ᶠᴵᴳ. ⁰⁰¹ : ˢᴴᴿᴵᴷᴱ ᵎ

are you still you? ( i'm not . ) how are you coping? ( i'm not . ) are you okay? ( i'm not . ) when will you come home? ( i'm not . ) independent & selective lydia martin from mtv's teen wolf. attempted by princess anya.

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    WHERE AM I NOW?

                                                    𝐈 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆. ©

[shryks]

does @argaents know that i love her and would take a bullet for her ????

[shryks]

𝐿𝑌𝐷𝐼𝐴.

    ❝ 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐘? ❞ This is a breathless repetition. Something warm spreads through her chest, something intimate and absolutely dreamlike. She checks her fingers again. ❝ But– WHO– ❞ Lips part, chest heaving, restraint on the slew of confusion on her tongue dwindling. ❝ You didn’t answer any of my questions. ❞

        running on instinct, her hands press to her belly. ❛ lydia, focus. our baby won’t matter if you can’t listen to what i have to say. ❜a slow exhale. her inhale is through her nose, controlled and steady. then, she lifts her hands to push vermillion strands behind her ears, revealing the hearing aids. ❛ you can hear me BECAUSE I AM YOU. listen. the pack needs you. a series of choices is going to ruin everything. and it starts with you. ❜

[shryks]

𝐿𝑌𝐷𝐼𝐴.

    ❝ 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐒 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄. ❞ Obviously. ❝ Are you going to tell me the reason for this visit? I have the correct amount of fingers, SO THIS ISN’T A DREAM. Wait, can… Can you hear me, or…? How can I hear YOU so clearly? ❞

        ❛ i’m about fifteen pounds heavier than you. and it’s all in my hips and butt. pregnancy does that. ❜ the smile she’d been wearing wilts. ❛ i don’t have much TIME. you need to listen to me very carefully and you need to do as i tell you. do you understand? ❜

[shryks]

𝐿𝑌𝐷𝐼𝐴.

↝ @shryks 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚍.

    ❝ 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐄. How OLD are you? ❞

    ❛ i’m twenty-eight. you can’t be older than eighteen. my ass NEVER LOOKED BETTER than when it did at eighteen. ❜

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#100DaysofTeenWolf Day 74: Favorite Allison Outfit  

[shryks]

@lydys / @argaents and i are out here ready to fuck all of y’all up with this au we’re planning

[shryks]

remember when i did things on this blog? me either.

[shryks]

❛ 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺 !

the  smile  never  leaves  your  face .  permanently  plastered  on  it  whenever  your  in  her  presence  .    there  is  laughter  and  the  shake  of  your  head  as  whiskey  irises  stare  up  at  her  .    ❝   no  way  ,  she  would  probably  kill  you  .    ❞   eyelids  fall  closed  as  the  warmth  of  her  lips  press  upon  yours  and  there  is  a  soft  hum  in  contempt  as  you  stare  up  at  her  .    ❝   i  love  you  too  .  so  much  .    ❞

        SHE FINDS HERSELF DISTRACTED BY THE SLANT OF HIS JAW, the scratch of his facial hair against her lips as she slides them from his chin to the soft space below his ear. ❛ PITY. I think you and I could’ve had some fun. ❜ Words are a low hum at his pulse, the flutter of it under her wandering mouth as she kisses his throat. ❛ What a relief. If you didn’t feel the same way, the ring on my finger would be awkward. ❜

[shryks]

❛ 𝑷𝑨𝑻𝑪𝑯 !

                          HER    SMILE    IS    A    SOFT    THING    ,    EYES    TAKING    IN    THE    WAY    THE    YOUNGER    MULLS    OVER    THE    VELVET    PETAL    BETWIXT    HER    FINGERS    .    she    can    take    a    hint    ;    no    more    boy    talk    ,    but    that    does    not    mean    she    will    quell    the    teasing    chuckle    that    wafts    forth    .   ❝      ——————–      the    sooner    i    close    everything    up    ,    the    sooner    we    can    make    ice    cream   a    reality    .    –   a    HELPING    HAND    would    make    this    go    soooo    much    faster    .    just    saying    .     ❞

        AN EXASPERATED SIGH FALLS FROM HER LIPS, as if she is all things weary and exhausted, but the smile that curves her mouth GIVES HER AWAY. Certainly her willingness to fall into step beside the other, ready to work. ❛ It’s not that I don’t find him attractive. God, I do. I really do. ❜ So much for no more boy talk. ❛ But he’s so damn frustrating. One minute he pisses me off and the next he’s saying something that’s...actually so smart. It’s so confusing. I HATE MEN. ❜

[shryks]

❛ 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺 !

❝    my  wife  gets  whatever  she  wants  .    ❞   there  is  a  grin  because  it  was  really  the  truth  .  she  gets  just  about  whatever  she  wants  because  you  just  love  her  so  much  .  kissing  her  back  there  is  a  soft  hum  against  her  lips  and  arms  wrap  around  her  tightly  as  whiskey  hues  stare  up  at  her  .    ❝   well  i  have  you  ,  that’s  all  i  ever  wanted  .    ❞

        ❛ IS THAT RIGHT? ❜ Hands find the sharp curve of his jawline, thumbs dancing along pallid cheeks lightly. Decidedly more awake, her smile is playful. ❛ You sound like a good husband. Do you think she’ll SHARE you for a night? ❜ Lydia bumps her nose against his, a calculated tip of her head so she can kiss him again. ❛ I love you. ❜

[shryks]

❛ 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺 !

there’s  a  soft  smile  ,  that  is  soon  washed  away  with  the  slot  of  her  mouth  against  your  own  .  tip  of  your  nose  brushes  against  hers  and  a  grin  spreads  against  pale  features  .    ❝   depends  on  the  person  and  what  they  have  to  offer  .    ❞

        LIPS CURVE SLOWLY. ❛ Your wife, ❜ she supplies. The pride in that title never wavers. Lydia moves in familiar patterns, sliding herself onto his lap, hips pressed to his and knees bracketing his waist. She kisses him again, lingers there with lips and teeth and tongue. ❛ WHATEVER YOU WANT. ❜

[fruitsaladchewits-deactivated20]

well, well, well, if it isn’t the feelings i’ve been trying to avoid 

[shryks]

❛ 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺 !

body  shifts ,  as  she  pushes  her  weight  onto  you  and  gaze  stares  up  at  her  .    ❝   i  know  .  .  .  just  sucks  i  can’t  be  there  to  help  more  .  feel  like  i’m  missing  important  things  .    ❞    lips  press  against  her  finger  softly  as  arms  wrap  around  her  and  he  bursts  into  laughter  .    ❝    i  wish  i  could  have  saw  that  .  would  have  been  hilarious  .  bribery  usually  always  works  .     ❞

        HER SMILE IS SAD AS SHE LOOKS DOWN AT HIM. It breaks her heart that he feels this way. ❛ You are an amazing father. I couldn’t do this without you, Stiles. ❜ When she moves, it is with PRACTICED ease, chin tipping so she can press her mouth to his. His laughter rumbles against her and her grin turns salacious. ❛ And you? Can bribery work on YOU, Agent Stilinski? ❜

[shryks]

❛ 𝑴𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑬 !

there’s  a  glint  within  her  eye  at  the  suggestion .  now  excited  too  dress  up  and  have  someone  dress  up  with  ,  your  mom  would  get  angry  .  forbid  you  to  go  out  ,  not  this  year  .    ❝    maybe  you  can  tell  me  more  about  her  ,  we  can  look  for  things  to  set  the  costumes  up  .  this  is  going  to  be  fun  .    ❞

        HER SMILE IS SURPRISED, BUT PLEASED. ❛ Really? I could talk your ear off, I think. ❜ It is strange even now to think back on the girl she used to be, the SELF-ABSORBED princess who’d kept her brain to herself. ❛ I feel a shopping trip coming on. When are you free? ❜

[shryks]

❛ 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺 !

walking  quietly  to  their  room ,  you  climb  into  the  bed  ,  placing  her  down  and  laying  next  to  her  as  she  has  your  undivided  attention  .    ❝    sounds  like  an  eventful  day  .  i’m  sad  i  wasn’t  here  to  see  it  or  help  .  maybe  should  buy  trolls  or  something  ,  she  might  like  that  .    ❞    peeling  the  shoes  off  and  pushing  them  onto  the  floor  arms  pull  her  into  your  chest  .    ❝   you  don’t  need  to  lose  any  weight  by  the  way  ,  you’re  perfect  .    ❞

        SHE KNOWS HIM TOO WELL, hears the regret in his voice as clearly as she hears his care for her, for their little family. Lydia pulls away just enough to press a hand to his chest, pinning him down so that she can lean over him. ❛ HEY. Don’t do that. She knows you have to be at work. And she loves you so much. You’re her whole world, Stiles. ❜ Her touch is light as she traces her finger across the seam of his lips. ❛ BESIDES... if you’d been home today, you would have witnessed your NOT-SO-PERFECT wife drop the f-bomb in front of our toddler after the puke incident, and then bribe her with chocolate milk so she wouldn’t repeat it. ❜

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please don’t ever leave