shittoppi @shittoppi-chan - Tumblr Blog

evening twilight . . . . rambling ahead. . . it doesn’t calm me down. it is to me another indication that I’m running out time: that I’m lagging behind peers who are deemed more successful, more got their life together. i never wanted to be in a rat race. https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnq3shiy2i6/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

28. Try to stay afloat. 📸 @yankidoodles https://www.instagram.com/p/Cjq9sl0SZMF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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after the rain. morning walk. https://www.instagram.com/p/CXqe6VfhKMA/?utm_medium=tumblr

I've thought about reaching out so many times, but I cannot be the same person you once knew. I cannot be as patient, as understanding, as welcoming as I was.

But I hope you're happy and recovering.

I remembered you again coz I'm reading this BL isekai but who knows maybe you've grown from it too. 🤣

Good luck out there. You've existed for more or less 25 years now, the next 20, 40, 60 will be a great roadtrip for you.

Sorry stalking HAHA. I'm in a dark place right now and when shit gets tough, I crawl right back to Tumblr. 🤣

mangafascination

konoko

honigimohr

i didn’t realize growing up meant dying inside but hey it’s whatever

Pagod na kong mag-exist.

Ang hirap nang araw-araw dapat productive ka. Dapat may ambag ka. Dapat masaya ka kasi you have more than others. Dapat magaling ka kasi nakapagtapos ka. Dapat ganito. Dapat ganyan.

I have some days where I exude this energy of optimism but it is not today.

To be honest, I think I bit more than I can chew. Work-wise.

Nowadays, I'm sleep deprived, almost minimal to no interaction with my gaming friends, no progress with my coursera course all because I thought I could get quick cash by working as a VA.

My family's glad that I'm getting money. But am I?

I just want to sleep man. I just wanna cry for an hour before getting 8 hours of sleep.

I always go back to tumblr when things go shitty.

I pray for a future where in my tumblr won't exist anymore.

A future where a wordpress could exist not just a tumblr full of rants but something that I read again and not feel shitty about everything that happened in my life.

Now that my break's over... Let's do this. 😁