Ataxophobia || Ava || Trial 2 || re: ripley
For a majority of the trial, Ava has been half-cowering behind her podium. She hadn’t been particularly helpful, and the insults flying didn’t exactly help her jump in to try and say anything either. It’s not until after Ripley is finished speaking and many others have started to cast their votes that she finally gets up the courage to speak.
“You’ve–….Th-That’s…wrong…!”
It’s far from a shout, but her voice is a little louder than her usual. Looks like Ripley might have struck a nerve.
“You talk…about chaos…but there’s…much more to it…than that…We don’t exist…in chaos…n-not really…Things can…look like…they happen for…no reason…or out…of nowhere…b-but that’s not…true at all…There is order…you just…aren’t looking…That’s not chaos…that’s predictability…”
Ava took in a deep breath, trying to make herself keep talking.
“You killed…Yamamoto-san…over a… 25% chance…of losing your…own life…and by doing that…increased that chance…by a significant amount…A bare minimum…of 50%…considering the…evidence you…left behind…You knew…that a trial…would result…in a death…and that it could…be your own…Why knowingly gamble twice…for worse odds…? And you…only made things…worse by…n-not defending yourself…well at all…”
She shifts anxiously at her podium. She’d know a thing or two about defending herself in a trial after all. A few tears bead up in the corners of her eyes.
“Human life…is precious…and the fact that…people…were willing to…risk their lives…to protect others…and t-to not break down…in the face of…what Ouji-san…was forcing on us…that’s what makes…what we’ve both done…so terrible…If you can’t…see that……”
She shakes her head, trailing off into silence. Eventually she mumbles the last of her thought aloud to herself as she pushes a button down.
“Then I wonder if…you’re even worse…than me…”
















