ITāS BEEN A WHOLE HOT MINUTE...
Well...I have a nose ring now (finally got it at 30). So I guess that means I can be cool enough to log back into this.Ā
Honestly yikes though...this was bad. But the worst part is that my style is still the same. I keep mistyping things and part of me wants to see what I would be writing if I didnāt correct myself. part of me thinks iām somewhat being taken over - oh iām losing my mind?Ā
No - just finished watching Wednesday - so I must be fully in teenage angst mode. Which makes complete sense as I am currentlyĀ āat homeā in my little brothers bed, posting on Tumblr of all fucking things. This must be one hell of aĀ āquarter lifeā crisis.Ā
Really though, Iāve changed. Actually for maybe the first time I do feel like Iāve changed (and for the better!) - one of the biggest issues Iāve had with myself is the idea that the world evolves around me, and I stay the same. But this past year iāve experienced growth in a way I really havenāt before...only to now - at the end of it - feel suckerpunched (omg another teen classic - wow Iām really going through it) - into feeling 15 again.Ā
In other words - itās hard being home for the holidays.Ā












