WONDERLAND

What's hidden behind that smile? Everyone smile with an effort, trust me    Kalau kamu sampai kesini, either kamu orang yang saya percaya atau .. stalker niat, selamat ya, hehe.

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My life is a mess, ga peduli berapa keras saya berusaha. Lingkungan ini bukan untuk saya.

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Not so lucky di kehidupan percintaan. Tapi juga ga ngebet sih, jd yawis lah.

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Oh dear, how long again?

I miss u. I miss u. I miss u.

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Semua ini hanyalah adu domba. Fitnah akhir zaman~ Stop hating and judging, shall we?

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Well said

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Entah kenapa, semenjak tinggal di Jakarta itu semacam ga sehat rasanya, jiwanya 😂

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:"( but :")

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You have a dad, but not a dad figure, but you just a 'fake' one and just stay smiling all the time, can you imagine? People are sayin' your family is nice and this and that. I just laughed it off. I'm livin' in hell. They just never know. I hide it well, rite?

I am a fake one. Smiley one. I should won an award. For faking it faithfully. My life is a mess. Well you will know if you dig it deeper. You just don't know yet. You hatin' me because my life is nice and this and that. Maybe just because you never asking about my life. Maybe all you've been thinkin' is only about you, about your life. The last time I remembered being open about my life, they leave me, desperately. So, I learn to hold all these burdens only by myself.

Everyone have their own struggle. Don't judge book by it's cover. Orang2 pamer di sosmed karena mereka ga happy di dunia nyata. Kurang pujian dan kasih sayang.

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Bapak2 ganjen lupa keluarga is the worst of the worst

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Akhir2 ini uring2an bawaannya, mood senggol bacok bgt, pms kah? depresi kah?

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Happy Birthay, 24

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Doa saya adalah dapat menemukan imam yg dapat menerima kekurangan saya, menerima saya dan keluarga saya apa adanya dan mau membimbing saya ke jannahNya. Karena ya saya masih kurang benar dalam memahami agama. Berusaha, namun jauh dari sempurna.

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Just woke up, bau acem and no make up. Elek. Haha

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Thursday Reminder

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24 Desember 2017

Sudah tak semenyakitkan tahun lalu

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Ditolak. Tapi ga sesedih itu karna udah tau tp nekat. Story of my life 😂