Active June '26 🦋

• 32 • 5ft2 • she/her •

[shoogyfree]

14th June

Weigh in: 61.3kg

Mr shoogyfree said I looked pale

I've taken this as a compliment 💃

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13th June ~ TW 18+

Weigh in: 61.8kg! This has actually been the smallest i've been all year. I've been at around 65kg all fucking year so far. My goal is 60kg then it's 55kg

Arm workout every single day 💪 with or without weights

As long as i'm consistent ♡

ALSOOOO ♡♡♡

I have bought a ticket to see one of my fav bands, they are playing at the start of October and I haven't been to a gig since before I caught long covid (4 years since catching it, my last gig was Black stone cherry in 2021) I don't even know if I will be well enough to see them as i'm sensitive to light and sound which has stopped me & have chronic fatigue, even 4 years later since catching it

I would SERIOUSLY regret not seeing them play live!

This is a HUGE deal for me ♡ hopefully the adrenaline of seeing them overpowers anything else. I will have to book the next day off work because I know I will need to recover energy wise from it. Gonna have to wear tinted prescription glasses and my earplugs to help

I am so hyped, words can't describe 😭😍

I AM SO EXCITED 🥳🪅🎊🎉💃

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12th June

Weigh in: 62.2kg (down 0.2)

I was so active yesterday, had a sausage roll, a small handful of tortilla chips and literally 2 pieces of dark chocolate for my Omad, I barely had anything & barely lost anything, fml

Not to sound all glum but I was expecting more of a loss but hey ho, i'll take the 0.2kg loss

As long as I stay consistent, progress will happen 💪

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Mr shoogyfree asked me what we were having for dinner

I said i'm not really hungry and that i'll just make something later

I'm gonna do my arm workout ♡

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11th June ~ Good afternoon ♡

Weigh in: 62.4kg (down 0.3)

Just another day of cycling to work in the rain 🙃 in all day

No lunch for this gal today 💪

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Husband was home so dinner was unavoidable, had that as an omad, had an apple earlier, some cherry tomatoes, a bit of dark chocolate and a low cal strawberry bake bar

I've been remembering to take my multivitamin and an iron tablet in the mornings too which is unlike me lol

Done my arm workout tonight, i'm going to stay consistent and do it everyday (sometimes with weights, sometimes without) so it's more achievable

I'm gonna go to bed so I don't nibble on empty calories

Locking the fuck in ♡

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Tw 18+

Was going to do Omad yesterday but my husband was away so I fasted instead, i've never fasted this long before, I done my arm workout last night (no weights because of the fasting) and I went to bed early so I wouldn't cave in

I'm on hour 35

Weigh in: 62.7kg :} ♡

The plan for me now is Omad and fruit for snacks & my good ole shoogyfree energy drinks

I NEED to get under 60kg this time, I literally need to at this point

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TW 18+

When my family were over yesterday, my mum gave me a dress and a skirt to sell online if I wanted to

I was grateful and said "what a lovely dress" and "that's a nice skirt" & my mum said the skirt doesn't fit her properly and that I am more than welcome to wear it if I want (I usually wear black skinny jeans or black leggings)

My stepdad then LITERALLY SCOFFED and said to my mum "well if it doesn't fit YOU then it's not gonna fit HER"

I said to him "are you calling me fat?" And they changed the fucking subject 😒

Here's the skirt in question & OH LOOK, IT FUCKING FITS

The fucking cheek!

I can tell you right fucking now, that skirt will be hanging off me in no time, i'm using this as fuel to lose some more fucking weight

(It would have looked better last week before my binge episode)

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9th June

Weigh in: 64.5kg 🫤

Going back to Omad

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Surprise visit from family which was good but tiring

Everyone talks over everyone and no one listens 🙃

They must think i'm so boring because I don't get a moment to actually catch up with them, anytime I try and say what's new, they talk over me

So basically i've just been spoken to for the past 2 hours lol

Aint nothing like family lol

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8th June

I weighed myself today and then got upset & told my husband to stop offering me unhealthy food and that I feel very chunky right now

I told him when I offer him anything & he doesn't want it, I don't push it. When he offers me the unhealthiest meals and snacks you can think of & I say no, he KEEPS ON ASKING ME!

It's like he saw I was losing weight and then literally was like "I've got us burgers" "Do you want a Kebab tonight???" "I got you a whole bag of skittles" "want some choccy?" "Want some crisps?" "I got us ice cream" "I really fancy (insert unhealthy meal and dessert here)" and it's actually starting to piss me off

He KNOWS i'm trying to lose weight 😡 HE 👏 KNOWS 👏

It's already hard enough saying no to myself with snacks/unhealthy food let alone saying no to him as well when he continuously offers me all this unhealthy shit

I need to keep myself accountable and I WAS DOING WELL & I hate that people must see this as a fucking challenge or some shit to try and fuck it up for me

It's like if someone was to quit smoking, you wouldn't constantly ask them if they want a fucking smoke?! So why offer me all this HIGH CALORIE JUNK?!

AAAAAAAAAH

I'm so fucking annoyed

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5th June

I've been inhaling food 😩 dreading stepping on the scales, my fucking progress is gone 😤 I can't sigh loud enough to express how annoyed I am with my own fucking self

Dear me,

Fuck you

From, me

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Just started my period, ughhhh

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2nd June

I ate waaaay too much at the birthday party last night, i've not got the heart to weigh myself this morning

Doing a gardening job soon and then i'm coming back to home to walk my doggo & get ready for work this afternoon

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1st June

Weigh in: 62.2kg

That's me back from a gardening job, what a workout! Back tomorrow and wednesday for round 2 & 3 💪😴

It's my friend's birthday today & she is moving away in a month so I have to go to her birthday party tonight, no matter how tired I am - I'm doing so much this week, my next day off is Sunday 😵‍💫

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30th May

Heyoo, I hope you're all doing well & having a good Saturday ♡

My weigh in: 62.6kg ~ Maintained

At least I didn't gain, it just sucks because Mr Shoogyfree bought burgers for us yesterday and brought some fucking cake home 😑 I know he means well but I feel like he is sabotaging my effort as he knows I want to get under 60kg

I just don't think he gets it, i'm so short and I don't need as many calories as a taller person would, he has a fast metabolism and can eat what he wants and he has always been slim, he doesn't know the time, effort and energy i've put in over 10+ years to get to a "healthy" weight. He doesn't know the motivation, the failing & getting back on the motivation wagon, the unhealthy habits, the comments from people, how people have treated me through the years and awful things said to me over my weight etc

I fall back into my old binge habits SO EASILY, I have to really be careful or the weight just piles on and it takes forever to lose weight. The struggle is fucking real

He just doesn't get how a meal like that just puts me so far back when I just want to make progress that isn't two steps forward and one step back. I love him but dang

Maintained though 🫤

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