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15th August ~ Happy Saturday

Got work soon, working by myself today so i've just taken a little bit of speedily deedily do 'cause fuck it, it's just a little shift so all good ♡

Since i'm sensitive to light, my glasses have tinted lenses which helps hide my eyes a bit better

Better get ready to cycle in soon 🚵‍♀️ wooooo

Burning them calories today!

So hey, work update

M came in for the first half of her shift with my boss, went home for lunch & then text my boss saying she can't come in to work & that she will message me at the weekend

So the meeting/chat/conversation between us all got cancelled & my boss had to cover her afternoon shift

My boss had to go through all the transaction logs and found the mistake on the till from yesterday as the till was down. M had sold a postal order (which is cash only) - the guy tried to pay by card, it didn't work and she had cashed it off as if he paid with cash

So the till is down £100 because the postal order was sold and on the system, it said he paid by cash and M is already a bit on edge so this might tip her over to whatever reaction cause my boss will have to talk about it with her

We don't even know if she will turn up on Monday

14th August

Not looking forward to this meeting as I don't know how M will react, I will be working with her after the meeting too so i'm just going to be calm through it. I don't really know how to phrase it without her getting defensive/using her stress an an excuse for her attitude/behaviour/lack of respect

I hope it goes well but I can see her storming off & i'll be working with boss instead. Just a gut feeling

Or if she does stay, she is probably going to be extra grumpy, maybe the silent treatment? Maybe she will snap at me?? Not sure. I'm going to remain calm and get on with my work.

Just feeling a bit meh about it all :/

I am going into this meeting knowing i'm not the one in trouble here so it's just kinda a weird feeling having to confront her attitude in a professional manner without her exploding

Her reaction will determine the outcome of this meeting

So yeah, just a bit... meh :/

Bit of an unrelated work rant:

So I work with my boss and my best friend, I was working with my boss this morning & then my best friend this afternoon (i'm going to call my bestie 'M' for this post)

So M didn't turn up to work on Monday and I came in to cover, I saw her this afternoon & she was in a bit of a grumpy mood but hey, it's okay, we all have grumpy moments so I am a peacekeeper and brush it off and keep on working/serving the customers on both sides

She has been a bit too attitude-y today, just been sitting in the office on her phone for most of the shift and in a bad mood in general. I brushed it all off again cause she's ill and stressed and we all have bad days

At the end of the day, she started the close down for the post office (printing specials) so I thought she had that handled, I started closing down the shop side (putting things away etc) and she gives me attitude asking what the fuck i'm doing and to help her with the mailing bags at the post office side so I apologised and helped out close the mailing bags, she then started snapping at me saying why would I even be doing that when the postman is arriving soon

(we had plenty of time to get this done in time) so I just tried reassuring her that it will be alright and we will get it done in time for 5pm

All the bags, cheques & specials were ready in time for the postie & then he arrives and she starts moaning to him about me saying that I wasn't helping her out with the "fucking bags" and then said to the postie that I was being grumpy (which is her projecting because really?)

So I kinda sounded like "eh?" (In a slight "are you joking?" tone) & then calmly said:

"I'm not the grumpy one"

She started getting even grumpier, started getting on at me about not helping her out at the end of day and I told her calmly to

"Just go home"

She looked shocked for a split second and then grumpy asf and stormed into the office to grab her phone, she said "get out my fucking way" she grabbed her phone and left. She phoned my boss crying

I didn't want it to escalate. I can generally tolerate/put up with a lot and brush a lot of things off, I understand she is stressed but i'm also going through stuff & I don't talk to her or anyone that way so to avoid any further conflict, that's why I said calmly to her "just go home"

This was like 10 mins before closing time so at the end of the day

My hands were actually shaking as I was closing up the rest of the shop, my boss came in, I explained what happened and we're going to all have a chat tomorrow afternoon to clear the air

I'm not really a confrontational person & i've always been the peacekeeper in situations as I don't like conflict and basically just trying to keep the peace but the way she was talking to me was actually out of order

I genuinely wasn't trying to avoid work, there was time for us to get both sides closed down in time for leaving at 5pm

So after chatting with my boss & doing the rest of the close down, I finished late & had to phone my neighbours to help let my dog out as I was running late back home

M has been slightly snappy/grumpy with me in previous shifts and i've apologised if i had annoyed her in anyway. This has happened a bunch of times now and the other week, she was grumpy yet again and then she said to the postie in a joking kind of way "it's alright, she will just send me a message later apologising 🙄"

Again, i'm a peacekeeper and just not wanting to annoy anyone or cause any conflict so when she is annoyed, I try and resolve/clear the air straight away/apologize if I had annoyed her in any way (i'm a good worker, friendly, easy to get on with)

I felt like I was walking on eggshells all afternoon

Anyway, we're all gonna chat about it tomorrow and I won't let this get to me, just needing to vent it out to get it out of my mind. My cycle home helped clear my mind. I was gonna be sad about it after work but then I thought actually, nah, i'm not the one in the wrong here and after her comment of "she will just send me a message after work apologising anyway 🙄" the other week, I decided not to message her to apologise

We all need to get along, she could communicate better asking for help, we are meant to be a team but i'm just picking up the slack and getting attitude in my face

I can take a joke but dang, i'm not getting spoken to like that. She needs to reflect and have a think about her mood/how she acts/the things she says and how she says them

Omg ♡

I saw the coolest hat I've ever seen in my life on ebay the other day, I favourited it, I was so excited & went to show my husband & he replied with "aren't you a bit... too old for that?" & "It looks very cyber goth" ~ he then started singing the Thomas the tank engine theme song to me ._. (Referencing a video on youtube of cyber goths dancing but someone put the Thomas the tank engine theme audio onto the video)

I was a bit gutted about his reaction

I know this sounds stupid but I just couldn't stop thinking about this cool hat and my husbands reaction as i'm 32, i'm hardly old and this hat brings me so much joy

So yesterday on a ciggy break at work, I got an offer on the hat and fucking bought it anyway

I let my husband know I don't care if he sings the Thomas the tank engine theme song to me, I love the hat & it's the coolest hat i've legitimately seen in my fucking life & that i'd bought it. I've never seen a hat more suited to me than this

This is actually THE hat for me, no doubt in my mind

I'M SO EXCITED 💜💜💜

Check this fucking hat out ♡♡♡

30th July ~ heyoo, good morning ♡

Just cycled to work, it's only 2 miles but my legs were already sore before getting on my bike lol

No weigh in as I just have that feeling the number will not be what I want it to be & to avoid disappointment

Working all day though ♡

Got my good skinny jeans on today that make me look slimmer than I am ♡ woo

Fuck it, I was saving my last little bit of spėėd for a rainy day and welp, it's raining so... 🤷‍♀️

Giving myself a good day, got my fav songs on, doing some tidying/organising/rearranging things in the house

I sold some stickers on ebay so i've got them packed & sent :) ♡

Got some black hair dye ♡

26th July

This "holiday" week has been absolutely shite, I don't even have high expectations but dang

I've been so unwell, turns out that dodgy milk I had got RECALLED for having medicine for cows inside 😱

I've had such a dodgy stomach all week, came down with a cold/flu/bad cough & it's finally settling down a bit and boom, got my fucking period 😫 endometriosis cramps have me so fucked up

I feel like i've done 10 rounds with Mike Tyson

Mr shoogyfree can't risk giving it to his mum so he has been staying over there all week as he was over there when I started coming with symptoms 😫 she is too high risk

His van broke down on his way back from helping his mum with a food shop, he can't get it into a garage until tomorrow, he's gonna rent a car from the same garage so he can travel back home tomorrow

Back to work on Tuesday so I'm trying to make the most of today but i'm too sore to actually enjoy it, I wrote a to do list anyway as it helps me get stuff done

My dog is in heat so she is extra needy and im so low energy, I love her though so i'm tiring myself out

Also my arsehole neighbour has been throwing glass out of his window, just all smashed up on the communal stairs/over the railing & I didn't notice until my dog was halfway down the stairs 😫 I was fucking fuming but my neighbour is so unpredictable so I phoned the non emergency police so do a wellness check on him, he didn't answer and there's me, sweeping up all this fucking glass in this state of unwell

My doggo is okay, now we are having to watch out for fucking GLASS. The distance it went, he clearly threw it

Anyway, i'm just having yet ANOTHER shit

I have comfort ate this week but not actually gained much as i've been sick/shat it all out

I done my weigh in with my pj's on this morning, dunno my actual weight but not bad with clothes on

Was expecting a higher number, glad it's not too bad

Hey, i've been ill all week, I have coughed so much that my ribs now hurt, ugh

Treated myself to a Deftones hoodie on Ebay ♡

20th July ~ This is gonna be TMI

So that big glug of coffee I had yesterday with the sour milk has me all fucked up. Stomach has been doing backflips & been bubbling, way too many shits for one day, got a temperature, felt like I was gonna be sick while trying to get to sleep last night, made it to the bathroom and threw up at 2am ~ woke up with a sore throat, a bad cough, a temperature & my body is sore asf, stomach is still audibly bubbly 🙈

I still ate "normally" yesterday to try and settle my stomach

No weigh in today

19th July

Weighing in: 60.8kg (up 0.2)

I went to brew a coffee when I woke up & the milk I literally bought last night has went sour, I just opened it this morning & didn't notice it was off until I drank some 🤢😫

Gross

18th July ~ Good mornin' :} ♡

Weigh in: 60.6kg 💃

Been working on my arms last night 💪🫪

17th July ~ good morning ♡

Weigh in: 60.9kg

Took some speedily deedily last night, got my arm workout done & got a lot of tidying/organising done in the house 🫪

I was up until around 3am, up early for work today so i've microdosed some for a little boost, getting ready to cycle in

Gonna get so much stuff done at work today haha, woo

Burning them calories! After today, i'm off work for a week

Gonna be a speedily deedily "staycation"

Weighloss is loading...

16th July ~ good morning! 🌄

Was working on my arms last night & doing some stretches

Weigh in: 61.6kg 💪🫪

15th July

Thought i'd done well yesterday 🤔

Down 0.1kg 💪🫩 woo

Welp, better get ready to cycle to work lol

Update: my chair now for now ♡

I might have to add some different blanket or something to it but so far, so good ♡♡♡

My goal is to have purple/berry shades of everything in my house ♡

I love purple so much, it just brings me so much joy 💜

Purple everything please ♡

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