The Destination Of Trash

Oli/Olivia/Oliver| Gender fluid, all pronouns are good here| Pansexual/romantic, Polyamorous| Single~| Artist of trash| Fandoms: Homestuck, SU, KH, ME, Marvel, FMA, TG LiS| I draw all kinds of shit. I also take requests and might open up commissions| Yay cats! My art blog: http://polyamorous-duckling.tumblr.com/

[anightvaleintern-blog1]

So my therapist said something awhile back and it’s really stuck with me.

I was talking about the stupid things I had done in high school.  How the stories I wrote were stupid and how all I ever wanted to draw was anime shit (which was stupid) and how immature I could be, etc etc etc.

and she was like “Why are you so determined to beat up on Little Maggie?”

It took me off guard, I was like “what do you mean?”

“Why do you keep saying Little Maggie is stupid?  You say she was stupid and immature but wasn’t she just a teenager?  Do you not like who you were as a teenager?”

I shrugged and was like “I think teenage me was very creative and was probably just having fun and being a teenager…”

“So why beat up on her and call her stupid and embarrassing?”

“I dunno, because I guess now I’ve learned a lot.”

“But she was young.  She didn’t know.  I’m just telling you this because if you keep beating up on Little Maggie, you have to remember that she grows up to be you.  When you put bruises and scars on Little Maggie, you’re leaving all the healing for Big Maggie.  Your insecurity about who you were as a child is going to come through into your adulthood.  Be nice to Little Maggie.”

And I’d never really thought of that before?  It seems status quo to just… hate who you used to be for not knowing enough, but that’s totally illogical.  Of course a younger version of you doesn’t know what you know and can’t act with the wisdom that you act.

And even if Little Maggie was writing silly stories about her friends while ripping off anime and drawing her own “manga” and being immature and goofy, she was having fun, she was being creative, she was enjoying the things she liked and she wasn’t hurting anyone.

She’s part of my past and hating her is hating the foundation of who I eventually became.

Just food for thought.

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× goretober 2016

So with October literally lurking right around the corner, here’s my goretober list for this year! I wanted a slightly different one from the one I used last year (even tho I basically only did 5 bc art block) so I combined several popular goretober lists from here on tumblr. I may also combine this one with inktober because I really like drawing with pen, but I’m not gonna restrict myself with that. I may, I may not, who knows.

Feel free to use this one if you’d like! I don’t mind.

excessive gashes / lacerations

consensual gore

vore / cannibalism

mask / covered eyes / covered mouth

surgery / stitches

undead / zombie

gut spill

ritualistic sacrifice

monster form

decay

fire / explosion damage

bondage

nosebleed

plant growth in body

cyborg / mechanical

emaciation

gunshot

asphyxiation

puppet

manslaughter / serial killer

animal / beast parts

pet play

organs

scarring / self harm

ball-jointed doll

backstabbed

possession / corruption

sickness

distorted body / broken bone

amputation

you made it! combine any 2/3 of the above!

[polyamorous-duckling-blog]

With Goretober starting in a few days, I’m open for requests on any of these! :D

[camquat]

[readingatthedisco]

information about this horrific shooting

what happened?

-Omar Mateen acted alone in shooting over 100 people at Pulse, a gay nightclub in Orlando, Florida at 2am Sunday morning

-Omar had a 3 hour standoff with police, and was eventually shot dead

-50 were killed, 53 were injured

-this is the worst mass shooting America has seen

-this is the worst act of terrorism since 9/11

-police say Omar was organized and well prepared

-he was armed with an assault rifle, a handgun and an unspecified “device”

-this was an act of terror and hate

things to remember.

-it was latin night last night at Pulse

-the night was being hosted by trans women of color

-do not erase the fact that this was a hate crime against people in the lgbt+ community

-be respectful to the families affected by this tragedy

-some people could have been outed if they were killed or injured

-Omar’s father has stated that Omar was indeed homophobic and became angry after seeing two men kissing

-this shooting had nothing to do with religion

-here are some tweets about this tragedy from various people

-support everyone in this time of need. please

-there have been threats on other places such as the LA pride parade. please be careful.

what can i do to help?

-blood banks in Orlando are at capacity - if you wish to donate, schedule an appointment for later this week

-when the blood banks are no longer full, they will need O-, O+, and AB plasma

-donors must be over the age of 16, healthy, and weigh over 100 pounds

-oneblood has not lifted its ban on lgbt+ men giving blood

-oneblood is in need of water, juice, snacks, and fruit for those donating (drop them off here)

-here is a check-in page to help people locate friends and family

-family hotline: [phone]

-for emergency blood donations:

Orlando West Michigan Donor Center

345 W Michigan Street, Ste. 106, Orlando, FL 32806

Orlando Main Donor Center

8669 Commodity Circle,  Orlando, FL 32819

Oviedo Donor Center

1954 W. State Road 426, Oviedo, FL 32765

-bloodmobile locations:

Asbury United Methodist Church 220 West Horatio Ave. Maitland, FL 32751

St. Luke’s United Methodist Church 4851 S. Apopka Vineland Rd. Orlando, FL 32819

Metro Church 1491 East State Rd. 434 Winter Springs, FL 32708

-there is a gofundme now set up for the victims and their families

-you can donate to Orlando hospitals here

-The Center is an lgbt+ organization and is accepting donations here

-Orlando Youth Alliance is and lgbt+ organization and is accepting donations here

-how to contact representatives about gun control

if you need to talk.

-The Trevor Project: always open, for lgbt+ youth. call them at 1-866-488-7386.

-Trans Lifeline: for transgender people. call them at US: [phone] or  Canada: [phone]

-Scarleteen: text them at [phone]

to the lgbt+ community: i love you so much. i am here for you. you deserve to live. stay strong. stay safe.

[shortdaydreamer]

Gender and sexuality of the day...

My sexuality is End Me and my gender is I Hate My Life.

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[lledxela]

“Todd why is the office flooded?”

“Aesthetic.”

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no

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NO

[memewhore]

????????

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[acetrophile]

don’t be happy worry

[dutchberry]

Swing Set

A school project, self-portrait. 

[forgotten-sexualities]

Ahh I love this

[weloveshortvideos]

Dude escaping from security at a soccer game is channeling some serious Indiana Jones shit.

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Don’t date someone you wouldn’t own a dog with

[straightedgemama]

This is like really sound advice though

[mymodernmet]

Rescued Shelter Kitten Finds Forever Home and Can’t Stop Smiling

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[cowbuttcrunchies]

Fresh from their ‘The Boy in the Iceberg’ showing at the Imperial Gazebo Theater… the critically acclaimed Ember Island Players are coming to a village near you! Tickets available wherever fine cabbage is sold.

Avatar: The Last Airbender, Ember Island Players

✬ Aang - Katara - Sokka - Toph - Zuko ❉ Azula - Mai - Ty Lee - Ozai ✾ Jet - Yue - The Blue Spirit - Photography And introducing Sir Momo of the Momo Dynasty

[pozolegirl]

BLESS THIS COSPLAY GROUP FOR EXISTING.

[michigopyon]

OMG THIS IS ABSOLUTE PERFECTION