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(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

Have you ever seen a picture of yourself that’s so bad you wanna die?

#I’m trying to be kind to myself #and I KNOW I’m dramatic af #but come on 😭😭😭#I had a baby 5 months ago #by a C-SECTION #and then had FIVE surgeries in July #my body gave way to my fav human #and I hate it still

There’s nothing in this world that’s mine to keep. It does not belong to me. Nothing is promised, nothing is guaranteed, nothing is permanent.

The grief before loss is overwhelming and clouds experiences that should be celebrated mindfully, truly present in the moment.

The cup is already broken. Everything has already ended. Everyone has already left. There is nothing I can do, because it’s gone.

In this, I find…peace. Ability to love, feel, and experience without the fear of loss restricting my actions; desperately pleading to the universe “just a little longer”.

Nothing is mine to keep. But it is mine to appreciate while it still last.

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #actually bpd #bpdstuff #borderline personality traits #borderline thoughts #actuallyborderline #bpd stuff #im not okay

8nin

i don’t care that you’re weird. in fact, i encourage it. hell, I’ll be weird with you, the fuck..

chuliganeria-a

if you ever want to love an idiot, you know where to find me

badtundra

sex is cool but can you stick around and not give up on me

dafancyuhinspiration

#how hard is it to fucking text back

vvelvetlover

i will get over it because i always do but god it feels like i’m dying every time

Please disregard. I forgot to take my pills and it went as well as expected ✨

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #actually bpd #bpdstuff #borderline personality traits #borderline thoughts #bpd stuff #im not okay

I just want someone who will rescue pigeons with me ☹️

fromhersoul

srcee

i wonder what it feels like to be missed

dvnyaaa

pretending to be totally fine with the situation that has made my heart feel so heavy lately

pup-purgatory

yearning in the morning, yearning in the afternoon, yearning in the evening, yearning at night.

pup-purgatory

abandonment issues are loud today

lock-o-lake

i hate wanting comfort from you

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