was tired. “What is your favorite Japanese word?”
Alex smiled with his question, wondering from where that came from. Kibum was full of surprises.
“Yasashii?!”[gentle] she answered.
However Kibum didn’t seem to even hear her answer, instead he leaned forward and kissed her.
Alex wasn’t sure if that was due to the alcohol or if he was truly attracted to her. However she kissed him back and that made him step back into her apartment, wrapping his arms around her body and push her against the wall.
They kissed for a while and only after he moved back enough so they both could breathe, was when she realized that she just kissed her idol. Panic took care of her then and all blood would left her cheeks if she wasn’t extremely aroused too. Her body was very confused at that moment since she was going under a heavy attack of feels.
Kibum watched her reaction, his thumb caressing her pinkish cheeks, admiring her red lips that he wanted to kiss for a while, and her beautiful eyes that were always so bright.
Alex wasn’t sure what to do next. Should she say anything? Should she kiss him back? Run?
He didn’t seem to have the same worries as she did since he kissed her again, showing her that he knew exactly what he wanted to do.
His lips moved from hers to her ear. “Where is your bedroom?”
Alex panicked for real now. Of course she panicked. Kibum, her crush wanted to know where she slept and that only meant one thing.
He looked at her waiting for the answer, trying to read in her eyes what the answer would be.
“Come.” Alex mumbled grabbing his hand in hers and pulling him to her bedroom.
It was probably only sex. Attraction!
 But she didn’t mind. She wanted him. She quickly pulled her sweater over her head staying only with her bra and Kibum didn’t hesitate, grabbing her by her back and pulling her to him, his lips crashing against hers again and moving down her neck.
“Kubi.” He whispered against it, naming the parts of the body he was kissing in Japanese.
His lips moved down her collarbones and she grabbed her hair to the side so he could unhook her bra, carefully pulling the straps down her shoulder and arms.
He kissed her shoulder “Kata” and grabbed her by her hand, raising her arm so he could kiss the interior of her arm, his eyes on hers, making Alex weak.
“Ude and…” Kibum smiled taking her hand to his lips and kissing it, drawing a smile from her lips too “Te!”
“Really?” Alex giggled, her smile dying when he kissed her lips again.
“Kuchi….as in mouth…but if you prefer to say lips…” He bit her lower lip, pulling at it softly making Alex close her eyes. She wasn’t even memorizing any of those words. Was she even supposed to? “Kuchibiru..lips.”
She moved her hands on his chest and grabbed his t-shirt, the one he modified and pulled it over his head.
He watched her in such an intense way that Alex could barely look at his eyes. Instead she focused her attention on his chest and touched him.
“How do you say it?” She asked innocently, caressing him.
“Mune.” She barely raised her eyes to his lips, instead moving her finger around his nipple.
She didn’t have to ask because he leaned forward kissing her neck, brushing his tongue on her skin “Nipple is chikubi.”
“It’s a cute name” Alex remarked kissing his nipple and moving her hand down to his stomach. Kibum raised her face by her chin making her look at him. He loved her eyes and the way he could see her feelings in them.
“Hara!” Kibum said almost immediately, naming stomach in Japanese.
He grabbed both her hands on his before she did anymore exploration and pushed her back, her knees hitting the bed.
He kissed her lips again, grabbing her in his arms his mouth finding her breasts, kissing her nipples, licking them and sucking at it gentle.
Alex moaned, caressing the back of his head and when she least expected he pushed her into the bed.
He stepped back, his gaze still on hers and unbuttoned his pants. She saw him take them off, standing only in his underwear before her, making Alex swallow nervously. There was no time to panic now. It was happening or that was the most beautiful erotic dream she ever had with her idol. Damn! Whatever it was she was going to savor it.
“Ashi!” He said pointing at his leg and then he moved his hand upwards to the bulge under his underwear and Alex grabbed his hand pulling him to her.
“I’m not sure if I want to learn that word.”
He chuckled kneeling in the middle of her legs, his hands running down her body to her skirt that he pulled down her legs while he kissed her chin and neck.
“Its inkei actually…”
“I said I didn’t want to know…” she covered her face embarrassed and he grabbed her hands, stopping what he was doing and looking at her with a serious expression.
“How do you say nipple?”
“What?”
“I’m testing you. I taught you before.”
Alex moved her eyes from his face to his hands, around her hips, holding the elastic of her panties. “I can’t remember…aaah….mune?”
“Wrong. If you don’t get it right I won’t continue. You are not paying attention.”
“WHAT?” Alex was worried now since he seemed very serious. “I can’t remember it.”
Kibum frowned moving his body away from her, and releasing her panties “I’m going home then.”
That wasn’t a dream. That was a nightmare.
Alex sat on the bed, her breast bouncing making Kibum lick his lips, his semi erection inside his underwear making him uncomfortable.
“Don’t go. I’m sorry I’ll pay attention!” She was beautiful, believing that he would actually be able to stop, as if she wasn’t stunning, naked in front of his eyes.
“I’m kidding!” He said kneeling back on the bed and kissing her lips and then her breasts as if he was sorry for that bad joke.
“There is no way I’m leaving you now…not before I have sex with you.”
She moaned relieved and he cupped her face, pulling her lips to his, to kill that thirst inside him that he never had before.
His hands resumed the task he was doing before pulling her panties and skirt down her legs and he pushed her down into the bed with his body, rubbing himself against her.
Alex caressed his butt and pulled his underwear slightly down, just enough to release his erection that rubbed against her inner thigh and between her legs where she needed him the most.
They kissed for a while, moving their bodies against each other and moaning until Kibum grabbed his erection and masturbated it, rubbing it against her lower body, against her entrance.
“Chitsu is vagina.” He taught her, smiling like a fox, kissing her again thrusting his hips against her, forcing his entrance inside her.
Alex grasped his shoulder, moving her nails on his back scratching him while he filled her.
She didn’t have sex in a while and she surely didn’t have sex with someone she liked as much as him. And only for that that experience was something new, something she wished for a long time. Have sex with someone she truly liked and maybe even loved.
He was gentle and yet rough. Kissing her and yet not stopping thrusting into her even if she showed some discomfort at first. It wasn’t as if he didn’t care. He did but he knew she would get used to it eventually that they could be perfect together.  He wasn’t wrong because soon Alex was moving against him.
The Japanese lesson was over now since they barely could speak or think, even breathing was hard. Kibum held her against him and Alex wrapped her legs around his hips, as if the friction of their bodies wasn’t enough.
Soon her orgasm hit her making her see white, all the senses of her body focused only on the pleasure, her heart beating fast.
He followed soon after, grunting on her ear, his body relaxing over hers.
She held into him, wrapping her arms around him, joining her legs as if she never wanted to let go of him. Kibum raised his head, tiredly looking at her, admiring the way she was under him with closed eyes, holding on to him as if there was no tomorrow.
It was adorable and she was right. She was a koala! A very cute one.
As if he suddenly realized what happened, Kibum untangled her arms from around him and moved away from her body so he could sat on the bed in front of her.
Alex slowly sat on the bed too, still out of breath and in cloud nine watching him.
Kibum licked his lip, his gaze not leaving hers and then he closed his eyes and looked away.
Alex wasn’t sure about what to say. Did she do anything wrong?! She brushed her hair away from her face and hugged herself as if she was now too self-conscious of the fact that she was naked. If that mattered after what they have done.
“I didn’t memorize any of the words you taught me.” She smiled hoping to get a reaction out of Kibum but he only made a sound with his tongue and stood up from the bed.
“I have to go.” He said in a tiny voice grabbing his clothes from the floor as quickly as he could and dressing them up.
Alex wanted to ask what was wrong but instead she moved her naked legs to the edge of the bed and placed her feet on the floor.
“I understand.”
It wasn’t as if he made her any promise. It was just sex and they were dunk. Well tipsy.
Kibum pulled his underwear and pants over his body and then grabbed his t-shirt. He hesitated sending her one last look, his eyes seeming sorrowful.
“I’m sorry...”
She nodded her head and he left.
She wasn’t even sure why he was sorry. Sorry because he had sex with her and only that? Sorry to leave so soon? Sorry to make her fall in love with him?
It didn’t matter anyway. Either way she felt as if something was ripped from her that night and she wasn’t even sure what.
  Kibum never contacted Alex anymore after that and she didn’t even try to contact him either.
It was embarrassing for Alex to meet him now since she wasn’t sure if they were still friends. Eventually she came back to Korea and a week later she saw the pictures of SHINee arriving back to Seoul too.
They were both in the same city and yet she never felt so distant to him.
Time passed and Alex was busy writing a big article about a Kpop festival that barely left her time to eat or sleep. That weekend she left Mushroom at the pet school so she went to pick him up as soon as she was free.
She didn’t even think about meeting Kibum there but that was exactly what happened.
She was outside with Mushroom placing the leash on him when he left the building with Comme des and Garcon. He froze immediately when he saw her and Alex almost let Mushroom’s leash fall to the ground.
“Hi!” He said smiling as if he truly missed her as much as she missed him.
Alex greeted him back avoiding looking much at him, afraid that he would see in her eyes how much she suffered with his departing that night and he walked away followed by his dogs.
Alex took a deep breath and decided to go after him. She didn’t have anything to lose by saying what was on her mind, what she felt.
“Are you upset with me?” She asked him, making Kibum turn around to face her.
Garçon immediately ran to Mushroom smelling her.
Kibum didn’t answer immediately and Alex did her best to keep facing him without avoiding his gaze.
“Because we kissed and….you know…that night!”
He held her gaze, reading her eyes like he did that night, melting with what he saw in them. “No. Not at all.”
“Then why are you avoiding me. You are avoiding me aren’t you?”
He exhaled slowly rubbing his ear as if he felt bad about something, as if he was little kid caught misbehaving.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have left you that night but…” Kibum didn’t finish his sentence because his eyes were on Mushroom and Garçon that were happily sniffing each other in a more than friendly way.
“Oh…”Alex noticed the same.
“So that’s why they were fighting before.” Kibum laughed “Hate is close to love. I guess that also happens with dogs.”
“Kimi ga suki.” Alex said and Kibum raised his eyes to her. She wasn’t looking at the dog she was speaking to him.
That made him widen his eyes and she leaned forward kissing him.
“I’m sorry.” She said after the short kiss where he barely reacted “I know I shouldn’t do it but….It’s true…”
His heart skipped a beat and he couldn’t tear his eyes away from hers, so big and beautiful.
Alex grabbed Mushroom on her arms making Garcon complain and she run away holding her.
Kibum smiled because Alex embarrassed was the cutest. He grabbed his phone scolding himself for being such a coward and not being totally honest with her, letting things drag for a long time making her uneasy.
He quickly wrote “watashi mo suki.” On his phone and sent it to her.
Kibum waited patiently for Alex’s answer and he walked in the direction from where she run too, spotting her immediately a few meters ahead of him, her eyes on her phone.
“What does that mean?”
She asked back and once again Kibum smiled answering to her question through text.
“You are a koala.”
“What?”
He laughed out loud making Alex notice him.
“I’m kidding! “ He said out loud forgetting his phone “I love you too! That’s what it means. Can you please come back here so I can kiss you?”
Having a serious relationship with a woman scared him. He was too focused on his career at the moment and he hesitated that night trying to see that as a mistake. But it wasn’t a mistake and he couldn’t deny it any longer. Not when she also had feelings for him.
Alex approached him fumbling in her bag and placing her phone inside it. She looked extremely nervous and that made Kibum smile. She was adorable. Â He waked towards her, pulling his dogs by the leash and they met halfway.
“This is madness!” Alex said “I mean you are an idol and you are amazing and I would never…”
“Well we are both fishes!” Kibum joked but Alex ignored him.
“No. You are a fox prince and I’m a boring Koala and…”
“Shut up!”
And he kissed her, beginning a new chapter of their story, this time in Seoul.
It was in a way a madness how they met and fell in love. How it all started in Paris, developed in Tokyo and ended in Seoul. How they met because of work but end up getting together because of their dogs and a language they both wanted to learn. It was a bunch of funny coincidence and things in common that made them meet and fall in love.
Maybe they were truly two fishes who jumped from their aquarium into the sea where other fishes were also swimming. Yet they met each other in the middle of that sea, spotting each other despite their differences and finding that what they had in common was much stronger.
Or maybe they were a fox and a koala that lived in different places and even though they were different in almost everything, they were both able to fall in love for each other.
Sometimes the extraordinary, the unthinkable can happen and Kibum and Alex can fall in love with each other.
Alex is a French reporter living in Seoul. Key is an idol. They seem to be worlds apart like a Koala and a Fox and yet due to several curious situations they are stuck together as teacher and student in a quest to learn Japanese. What a extraordinary, unthinkable situation....
She was not your average woman and she knew her value. She worked as a public relations coordinator for seven years now and she was slowly building a name for herself. A name that made her be recruited for a big company in South Korea and the reason she left her country to live in Seoul.
Adela was a good worker. She spent her days meeting with clients and team members, securing media coverage and planning and holding events. She wasn’t just a pretty face like many of the girls that graduated in the same year she did. She was good and hardworking, probably even a workaholic.
At first her only dream was to build a good career and make her mother proud but now that she was away from her homeland she sometimes felt lonely.
Due to her work, even if she knew so many people she couldn’t trust anyone and she didn’t have friends.
Her paycheck was very attractive and she even went to many parties and frequented many of the expensive hotels and restaurants from Seoul but even so most of the times she was found at the GreenDubu Bar, a small relaxing bar in Hongdae, built on a small basement and with a small terrace with a view to the stars and the moon.
The way that Adela got to know that bar was very curious. She just had left work and one of her coworkers told her that he would give her ride home. However in the middle of the way he changed his mind after a phone call and left her in Hongdae in a street she didn’t know.
The soft music coming from the small bar attracted her and Adela never managed to call a cab to come and pick her up. She walked with her tired feet, wearing her red party dress and entered the bar curious. It was small and didn’t have many people which she was thankful too. She walked to the counter admiring the way half of it was turned to the terrace and she sat in one of the stools listening to the soft melody of the music playing. A man was singing and it was a song she never heard before.
The man at the bar had his back for her and was preparing what seemed like a cocktail. She waited patiently looking around her wondering who he was serving when he placed the glass in front of her. Adela looked from the blue cocktail to the man in front of her and she froze. She wasn’t the kind to fall in love at first sight, actually she was never in love before, but the man in front of her was her type.
“I didn’t ask anything yet.” she managed to say recovering quickly.
“It’s my specialty. I call it SHINee. You will like it.”
“SHINee?” She asked raising the corners of her lips and eyeing the liquid uncertain.
“It gives light to the person who drinks it.” He cleaned his hands on the cloth on the counter “I saw you enter looking lost and once I see that expression BAM it’s time for SHINee. It’s on the house.”
“Thanks….I think!” She grabbed the glass “Won’t the owner be upset though? Since you are giving free drinks?”
“No. I don’t get upset with myself.” He laughed and Adela held her breath noticing how his eyes disappeared into thin lines, small wrinkles in the corners of it. He was adorable. “By the way, I’m Jinki. Lee Jinki!”
“I’m Adela…Just Adela is ok!”
He laughed and then sat on his side of the counter with his elbows on it and eyes on the sky outside.
Adela watched him for a while and then tried her drink. It had a blue pearlescent color and she wondered what Jinki placed in it. She drank it and immediately and released a satisfied cry.
“This is good.”
“I know!” Jinki said cutely even though all in him was manly. Adela couldn’t stop looking at his profile, how it looked as if it was drawn making him look more like a painting than human.
Adela tried to focus on her drink but her eyes kept moving to him and now he was humming the background music.
“I like this singer. He is amazing.”
“Really?” Jinki asked grinning “I also sing in my free time. Actually I’m the one singing.”
“Oh!” She felt her cheeks get hot and for a first time in such a long time Adela was incredible attracted to a man.
That was the reason she started frequenting GreenDubu and also the reason she started opening up to Jinki about her life, the reason he became her friend and also the motive she was there that night.
She entered the bar like always and Jinki smiled from the counter, glancing at her while he placed the pearlescent blue drink on the counter in front of a young woman.
Adela sat on her usual stool in front of Jinki and he quickly gave her own SHINee.
“Rough day?” He asked Adela and she sighed grabbing the drink immediately.
“Hey this is awesome!” The young woman beside Adela exclaimed smiling seductively at Jinki.
For Adela it was pretty clear that she wasn’t only interested in drinking.
“I know!” Jinki answered exactly like he did to Adela the first night she came there.
The woman brushed her hair away from her neck and played with her glass “You are really talented! Singing and the drinks…”
“Ah thank you!” Jinki shyly thanked turning back to Adela who was relieved to see him give her attention again.
She wasn’t jealous. She simply needed to talk with her friend and she hated that kind of woman that always felt the need to make man surrender to their charms.
“What happened?”
“That stupid guy answered one of my emails and screwed up and thanks to that the client won’t come to the party anymore! And guess who end up with the guilt? Me! Why? Because I’m a woman and the maknae at work.”
Jinki offered her a comforting smile and grabbed her empty glass so he could make her another drink.
The woman beside Adela seemed to realize she wasn’t going to get anything from being there so she grabbed her own drink and went to sit at one of the tables.
“You are popular with women!” Adela observed and his heartily laughter made her warm inside.
“They fall for the eye smile or so they say!”
She admired his back, the way his muscles were very noticeable under his thin white shirt.
Jinki wasn’t only cute when he wanted; he was also very smart and interesting and extremely handsome and sexy.
It made Adela crazy how he could awake so many different feelings inside her. How he could make her want to be his woman. She blushed remembering the last time she masturbated thinking of him and tried to look away. The last thing she wanted that night was to feel sexually frustrated.
“So what happened with the guy you were dating?” He asked suddenly and Adele closed her eyes gloomy because she was hoping that he wouldn’t touch that subject.
“It was only two dates and he didn’t call me anymore.”
“Sorry.” He turned back to her with her drink that he placed in front of her “maybe he couldn’t deal with your workaholic nature. You work too much!”
Adela didn’t grab her glass, she didn’t say anything, instead she focused on his face, in the way his full lips made it look as if he was pouting when he spoke, how his small eyes seemed to get a little wide while he looked back at her blankly wondering why she wasn’t reacting to his teasing, how his eyebrows were so expressive and the small beauty mark on his chin that made her crazy.
“Something wrong?”
“Do you think I’m pretty?” She blurted out wondering if all the drinking she did at work and now the cocktails were taking a toll on her.
He frowned slightly and then fixed his eyes on her, moving from her eyes down to her lips and then back.
“You are very pretty.”
“Liar!” Adela said grabbing her glass and drinking almost half of her cocktail in one go.
“Hey easy!” Jinki grabbed her hand making her stop drinking. “And I didn’t lie. You asked my opinion and I gave it honestly.”
“I don’t feel pretty at all. I wear nice clothes, put my makeup on and style my hair for work parties but in the end it’s just a costume I’m putting on to convince everyone that I am a happy woman. Yes I’m successful but….I feel lonely.”
“Did you like this guy?” Jinki asked wondering if her bitter words had to do with that.
“No. It was only for the company, maybe warm my bed someday.”
“Sex?”
She didn’t answer but it was pretty clear that that would be the future of that relationship if they had more dates.
“I see.” He answered without feeling, his mind elsewhere.
Jinki was going to turn and go wash some glasses when she grabbed his hand, her soft small hand moving over his big hand, pulling him closer to the counter again, closer to her. And he let himself be guided because his body knew what he wanted.
“Actually...” She whispered leaning dangerously on the counter, her nose bumping against his cheek when he leaned forward to hear what she wanted to say on his ear “I’m a virgin.”
The words made him widen his eyes and Jinki liked his lips before looking at her.
How could she be a virgin when she was so precious and beautiful? Wait it made sense. She was sensible and she always hid what she felt worried to trouble others, worried to disappoint her mother that did so many sacrifices for her to graduate.
“Did it shock you?” She asked lowering her gaze embarrassed “I never had a relationship that lasted long enough for me to….”
He didn’t say anything; his eyes on her and Adela finished her drink and got up from the seat.
“No wait!” He said immediately grabbing her hand over the counter, doing the same she did to him one minute ago. “You are tipsy. I’ll take you home.”
  “You didn’t have to take me home.” Adela said sitting on her bed and releasing her hair that was caught on a bun.
Jinki stood motionless before her and Adela took a long time realizing that his eyes were stuck on her hair.
“What’s wrong?” She moved her fingers to touch her hair but Jinki grabbed it making her widen her eyes.
He softly pulled her up and yanked her to him making Adela bump against him. She instinctively placed her hands on his muscles and regretted it because her body reacted to it immediately.
“What are you...?”
He didn’t give her time to ask more because he softly pressed his lips against hers, his hands on her back pushing her against him.
Adela took a while to understand what was happening but once she did she kissed him back, melting in his arms, a warm fuzzy feeling taking care of her.
He moved away from her lips and opened his eyes. She still had hers closed and her hands were firmly grasping his white shirt as if she needed to do that to keep standing.
He smiled enamored with the vision, knowing that he would never break her trust and move his hands from her back letting her lose her strength. Jinki was used to see her struggling, proudly living her life as if she didn’t need anyone. He admired her for that but at the same time he wished to protect her, he wished for her to let someone take care of her. Maybe he could be that person…
“What just happened?” Adela asked in a whisper and Jinki tucked her hair behind her ears using one of his hands while the other was firmly on her back, not letting her move away, not that she wanted to.
“Trust me.” Jinki cupped her face gently making Adela look at him, only at him.
She realized that that was her reality already ever since the first time she met him. Work wasn’t to blame, her feeling for him were. At first she didn’t invest in any relationship because of work but lately Jinki was on her mind most of the time and she couldn’t help but compare all men she met to him.
“Let me take care of you. For one night, forget about everything and allow yourself to be free from responsibilities, from work, from worries.”
He didn’t need to say much, she knew what he meant, what message his eyes were trying to relay to her.
He rubbed his nose against hers softly, watching her reaction to the proximity and Adela closed her eyes allowing him to kiss her again. This time he softly pushed her with him back to the bed and she fell on top of it with him on top of her, his hands softening the fall.
She did what he said. She tried to forget about all her worries and her phone could ring the whole night that she wasn’t going to answer it.
It did ring five minutes later interrupting their making out, her passionate actions, ringing as much as her heart was beating, her blood running wildly through her body while his hands moved under her blouse caressing her breasts, his lips on hers.
Jinki sent her a questioning look wondering if she was going to answer the call but she pulled him to her again, kissing him more urgently until the phone died probably with no battery.
The world could burn that night but not as much as she was burning for him.
Nothing else mattered, only his touch, his kisses, him.
They took each other clothes, trying to never break contact, kissing the skin they were reviling.
He didn’t forget about the fact that she was a virgin and he didn’t lie when he said he would take care of her. He was the sweetest taking off her panties, the last piece of clothing on her body. Brushing his lips against her erect nipple that was already the target of his kisses and caresses and Adela moaned when he caressed her between her legs, rubbing her where she most needed him, when that aching sensation was stronger.
“I have a condom.” He said kissing her chin and lips reassuring her that there were no worries.
“Jinki…” She weakly said moving her arms to wrap them around his neck but he moved away making her worry if he regretted what was bound to happen.
Relief washed over her when she saw that he was only placing a condom over his erection. The vision made her nervous and extremely hot. She was sure her cheeks were probably very red and she wondered if she was truly going to survive that night with him.
He knelled between her legs, and leaned over her, kissing her forehead making her close her eyes.
“Are your ready?” He asked rubbing his lower body on hers, the friction making her moan and bit her lower lip. It was amazing how such a small gesture was able to draw so much pleasure from her. “I guess you are!” He said rubbing her with his fingers again, as if he had a special way to determine as if she was.
“You are so beautiful Adela….so damn beautiful!”
This time she finally managed to hug him against her and he kissed her lips again before entering her.
The pain on her lower body made her cry but she did her best to hide it immediately. Closing her eyes and waiting for it to become just a latent pain.
Jinki didn’t move for a while, and she finally opened her eyes to see his expression.
“You don’t need to hide what you are feeling anymore.”
I’ll take care of you.
“I’m ok. It only hurts a little. Please….don’t stop…”
He admired the way her cheeks were pink and the way her lips were parted waiting for another kiss of his, her hands on his back, fingers caressing hiss back as if it was a known fact that he was hers. Â She was so brave trying to hide her pain from him, so sexy under him.
Jinki didn’t hesitate and moved his hips against hers making Adela fingers on is back curl.
He knew that at first she was in pain so he tried to move slowly, ignoring how frustrating it was for him, how his body demanded more. But soon she felt him relax, her hands pulling him closer to her as if she needed more of him, her hips moving with his, her legs wrapping around him, while she searched for his lips.
They were finally one and he kissed her hungrily as if he didn’t kiss her for several minutes before while they made love.
He wasn’t going to last long but he didn’t want her first time to be below her expectations. He did say he would take care of her and he was going to make her have her first orgasm with a man.
Jinki stopped answering to her kisses, now focusing on her body instead, kissing her shoulders and breasts, gently sucking her nipples, his hand caressing her between their bodies, playing with her clitoris making Adela whimper in pleasure.
It probably still hurt but he knew he was doing a god job stimulating her in a way that the pleasure was so overwhelming that she couldn’t focus on the pain.
He felt her walls tighten around him, her whimpers raising in intensity until she closed her eyes and lost all strength on her body, a good warm feeling taking over her making her lie defenseless and spent under him.
Jinki didn’t stop, fastening his thrusts until he came too, his body softly falling over hers, his erratic breathing tickling her neck.
They didn’t move.
Adela was too scared to ruin the moment now that it was over and he had to be the one to roll to the side after a while.
She didn’t move, still on the same spot and he placed a hand on her stomach caressing her softly, rising his head so he could look at her.
She looked at him too, her face extremely red, strands of hair sticking to her face.
“If anyone dares to say that you are not beautiful, ill kick their ass.”
His comment drew a smile out of her and then a soft giggle that he muffled with a kiss.
  Adela woke up to an empty bed but she wasn’t surprised. She noticed when Jinki left her bed during early morning and she knew he went to the bar like he did every morning to clean. She felt him kiss her forehead before leaving the bed and she pretended to sleep. Adela couldn’t face him; she didn’t have the courage to because she was afraid to face her own feelings, to reveal them to Jinki.
So that morning she woke up feeling differently. For the first time in her life she spent a night with a man, and not any man, a man that she had feelings for.
She showered, changed the sheets of her bed and got ready to go work. Only after she was ready did she notice the small note he left to her on the door of her apartment.
“I’ll wait for you later ~ ”
She pulled the note from the door and stared at it.
He clearly wanted her to visit him at the bar later but Adela didn’t intend to. She was going to crumble the paper; however Adela placed it inside her bag instead.
That revealed to be a bad decision because she couldn’t stop reading the note during her day at work, imagining him say it, smiling to herself.
However she didn’t see him that night or the ones that followed, avoiding the bar, using the excess of work at the office and her tiredness to avoid him and her feelings for him.
The truth was that being beside him made her feel weak, as someone that needs to be taken care of. His words from that night kept repeating on her head and even though it made her warm inside it also made her worry.
Adela never needed anyone. She started working very early, supporting her mother and siblings and she even left her country to work and make her family proud. This was the first time a man showed genuine interest in her, the first time someone said that he wanted to take care of her.
It was wonderful to know that Jinki wanted to help her but it also scared her.
Almost a week passed and still she didn’t show up at Green Dubu, so Jinki decided to take matters into his hands and once Adela arrived home late that night he was waiting for her, in front of her apartment’s door.
She hesitated at the end of the corridor but walked to him. It would be ridiculous to run away and she wasn’t that woman.
He raised a tumbler he had on his hand and smiled warmly at her as if he didn’t knew that she was avoiding him all those days.
“What’s this?” She asked once he offered her the tumbler.
“It’s been almost one week” at least she wasn’t the only one counting the days “and I brought you this. I think you need it.”
Adela accepted the tumbler and then opened the door of her apartment. He didn’t seem to move behind her so she turned around to face him. Jinki was so close that it was making her uncomfortable. His scent made her remember that night.
“Aren’t you going to invite me inside?” He asked sensing her trouble.
“It’s ah…its messy since I’m very busy lately. I need to tidy it up.”
His expression was blank and she knew why. It was such an obvious lie, but Adela couldn’t invite him inside since she knew what would happen if she did. They would make love again and she was would end up being weak falling into his arms again, wishing to have someone by her side.
“So…about that night….” Jinki said as if he was reading her thoughts completely.
“That night must be forgotten. I’m thankful and it was really good.” Adela couldn’t help but blush and she tried to imagine that she was talking about work and not the fact that she had sex with him “It was all I needed but it’s not like we can have a relationship. Not like I can have a relationship with anyone. I work too much. It’s impossible!”
 He raised one eyebrow as if he didn’t believe her words and said coldly “I see. I guess work wins again.”
Adela stepped backwards against the open door of her apartment and raised an invisible barrier between her and Jinki.
“Goodbye then. Sleep well.” His sweet answer surprised her a little since it was so different from his previous comment with a cold voice. Before she had time to move back he leaned forward and kissed her cheek. “Green Dubu is always open when you need more.”
His comment made her cheeks hot and Adela wondered if he truly meant what she thought….more sex.
Jinki smirked reading her thoughts again and his eyes fell on the tumbler on her hand. “That and what you thought.”
He turned around and she watched him walk down the stairs. Once she entered the apartment she opened the tumbler.
The pearlescent blue liquid of SHINee was inside it.
  It was probably SHINee’s magical powers but the next morning Adela had one of her best days at work. She got praised by her boss, didn’t have any problems with her coworkers and was in a very good mood the whole day.
However one thing missed for her day to be complete. Jinki.
He was always the one she saw at the end of her days at work. He was more than a friend. He was a constant in her life, he was….Jinki.
So that night she entered Green Dubu for the first time that week. Once she stepped inside the room she lost all possible reasons she would have to not take that decision, since she was greeted with his beautiful smile. He was as happy to see her as she was to see him.
The truth was that she did a lot of thinking the previous night while she drank what he gave to her. Thinking about him, knowing that there was a safe haven to go back to every night, that for months that bar made her feel stronger. And maybe the safe heaven was never the bar but Jinki instead. Maybe letting him take care of her once in a while, show some weakness was the best way to be stronger the next day.
Adela sat on the same stool she used to and placed the tumbler in the counter.
“Did it make you smile? Did it work?” He asked warmly, his eyes ardently on her.
“Yes not as much as seeing you.”
Her comment made his smile grow wider and she would have opened her heart if a man hasn’t sat a few stools from her waiting to be served.
Jinki asked her to wait a second and walked to the man to serve him.
After the man asked for a whisky Jinki gave his attention back to her while he prepared the drink.
“I’m sorry I didn’t come before.”
“It was weird after…” The other client was listening to their conversation and Jinki tried to be more discreet.” ...what happened. I understand!”
“I can’t forget it.” Adela said glancing at the client and then back to Jinki that placed two cubes of ice on a glass.
“Well humans need it once in a while. To feel loved and needed but…” He leaned forward, the ice hitting the sides of the glass making a tickling sound just before he whispered “I didn’t do it for the sex.”
“Oh…” Adela couldn’t tear her eyes away from him.
He looked so manly behind the counter, even more now that she knew what he hid below his clothes, how breathtaking his kisses could be, how the touch of his fingers made her burn, how he felt inside her.
“I mean it. You are beautiful, I didn’t lie, and I like you…”
“You like me?” She couldn’t hide the hint of happiness on her voice.
“I know you have no dating policy and you hate living her but I was wondering that maybe…”
“I don’t hate living here!” She said quickly. “I just feel lonely…or felt before I met you.” She excitedly leaned on the counter “That’s the thing I realized yesterday….”
“That you have me?” He chuckled seeming nervous, pouring the whisky on the glass and making some fall outside the glass, something that never happened.
“Shit…” He cursed grabbing a dish cloth to clean it.
“I like you too.” Adela said making him forget about the drink completely. “I mean, you are the only friend I have here and that night I…”
“You heart went dugeun dugeun?”
He was too adorable for words and she giggled with the cute way he found to say that there was more than sexual desire involved on what happened that night.
“Yes….but I work too much and that can be complicated if I want to…”
“Date me? It’s ok. My heart also went dugeun deugun and I work too. I don’t mind waiting for you every night.”
There was something unique about the way they couldn’t take their eyes away from each other, about the smiles on their faces about the way they decided in that moment with no more words exchanged that that could actually work out.
“Hey!” The client broke the moment making both look at him. “Can you hurry up confessing your love for each other so I can have my whisky before the ice melts?”
Jinki laughed, apologizing to the client and Adela hid her face embarrassed.
  She waited for Jinki to serve his clients outside the bar, on the terrace watching the stars.
Once the last client left he joined her and when she realized her hand was on his already as if it was natural to held hands. Maybe it was.
As natural as it was falling in love with him.
“So…”
“So…”
He kissed her and this time he didn’t have to pull her to him because she was the one falling into his embrace completely, wrapping her arms around him, and searching for his warmth.
“Will you take care of me tonight?” She asked against his lips, a passion in her eyes that he could read easily.
“Though day?”
“Not really…I just like how it feels.”
He caressed her cheeks making her close her eyes, admiring the way she leaned against his touch.
“I’ll always take care of you when you need. Every night…”
“I tidy up my apartment.”
Her comment made him laugh “Its ok. I have my apartment too and my bed is bigger.”
“Really?”
“Also I can make SHINee at my place and we can drink it after…I take care of you.”
“Seem nice.” She wrapped her arms around his neck “Seems like a proposal I can’t say no to. I love SHINee and I love you.”
His eyes sparkled and even though he wasn’t smiling she knew that he was enchanted with her words.
“Good because I love you too. Shall we go then?”
He grabbed her hand on his and pulled her with him.
While Jinki turned off the lights she watched him from the door of the bar like she did on the first day she saw him.
Maybe it was love at first sight or maybe it wasn’t . It didn’t matter. She was proud of herself. She gave herself the most primal right any human has.
Adela is a workaholic and very proud of her work and of how much she conquered using her talent more than her beauty. However she leads a lonely life, pressured to be the ideal daughter and woman in the eyes of her family. However her priorities change a little when she enters the GreenDubu Bar and tastes the mysterious cocktail SHINee, made by Lee Jinki the attractive, peculiar owner of the bar. Will she allow herself the right to be happy?!
Lee Jinki faces the worst moment of his life when due to an accident he might not be able to walk anymore. His girlfriend abandons him, his parents don’t know how to help him with his depression and he wished for death instead. Lucky for him, Ha-Yun, one of his closest friends, decides to stay beside him until he is able to “run away from her”.
After losing her boyfriend and fighting a depression, Anna decides to spend some time with her aunt and uncle in their ancient western mansion near a small forgotten village. Soon weird things start to happen around the house, a shadow visits her in her sleep warning her that her death is coming, and Anna meets her mysterious neighbor Taemin and gets tangled in something much more dangerous and dark than depression.
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My friend Alice surprised me on my Birthday  and she made me a book version of this fic with illustrations made by her!Â
 CHARACTERS
 Anna worked as a social worker until depression hit her after her best friend and almost boyfriend died.
Her only living family is her aunt.Â
She may seem innocent but she is actualy  stronger than she looks, and like her mother she is sensible to what normal souls can't see.
  Taemin was living one of the best moments of his life until he died.
But if he died, why is he living in the house next to Anna?
What secrets does he hide?
Why is Anna so important to him?
 Lee Jinki (Onew) is Taemin's older brother and probably the key to several of the mysteries that Anna wants to solve.
Onew has a surprise for his girlfriend! It's going to be the best first year anniversary! But things dont go as he planned and an inocent accident turns into something more.
Amber is Jinki and Minho best friend. They know each other since they were kids. One night while playing a game Jinki sudenly makes a hot suggestion and Amber sees herself in the middle of Jinki and Minho desires.
What happened one year after the hot night between Amber, Jinki and Minho. Sequel to Special Bound.
Minho wants to propose to a confused Amber while Jinki has sex all over the Chicken restaurant with his Chicken Lady.
Min is a prisoner hiding behind her scars until she mets someone like her, Jinki. Both get closer and sudenly life seems like a blessing and not a punishment. However is Jinki really who she thinks he is?
Mar met Jinki when she was only a little girl. Even though they lived in different countries their fortuity meets were enough for them to share their first promise, their first kiss, their first time, their first heartbreak. Is it too late to turn their childhood dreams into reality?Â
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