I used to know a girl, she was so social by nature. Wherever she went so called friends followed her. She was like a councelor who could give all kinda suggestions and help. Once I met her accidentally and talked at that time I was lil bit confused about something she read my face and gave me good advice. I also impressed by her nature. So that I tried to keep contact with her and watched her all phases from most social to most isolate person. That person who once used to be talkative and excellent at reading everyone's mind now became most isolate and kinda cold hearted person. Recently I met her and noticed her changed nature. So I showed my curiosity and asked her why did she changed this much I never expected so sudden change. Her answer gave me joy.... She told that it doesn't matter if you're same person or changed, your nature is same or changed, your friends same or changed, you still care for other or your special people same ways or changed, what's most matter is sometimes don't care about anything, anyone and just trap inside yourself for your own. What's most matter is to only think about you not for others, only take care for you not for others because sometimes you forget to take care of yourself while taking care of others or getting involved with other's matter. It's ok if people thinks that you have changed, just say yes! I am changed for myself. It's not bad to be isolate or live within small circle if it is giving you continuous smile. So change for your own.
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