Okay so, firstly I want to start off by welcoming all the new followers that have come across my blog in the last two months I’ve been away, I appreciate that you saw something you liked and decided to follow knowing the blog was on a hiatus.
Secondly, I’m stuck at an impasse now on whether or not to come back officially. I peruse tumblr every now and then like a ghost seeing all the amazing talent and new content that’s come out, it leaves me inspired and feeling creative. So today I decided to jump on that creativity train and get back into it... it did not go the way I wanted. I tried different coloured backgrounds and different styles to try and create something that I haven’t before but I couldn’t get it right and in the hours I was doing that I was just getting increasingly frustrated and disappointed in myself.
Behind this very photo there are THREE looks that I created, edited and ultimately scraped because I wasn’t feeling it.
Lastly, I left tumblr/sims because of my declining mental health and I thought if I gave up something that brought me anger and stress, I’d feel better.. however in the past few months I’ve found myself just going more and more downhill. Turns out, what I do on this blog was just a tiny tiny factor weighing in on my mental status.
So at this point I don’t know what to do, but perhaps I’ll occasionally post a cute photo like this one.. I don’t want to disappoint anyone.