i'll manage, somehow

♚│TW for ED and vents│18│🌈│h - 5'3│hw: 145│cw: 135│gw1: 130│gw2: 120│ugw:110│pro recovery│♚

[shinitaishinitai]

god fucking dammit im sick of not being able to drive

[shinitaishinitai]

love bookmarking 700k+ words worth of fanfics in the middle of a hyperfixation

anyway how're yall doin

[shinitaishinitai]

hahahahahaah probably just lost a ton of trust with one of my best friends yet again, time to cry for another hour while listening to achilles come down on repeat

[shinitaishinitai]

as if the last year couldnt get any fucking worse, my mom gaslit me about 5 times while getting upset with me after convincing me that i cant move out after i graduate

[thewolfofthestars]

To everyone with sensory issues:

You are not a baby for melting down because of under/overstimulation. You are not being immature or “just throwing a tantrum” when you have meltdowns. The discomfort and pain and fear you feel due to your sensory issues is real and valid, and shouldn’t be dismissed as silly or unimportant by people who don’t understand it.

[bisexualcrabking-deactivated202]

*writing in my diary using a glitter gel pen* I'm losing my sense of humanity

[daintyeighty]

[shinitaishinitai]

i have utterly no control over my life anymore, thanks for nothing world

[shinitaishinitai]

my undiagnosed mental illnesses will really have me bouncing off the walls for half an hour and then want to commit die the next

[ulzzang-boys-thinspo]

Reblog if you’re any three of these:

Between 16-20

Have an ED

LGBT

An anorexic male

Wear too much black

Have a GW below 120

Like k-pop

Have to lose 40+ lbs

Aren’t racist

[shinitaishinitai]

im the living embodiment of mother mother's lyrics "i've got a date on friday, not gonna eat anything till then"

[shinitaishinitai]

here we've got the holy trinity of ana meals: lemon water, peppermint tea, and black coffee

[your-racist-grandma-is-a-slut]

ed tumblr? you mean

[rosesnstarlight]

me 5 years ago: omg there’s no way i could eVeR have an eating disorder, i love food WAY too much to ever starve myself lmao!!

me now:

[shinitaishinitai]

i hate it here

[shinitaishinitai]

i really just felt a wave of utter gender euphoria by wearing an outfit a gay teenaged boy would wear, and then i took my hair out of its ponytail :))

[shinitaishinitai]

you know you're going through it when u chug a cup of coffee at 5:30 pm