I feel shittyy everydayyyyyy ! I smile, I laugh but i don't even know if its still real!!

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@shitty147xc
I feel shittyy everydayyyyyy ! I smile, I laugh but i don't even know if its still real!!
My 6th blog ÷{(last)
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≈[•MONDAY•]≠
No classes. All i did was rest cuz I'm still recovering from my disease (foot and mouth disease) so I could go to school tomorrow. I was scared and afraid cuz I might get my classmates get sick I dont want that to happened so I prayed and prayed for it to go away. First I was hesitating if whether i should go or not cuz I'm also scared that they might ignore me or be disgusted but I told myself your good, your healed so I decided to go (school).
≠[•TUESDAY•]≈
Before I went inside I was nervous cuz they might say something bad to me but then when I got in I heard someone shouted my name and was happy to see me and that made me relieved. She hugged me and I was like no don't touch you'll get sick but she said that its was fine and she didn't care so is everyone else everythings the same with or without my disease my anxiety was gone and I was happy (thank u guys). I made my girlfriend a video and a paper flower cuz ITS OUR ANNIVERSARY but I felt like she didn't liked it so I don't know what to do the only thing that came in to my mind is "did i do something wrong, she doesn't love me anymore" felt shit menn what i did wasn't enough? Is that it I was sad cuz its supposed to be a happy day not only hers but also mine I wanted her notice me not being happy but i guess she can't. On english, my teacher wanted us to answer another essay its "Are you willing to sacrifice everything just to have that one chance to do the thing that you love the most" at first I don't know what to do so I almost cried yeah but then I answered it with a yes and decided what I want is to travel because seing a beautiful view makes me happy.
≈[•WEDNESDAY]≠
ITS MY GIRLFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY I gave her a gift again but this time i bought it a couple of days ago. I don't know if she really liked it and I'm still not okk. We talked and I cried cuz she told me something that hurts like shit mennn i didn't get any sleep but I don't want her to be sad in her birthday I wanted her to be happy so while crying I told her that happy birthday and keep telling her its her fault in a joke way so after crying we laughed and laughed. When I got home I did my homework (science) I'm confused so I needed help so my friends helped me and was kinda fun doing it with them (thx guys) hehe.
≠[•THURSDAY•]≈
We checked our homeworks and had another seatwork to check if we really get the lesson it was a success but I still asked if my answer was right cuz I don't trust myself. We had a zumba its a activity for our mapeh I actually had fun and enjoyed it and I thought two of my boy classmates was cute for dancing was amazing and energetically. Our teacher on English wanted us to make a song about don quixote but I don't know how to make a song so I'm sorry groupmates. Classes was over we went to a small store near by our school. We had a chit chat and laughing stuff but then my friend asked about my shit then suddenly she broke my wall and I cried and cried then she hugged me I hugged her back tightly it made me feel good and calmed me down but still tears won't stop falling. I was shaking and crying but then she hold my hand to calmed me down she literally didn't let go even though i was feeling better. My mom was ready to pick me up she still didn't let go and told me she's coming with me in a joke way. I AM THANKFUL TO MY FRIENDS.
≈[•FRIDAY•]≠
We didn't do much. We had planned something for something(secret lols). I slept because we had a free time but i woke up cuz its hot and I heard my classmate playing the guitar and it was amazing HER VOICE + GUITAR PLAYING made me feel relax and calm so I told her to play guitar and sing when I feel stressed and depressed and she said of course for you and that made me happy. We had another zumba I enjoyed it again cuz my classmate started dancing like an addict person and it made me laughed a lot (no offence okiee we laughed) we had fun. I was watching my Girlfriend dance and it was so cute seeing her shake her hips 😆😆.
Phew this is my second time doing thiss and it was annoying cuz i was done but then it disappeared so i made it again charan
This is the end of my blog i hope u had fun if u reading this
This Actually helps a lot sharing your thoughts and what u feel and what u do if you can't talk to anyone u can share it here
I enjoyed doing this but not all of it mostly because of my post disappearing like bubble
Im still gonna post but not like this i guess just my emotions
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•{MONDAY}•
It was raining cats and dogs and we waited for the suspension to happened but theres no anouncement yet so the classes must go on. We did a activity on science we have to draww and i was panicking cuz I didn't memories the picture on the tv. I asked my classmates that is close to me "imaa right?, Is this right, whats this" yeahh. When we're about to eat, my advisor told us classes are suspended. Everybody was screaming and full of joy. Me happy that classes has to end early but i dont wanna go home yet so me and my friends planned to stay at my girlfriend's house. We ate, talked, laugh, and watch a movie called "MA" it was kinda a horror or thilling movie. We enjoyed the movie but at some scenes of the movie was kinda disgusting so we had to cover our eyes (i hug my gf cuz i was scared😆) and I was making a joke about the movie cuz one of the characters looks like dora(the hair) so we laughed and had fun. The movie was done so we had to go cuz its kinda getting late to.
•{TUESDAY}•
I woke up and i was shook. Why did i woke up late then i looked at my brother and ask "whats happening" he told me again suspended. I lay down again in my bed and relaxed but still i need to get up. As always when there's no classes i get yelled at , i do my work, sleep, and play. It was night time when i felt my whole body getting weak. I told my mom but she didn't take it seriously at first. i feel so cold that i had to wear two jackets and was freezing but then i got warm so i had to remove the jackets and told myself i feel better and okk.
•{WEDNESDAY}•
I woke up again feeling weak even my sister felt the same. After showering and putting some clothes on i sat on the chair and close my eyes and keeping myself warm, waiting for my mother to get done and go to school. She checked my temperature and said i have a fever and do i still wanna go to school i told her yes cuz i dont wanna be left behind. I was lucky cuz this day was kinda chill day nothing really hard happened and i was relieved cuz I'm in a bad situation to study or answer stuff. In filipino time i accidently fall asleep because i was so weak i didn't realize there was no teacher anymore. The last subject was fun cuz i felt better and our lesson was about figure of speech our teacher asked me and i had an answer it felt good cuz my answer was right (even though its not a big deal ) still proud 😂😅.
•{THURSDAY}•
We got up early and already went in the shower ( I didn't wet my hair and just cleaned my body and face cuz im sick) but then there was a post again classes are suspended kinda relieved cuz i could rest. My fever was gone but my hands and feet started to get itchy then my throat is hurting. I cant stop scratching my hands and feet i had to put socks but it didn't stop the itchiness. Red dots started to show in my hands it was so annoying next my feet. It was already midnight, my sister is eating and her face is so white and lips so my mother was panicking cuz my sister doesn't look good. We went to a hospital called gentri med. The doctor saw the red dots and said "fascinating, and interesting" the doctor said our illness is mostly for children below 5 yrs old and she too was shook cuz were teens. Our illness is called hand foot mouth disease and we can pass it to other people. We got the disease cuz she said our immune system got weak because of stresss. I was hoping that theres no classes on friday too cuz i need to be absent( i dont want my classmates to feel this suffering) if there is. We got home and drink some meds and sleep.
•{FRIDAY}•
All i did the whole day is sleep, eat, and drink meds cuz thank God again suspended. My itchiness was not that itchy anymore but still i hate this even in my nose. I wissh i would heal soon cuz my girlfriends birthday is next week and i need to learn i need to be there😣😣 pls if your reading this pray for me to get better soon
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My ⁴th blog ;]
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My day started without a teacher inside our classroom cuz she was absent and had to take care of things. I was nervous again cuz of reporting this time its from a different subject. I was so nervous that it made me wanna puke and poop ( i farted 😂). I trembled in fear that report is 40% of our grades I think. me and groupmates panicked and the firt thing that came into my mind is "shit what if i cant do this my grade will fall apart". But plot twist! ( kinda ) our teacher said he was lazy and want us to be prepared on it so the report will start on Wednesday which made me kinda feel better at breathing. im still scared though cuz it made our teacher expectation high i guess but my gf said i should calm done.ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
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My advisor was absent again but she still want us to do our brochure and we did. We started our brochure and film the reporters so we could send it to her. While others do the report there are some who takes notes and make a summary of it. the whole class laughs at some reporters because there funny but then our social teacher knocked many times at our wall telling us to be quiet. he comes in our classroom and said "one more knocked and you will report today". and my groupmates were scared also me cuz we are not prepared at all and were the first group. so we became quiet and finished the brochure but then he knocked and i was afraid. he came into our classroom and said "game reporting?" and i was like nooooo then he said jkee tomm. the last subject which is english kinda made my headache cause the lesson is 20 subject of verb agreement cuz so many rules that it made my mind confused but still was fun.
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The day has come ,the fear of getting a low grade!!!!. Our report was about to start I was about to cry and felt sick again, i was shivering. We finished the report and it was not good. My teacher asked the whole class why our report is wrong. I felt relieved and at the same time sad why? cuz he gaved us a second chance and he told us we forgot to add the sociology which is to understand, to explaind, and to predict and some of our explanation has a point but some are just not good. english time!. we had a lesson about poems and our teacher made us listen to some. The poems that we listen to was kinda relatable so I kinda feel sad cuz what i hear is true and it made my gf cry but it those words in the poem mix with my teacxxxhers words kinda gives me hope and confidence.
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Another day with fear because we had a second chance in reporting. the subjcet before our social was science and the teacher was our advisor and she saw us busy and she said "busy? okk ill give u a free time" and I was thankful to her cuz she gave us time to breathe and review our report still the fear didn't disappear (it rhymes lol). The report has started i felt my hand shaking even my legss but still i have to keep going i tried my best. The report was finished and our teacher began to ask us about the report apparently we couldn't answer but one or two of my groupmates did but i did't but two of my classmates answered too. Our teacher realized that he forgot to upload the PowerPoint so he said he would be nice to our grades but not like super high just nice. The last subject of the day english it was fun because our teacher gave us a bonus lesson which is psychology lesson (constructivism) and I've learned many new things and it was fascinating. Ive learned why babies cry when u say "peek a booo" its because they think you've literally disappeared ( i didn't know that and i was more mind blown to all what my teacher said)
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No classes so me and my gf planned that I wil go to her house. I got there and still saw her asleep but she saw me but then closed her eyes again. I just stared at her sleeping looking like a panda and she asked for a hug so i did. we got up and eat then after that we watched a movie which is "bookssmart" and by the way it was 3 movies the second one is "fallen", and "cars 3". we didn't get to finished the "fallen", and "cars 3" cuz we got bored so instead of watchinggggg we just talk about some cute stuff and funny things and asked eachother ☺️☺️❤️❤️ it was fun but the day was about to end so i had to go and said goodbye. me and my sister got home and my dad was waiting for us outside and gave us a tight hug (seriously)
I had a hard week but at the end i got to spend with my love so even though its hard i did my best and had fun in school☺️😅👌🥰❤️ thats all
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My ³rd blog :(
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Hayssssss i don't feel like myself today i feell so shitty right now so pls understand.
I thought this week would be pretty awesome but i guess not!. I feel numb too i dont know whyy i hateee thiss aghhhh.
Every morning i feel lonely even though there's a lot of people around me. Its like I'm not even there. No one to talk to about thiss shit i feel (every morning)
I dont really remember a lot this week
Day : me and my classmate was left at the gate and we had a personal chat and i felt a little bit okk talking about our shits cuz we kinda understand each other and that was great
Day: my teacher let us watch a movie called "dead poet society" that movie was depressing and kinda awesome at the same time. After the movie there was this scene that the students stand in there tables when there former teacher was about to walk out and said "ohh captain my captain" then the end .I thought to do the same when my teacher was about to leave and we all laugh that was fun
Day: we had a zumba. The first zumba was fun but the next day was kindaa tiring
Day: my social teacher talked about being miserable. He told us about his wife and friend being miserable because of there jobs. I overthink what if i cant handle the future because im already miserable now so what will happen if i dont find what i want to do in life all i could think of is dying ಥ_ಥ
Day: we had a quiz in our two science. I think i did good in science 1 but science 2 there was no hope at all. I think i did my best but doing my best was nothing so useless. I wish giving effort has a grade. I know in other subjects they do but in science noooo(。ŏ﹏ŏ)
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Owsiii week (08.26-08.30)
My Monday was pretty tiring because I got home from my grandma’s house. The day went slow and usual ‘cuz I woke up late. I stayed up late watching movies. Maybe that’s how my day went by.
My Tuesday was boring. The classes were suspended because of the weather. I just stayed home and did some chores. Tuesday was usual and slow like Monday.
My Wednesday is kind of chill but I don’t remember much. I remembered that our English teacher asked us to write haiku that states imagery of the five basic senses. I wrote my haikus when I was about to sleep.
My Thursday was filled of laughs and memories. It had few lectures and seatworks/practices but we don’t have lectures on science because our science teacher was absent. Since our science teacher was absent, we watched movie for entertainment. I finished the haiku I didn’t finished the night before. In our English time, we read the haikus we made. Our teacher complimented one of my haikus. It made me happy. He told us to make a poem that attacks at least three basic senses. After classes, my friends and I made mango sago at my house. We had chats while making the mango sago. They left when we finished making the mango sago and it was late.
My Friday is fun. We are told to dress in traditional Filipino costumes so I wore baro’t saya. I brought the mango sago. At morning, we didn’t have many classes so I finished the poem that we were told to do. We only had class on Physics and Social Studies for the morning. Before lunch, we prepared all the food for the boodle fight. After preparing the food, we prayed before we ate. There was no mango sago left after everyone ate. We cleaned the room but one of our classmates mopped the floor. We stayed outside the room when he was mopping the floor. After lunch, we had an awarding for those who won in the (kind of) contest. After that, we didn’t have classes. We spent our time talking. For the last subject which is English, we read our poems. After reading poems, we fixed our things and left school. I fell asleep when I got home. I taught my father how to download movies on his phone.
Now, I am writing this blog that you are probably reading right now. (That’s confusing.)
P.S. I'm still fighting with ants.
MY ²nd WEEK !!!!!:(
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Soooo izz mee again ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
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Nothing actually happened cuzz first its holiday and 2nd suspended the only thing that happened i got depressed AGHH. I was doing dishes while doing my job I was thinking of bullshit things I don't know why i keep on making myself depressed and stress the only way to clear my mind is to play music games or listening to music but sometimes it makes things worse actually. I think i need to see a doctor but maybe naah
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Only interesting partss. Two of my classmates participated in the spoken word poetry for the buwan ng wika and both of them did good. In our last subject we learned about imagery again so our teacher want us to make a haiku imagery poem. I was worried on making poems cuzz im not good at it but i did get some help from my friends and my girlfriend witch gives me confidence thank you guys btw .
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My advisor was absent so we didn't do anything in her subject. We watched a movie called "happy death day 2u" it was awesome cuzz its about science and math stuff while watching the movie me and my gf had a misunderstanding but we fix it. All of the interesting parts happened after lunch. We had three events that happened making a poster(we're i participated) ,the baybayin, and translating a english song to tagalog for the buwan ng wika.I was panicking doing my drawing cuzz without a reference I cant properly draw but with my classmates opinion made my confidence boost soo i thank those people (thank u guys again). It was time to read the poem that we made i was worried cuzz my teacher said "is that haiku" in my mind i said ohh ghad what did i do wrong but its was fine he just didn't hear me say the whole thing. He wanted us to make another poem but this time not haiku and one imagery only as always im worried. After class me and my friends went to my gf's house to make the mago sago too . We had fun and ate a lot
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THE BIG EVENT HAPPENED we we're all wearing baro't saya and barong tagalong we took some photos but we still have some lessons. We prepared the foods and the tablee for our boodle fight actually I dont like that idea cuz I don't want to use my hands I want to use a fork but my advisor wont let me I kinda didn't enjoy eating cuzz noo forkss ಥ╭╮ಥ. We all had fun. After eating the awards we're announced and I'm happy for thosee who won (≧▽≦) congratulations. At the end of the day we read our poems in front but I felt like everybody did a good job in there poems except for me because poems is kinda one of my weakness but I hope i did good ⊙﹏⊙
YESHHH ANOTHER RIP FOR ME I HOPEE YOY ENJOY READING THIS
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Week 1: A week called "Beautiful Tragedy".
It was last Friday when I thought of what to write today. Questions like "will there be highlights? What if something bad happened? Will I be confident enough to share it to other people?"
Then, I realized those questions will remain unanswered if nothing will happen.
Ofcourse, I couldn't not do anything but to be courageous enough to face this entire week.
So to start with, I am that kind of a person who is full of anxiety. As you can see, I've already asked question in the very beginning of this blog. I've always wanted to see things go in my way.
From Monday to Friday, believe me or not, numbers were my best enemies whenever I am in school. I hated Math since the very beginning. When I am still in my previous school, "petix" would be the best definition for myself. I would always not listen to my math teacher whenever we're having our lecture and I see that it wasn't a good idea to be done by everyone.
As a result, I am having a hard time catching up with all the formulas, equations and all in our lectures in my present school. Yes, literally paying my debt. As it happens everyday, it led me to be burnout.
The class dismissed, rode a jeepney and was frustrated yesterday, Friday. Last day of the school week. I told myself "if only have I paid attention to all our lectures. I could've been better today." And man, it was raining! And it triggered more my emotions.
Then I arrived at church, literally cried to one of the leaders there and amazingly, was comforted with the words:
"You see, it's natural for a student to respond with crying because of being tired. Being burntout. But downing yourself won't help the situation. It would be great for you to rest, rise up and fight again!"
It was really a tragedy because of my weaknesses, but what made it beautiful is that God reminded me that I can rest in His presence. He is my refuge. I can be more.
"I can do all things through him who strengthens me."
Philippians 4:13 ESV
You can do it too! But this time, with God.
#BlogForEnglish
First Week: August 23, 2019 “I had a bad luck,” is a ridiculous line people sometimes say, when they mess things up whether it’d been big or small, and I bet some of you guys reading this right now had already said that whenever that happens. Though I can’t blame you, because I said that line just recently. This week, I was a bit unfortunate since for some reason, most of the results of my school activities (e.g. quizzes, home works) are not meeting up to my expectations even though I tried my best, get dumped by a pile of home works ending up staying late at night for that (p.s I’m not trying to protest or anything XD), and I always get stuck on traffic going to school ending up me almost getting late for morning classes. Sometimes, it’s kinda disappointing because you feel hopeless and you just wanna lie on the bed and do nothing since you kinda suck anyways… but I didn’t fortunately. I was trying to keep myself motivated this week as much as possible, and somehow letting myself blame luck for leaving my side. It’s not to encourage myself from believing and getting used to it, but it is for me to go easy on myself. I know we all believe that no one was born perfect and always receive blessings from above, and so that’s why I learned that I could only do my best and stay away from all the negativity, and you guys should too!
Blogging is fun😁🤣😂❤️🏳️🌈
Moshi Moshi
Moshimoshi.
It be me ya boi the frenchiest fry.(o´ω`o)
Honestly been a stressful week but otherwise I'm still alive despite the aching on my backside, and the very very painful headaches which I still can't understand how I got because I sure as hell have been sleeping properly. ( ಠ ಠ )
I had a crisis earlier today when I feel asleep on our science class, I swear to god I just wanted to close my eyes to let the throb in my head stop, then by the time I was soooo relaxed, I felt a hand grab my shoulder and told me, "it's already lunchtime." You don't understand how fast my head moved to our whiteboard it gave me whiplash. Seeing as how the board was full of equations and scienc-y shit, I knew by that moment, I was most probably fucked.
Also, a brief moment of silence because I forgot to copy our assignment on science. Which I just remembered...fuck my life(๑╹ω╹๑ )
Anyways, a brief intervention for the talk of the l o v e l i f e (I'm sorry but no one actually loves me seriously so it's going to be mostly one-sided (。•́︿•̀) So I met him through a mutual friend of mine, and ever since our mutual friends have been teasing us, we got farther and farther apart until I only remember him through "the guy that saved my summer," I've never actually talked to him in private ever again. *insert disappointed sigh here. * H O H O H O also also also, there's a new love brewing in our class not saying any names but (that one japayuki and the weeb) goodluck to ya guys~! (๑¯◡¯๑) Also also also also (...xd) to those in love with the japayuki including me, I hope ya find your "the one" very soon! Just keep hanging in there!!
I made cookies today, and fucked around with my catto Clover-who I really fricking missed although he keeps giving me new scars on my forearms- but it made me feel better despite spilling my coffee all over me clothes, and burning my hands while trying to take the cookies out fresh from the oven, and tripping just outside mi casa, getting mud all over my knees, and forgetting to take out the kilogram of flour we had in our cooking class yesterday which made my trip home more sad, nskakfjoqnznd... just, I had a lot of clumsy moments the second my weekend started.
That's all from me today, moshimoshiii. (๑¯◡¯๑)
(Unless I die suddenly from my awkward accidents.)
WEEKLY BLOG #1
Uhm first of all hello 👋 , welcome to my blog, I had a good week since Monday I just had a little bit of a bump on the road. So lets start with Monday, it is just a normal day in a school for me nothing much that happens, BUT in the evening one of our friend became dramatic. I don’t know how to comfort someone so I hate that time 😢😢 . So I just watched my friends on how they comfort and talked to her. The next day is a normal day too but i just got to school too early and I have time to finish some of my homeworks that I did not finished, and on Wednesday we have no classes and thats it. Sooooo Thursday, my favorite day of this week 🎊🎉 our first subject is T.L.E and our group is next and we cooked chicken fillet and a sauce that taste like a fishball sauce. After lunch filipino is our next subject and we have a quiz. A lot of us did not review so a lot of us got a low grade 😂 😢 . That day we have a performance in MAPEH we are dancing to the song Claire de Lune and almost all of our dance did not looked that good and it is funny, and my most favorite part of that day is math 2 because our teacher did not go to class so some of my classmates and me spilled some TEAA and i drink tooo much information 😂😂 . And lastly friday it is today nothing that much happened too except english time that i really felt that I embarrased my self in front of my clssmates and that is one of my worst fear. So thats it for this weeks blog. Wait for my next blog post for next week. 😁😘
BLOG #1
I had a wonderful week. LOTS OF DRAMA, of course school year wont end without dramas baby. MONDAY(THAT GODDAMN DAY) *ahem* lets continue. I was happily chatting with my friends then MY MIGRAINE strikes like a thunderstorm then that really changed my goddamn mood and i cussed my friends without knowing the reason why i cussed.Tuesday, my eyes are puffy that time cause yehh i cried until i fell asleep then my friends hugged me like their is no tomorrow, they confronted me that “EVERYTHING IS OK DON’T WORRY WE’RE HERE FOR YOU” and that day is hella good, The next day is so boring my sister and I just go to a bank and when we got home i just slept the entire time (cause I’m having fatigue that day),THURSDAY, My Best Friend told me something that i expected already cause you know I’m a detective (joke. please laugh) then i have fun teasing her BECAUSE HER FACE IS SO DAMN FUNNY,but everyone doesn’t get it, TURTLES;also I had some migraine that time I just didn’t bother it. Now the day i never expected that something will happened; OUR TEACHER KNOWS IT LIKE YEH KNOWS IT. She told me that she’s happy and I’m proud of her for that but a drama came in like “B***CH I’M BACK” She doesn’t realize that I’m talking to her like she only noticed him so yeh i got angry then when I told that to someone they just flirted to my face and doesn’t listen and I looked at someone she is listening to me YEH SHE’S THE ONLY ONE WHO LISTENED TO ME WHILE I SHARED THE F*****G STORY then i almost burst to tears so i just hug her then continue the story. Finally the couple decided to listen but I’m not in a mood so yeh f*****d them.
That’s my wonderful week see you in my next blog bye~
Owsiii week (08.19-08.23)
On Monday, we had our first Monday at school. We had seatworks and lectures. We also did an activity on science. In that activity, we made a 3-dimensional representation of plate boundaries. My group made the representation for transform plate boundaries. It was the easiest to do so we helped the other group with their representation. The day went well until that night. One of my friends starts being dramatic and suicidal. My friends tried to calm and comfort her so I messaged her privately to comfort her. I comforted her. I had a small misunderstanding with my girlfriend but we fixed it that same night. I slept after fixing my misunderstanding.
On Tuesday, … seriously I don’t remember a thing that happened that day. Ohhh I remember that my girlfriend had a report with two more people about Dante Alighieri’s Inferno. I do remember that we have to present the representation we did the day before and my two other group members presented. That’s all I can say about my Tuesday.
On Wednesday, it was a holiday so no classes. I spent the whole day at my house because I woke up late and I don’t have money. I watched movies and kdrama. I chatted with my girlfriend, of course. The day is too boring. Oh and F*CK ANTS.
On Thursday, we cooked chicken fillet. It so simple and good. The day went well until lunch time. Everyone was studying for the quiz on the next subject. My friends and I was talking and not minding the quiz after lunch. While they’re trying to study but ending up laughing, I was kind of flirting with my girlfriend. On the quiz, my friends and I had a low score, like 25% of the quiz. After the quiz and a class presentation on MAPEH, we have no teacher. Since we don’t have a teacher, we started talking and spilling some tea with each other. The day went well and fast.
Now it’s Friday, the last weekday for this week. The morning was just usual. We had a written thingy in Social Studies. I had good group members so we did it after more than 35 mins (we have 45 mins per subject). Can you answer how Marx’s “Religion is the opium of the people.” explain structural functionalism’s first major assumption in less than 30 mins? Don’t mind that. During lunch, I started reviewing for another quiz so I won’t get another low score. Luckily, I passed the quiz. ID picture taking took place after the quiz. It was raining so I have to bring my umbrella. The rain last until when we went to the main building. In the journey to the main building, I had to walk in a big puddle of rain water so my shoes and socks got wet. My friends and I talked until I have to go home. As soon as I went home, I did my after school routine and sleep.
Now, I am writing this blog that you are probably reading right now. (That’s confusing.)
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MY FIRST WEEK!
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•=MONDAY=•
I started my day going to school
When i got to school, I went to my friends especially to my girlfriend 😆😆 I pay for the weekly class fund which is 5 pesos. I had a chat with my friends. We laughed about some crazy things. Our class started. TLE was the first subject we have 2 groups. We have assigned dates for the groups to cook. My group will cook on Thursday and the other group will cook today. Group 1 left to cook at TLE room while my group was left in the classroom. As always, when there's no teacher around, we chit chat. They had a topic that made me overthink. They talked about where to transfer school after high school. i dont know where im going to so I felt down. It's because I feel like I'm gonna be left out. We watched a movie, "The darkest minds" I'm still ovethinking so I told my gf that I'm not ok. She just told to not worry.
Science time!. We had a activity about plate boundaries. My group was trying to figure out what to do with our materials. We didn't prepared enough tools soo I panicked but my groupmate told me to calm down, chilll So i did. I Had an idea so we used that idea even though its not foolproof. Me and my girlfriend had a fight so I ignored her and kept on doing my job. She keeps on poking me while I'm still thinking how to do shit. Our teacher said it was time, go eat your launch. Me and my groupmates look at each other because where not done yet (panic alert). I dont know what to do so asked them. Our leader said will do it tomorrow morning so they did. We had launch. My gf was giving me this sad look and teary eyes and she said sorry I said its ok(marupok👌). The school was almost over, Our last subject is english. Sometimes I get nervous in that subject because i feel like one wrong move kaboom😅😂 but its fun too lollsss We laugh and smile in that subject all the timee and get nervous 😂😂
•=TUESDAY=•
My day started again peacefully until i remembered that i have a report in English yes i know its our last subject but still i cant take away my mind off it. So yeahh we started again with chit chatss and laughing stufff. We had a assessment exam in English. We only used our stock knowledge. I did't finished the exam cuzz im to slow at reading. Its kinda bummer for me but i think I did good. Before having lunch we had a meeting about what food to bring next friday (buwan ng wika) I was the first one to raise my hand and shouted PANSIT MALABON!!!😂😂😂 Then my teacher said that all of us needs to taste the salty egg its called "ITLOG NI KUYA" then we all laugh even our teacher laugh because the name is stupid. We had an activity that we have tooo dance in a depressing song. Our last subject, my fear! Because im about to report I know its not my first time reporting but still the anxiety is taking over me. I saw my teacher going to our classroom but I stopped him and said "sirrrrrrr im nervous"😂😂😂
He said "its gonna be fine" something like that. I finished the report I was about to cry, I froze too and I was on my knees. He said I did good *thumbs up* and that Made me happy
•=WEDNESDAY=• (nothing interesting)
No classes because its holiday soo I'm staying at home where its boring. The only interesting part of my day
Was washing dishes becausee when I'm washing plates I danceee yeshh andd alsoo singg i look like an idiot but whoo cares. I make cleaning interesting lolss😂😂. When I overthink I used the mic with Bluetooth and singg andd singg like i was broken hearted but im not it just makes my mind peaceful.
•=THURSDAY=•
Another day with stressed and depressing day but kinda relief cuz im done with the reportt yessssss!!!.
The whole day i was depressed because me and my girlfriend talked about something that makes my heart break even her's but its fine we covered it with some positive topics that made us laugh. We had a quiz in filipino i did't do good because my score was 3/20 i knoww i knoww itss bad really bad but im not the only one hehehehe Ill try my best next time. Our last subject again still made me nervous. We had to make an essay about were would our soul go in what level in hell. i kept on thinking where should my soul go. First i chose greed but its too hard to explain so i chose violence but it was time to go home so it was a take home activity i guess TO BE CONTINUED.
•=FRIDAY=•
LAST DAY OF THE WEEK like any other day CHIT CHATSSS 🤣🤣. I thought this day would be less stressful but i thought wrong. I was relief on math every day but today i was stressful, big numberss in my notebook my weakness. On social I was stressed too because I have too explain many things but i couldn't elaborate. Science another stressful subject it doesn't have big numbers but has looooonng equation 😭😭😭. After lunch I had fun we had a quiz on mapeh that i thought would be hard but nahhh itss great. LAST TIME ON MAI'S LIFE LOLS 😂😂. We has an essay and today we passed that essay. I didn't expect reading our essays in front of the class but for the first time I was not that nervous. I read my essay and again my teacher said good i was again gladd its giving me confidence actually so thank you sir😅😂😁.
THATS ALL FOR TODAY YEY
I CAN REST IN PEACE
😂🤣😆😁😊☺️😗😂
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