Sep 10, 2020
My eating disordered ass can't handle being quarantined in my student room for 7 days.
This is no life.
I can't walk long distances, there is nothing and nobody to distract myself with. I am hungry but not because I am doing stuff I need a lot of energy for.
I am only lying in bed, with my curtains closed, eating everything that I can, feeling bad for not excercising and not wanting to throw up because I don't want to go back to that dark place.
I am going mad.
I am panicking.
I can't handle being clustered at home.
This is really, really, really bad for my mental health.
