Feel it in Your Heart

“Ibu” from Ibuki Mioda! “Ki” from Ibuki Mioda! “Mio” from Ibuki Mioda! “Da” from Ibuki Mioda! That’s me - Ibuki Mioda! Current M!A: (Indie/Occasional Crack RP blog for Ibuki Mioda from Super Dangan Ronpa 2. Pre!Despair. I'll roleplay with anyone to the best of my abilities. All RP's on this blog are considered non-cannon/in Alternate Universes unless I say so. Mun's faceclaim is JonTron) (Also, I'm not the best Ibuki in the world, but I'll try my hardest) PLEASE NOTE: THIS IS A MULTI-SHIP BLOG

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And there she was.

Peko leaned forward slightly as the musician came crashing into her, only managing to keep herself from falling backward by a few seconds.

"Ibuki." She sighed loudly, trying to turn her head to look at the other. "You are being quite loud as usual. Do you need something from me?"

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"Ibuki just wants to chat with you~ It feels like it's been sssssoooooo long since we've been able to hang out and Ibuki couldn't bare to be away from her friend any longer~!" She grinned happily. 

The rocker bounced slightly, pulling away from the hug and standing up straight. "How have you been Peko-Chan? You seem like the same ol' same ol' to Ibuki~"

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"Peeeekkooooo-Cccchhaaannnn~!" The rocker called loudly, running up behind Peko and wrapping her arms around the swordswoman. "Hi." She giggled. 

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{{ₒ}} “Yo, name’s Leon Kuwata. Best to remember it since ya’ll be screamin’ it later at a concert when I get a big hit!” Leon confidently chimed as he smiled at the rocker that stood in front of him. Then he noticed the oddness of her and the mannerism of her speech pattern so he tilted his head a bit as he pointed at her a bit in more of a curious gesture, “Ya the upperclassman, Ibuki Mioda? The Light Music Clubmember?”

"Le-On Ku-Wa-Ta~" She chimed, letting the name roll over her tongue a few times to get it in her head. "Yeah~! Ibuki Mioda!" She grinned, striking a triumphant pose. "Super High School Level Light Music Club Member!" She giggled, before settling down and looking back to the male. "Ibuki admires your confidence."

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"M- Miss Ibuki! I hope you are well! I- I miss you!"

"Aw, Ibuki's missed you too, Chihiro-Chan~ Sorry she kinda disappeared for a while." 

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Alight everyone. I’ve made my decision. 

I’m on a reply hiatus until Saturday, as in I won’t be doing any replies whatsoever. I finish school on Friday, so I should be able to get myself relaxed then. Sorry to everyone, I really am. I’m just a horrible replyer. 

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Mikan actually found herself bubbling a small giggle through her sobs at Ibuki’s last comment, the thought of throwing the other person in a ditch was actually quite amusing to her. “D-d-don’t say that Ibu-chan… As long as I have you here…. everybody else doesn’t matter… I-I-I think.”

She then went silent for a while and just held on to Ibuki tightly. Being a quiet person usually, she really didn’t have much else to say. However she was grateful  that Ibuki had come and listened to her. It was one of the kindest things anyone had done for her, considering when she did have anything to say, nobody cared to listen, even if it was something she really needed to get off of her chest. 

"U-u-uhm….. Ibu-ch-chan? I know I’m just b-being selfish… a-and spoiled…. but w-will you stay here with me for the night…. I-I don’t want to let go…."

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Ibuki nodded her head with a sad smile appearing on her face. "Of course, Mikan-Chan..." She replied, hugging Mikan closer to her body and relaxing. "W-Why would Ibuki want to leave you at all?" She rhetorically asked, not even realizing that she was like a completely different person at that moment. No matter what, though, she was going to stay with Mikan as long as the nurse wanted her there.

The rocker was always going to be there, and she was still going to have to reassure Mikan that it wasn't out of guilt or pity or anything stupid like that. Even if she had already confessed her feelings, she was sure the nurse would think that she was still doing everything out of pity, even if Mikan didn't end up thinking like that. It was just what Ibuki was used to hearing out of Mikan's mouth.

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Tears quietly continued to fall off of Mikan’s face as Ibuki wrapped the two of them together, nodding in response to what Ibuki was saying. She couldn’t help but feel guilty. Anyone could have told her she was madly in love with the wrong person, but nobody ever did. Or was it that she was so obsessed, she refused to listen? For a moment, she recollected something Togami Byakuya had said in a conversation. 

"…But your relationship with Enoshima…is pathetic. To be her lapdog, and failing yourself everytime. She threats you with leaving you because you are not useful. That is not love. It’s obsession."

From what was recalled in her memory, Mikan remembered that she replied saying that she was proud to be a lapdog. She wasn’t so sure about that response anymore. “I-I just can’t believe…. you’ve had th-th-those feelings for me, Ibu-chan… while I’ve been chasing someone who will n-never even see me as a friend…… I think.. no, I know I made a mistake by letting that happen….”

The nurse didn’t move her face so she could talk to Ibuki, she really didn’t want her to see that she just continuously cried no matter what the emotion in her was. “Now my friend’s heart hurts too… I-I know you’re trying r-r-really hard to make me happy, but….. I-I-I also know what it’s like… to try and p-pretend that you’re not hurt by the person you love…..”

Mikan brought the hand that was in her own to rub against her face, forgetting that her face was still wet from tears. She quickly stopped, but continued talking quietly. “Ibu-chan…. I’ll let you know what I want as soon as I find out…. I do need you though…. I need you more than anything

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"M-Mikan-Chan...Ibuki's always going to be here for you...w-whether or not you love me back..." She replied, feeling her heart ache at this all. Hearing and seeing Mikan crying like this was bad enough...but what she was saying was only making it hurt even more. Even if Ibuki never acted like it, she had been through tough times like this as well. Before she had even started her death metal act, she had been kicked out of her pop group. She was left without any friends whatsoever, and was bullied for rumors that her ex-friends started.

It was obviously nothing as bad as Mikan had gotten, but she could at least feel some of the pain toward that. And with what's happening right now...it only hurt her even more. Ibuki could never understand how people could be cruel to someone so sweet and helpless. It was like those people had no souls at all. Even Gundam, the one who seemed to hate everyone, had been nice to Mikan in that forsaken simulation. She could just never understand the nasty people in the world.

"I-I'm always going to be here for you...e-especially now..." She added quietly, hugging Mikan even tighter and keeping her eyes tightly closed. She never wanted to let Mikan go, and with the sobbing nurse still in her arms it only made Ibuki want to help her even more. "Th-that person isn't good enough for you, Mikan-Chan...if they don't even wanna be your friend, they deserve to be thrown into a ditch..." She added quietly, talking out loud to Mikan, but almost as an afterthought to herself.

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After a blink of surprise, the tears started to fall down the sides of Mikan’s face as she let Ibuki give her another quick kiss. It felt just as gentle as before, and it was comforting, like confirmation that everything was actually happening in reality. She wasn’t just seeing Ibuki and hearing words that her friend might say. Ibuki was saying them, there was no doubt. Knowing just that, it made Mikan feel funny in her chest, as if her abused heart was healed a little bit.

"Ibu… chan…." Mikan was so overjoyed and shocked to know that someone wanted to protect her, that someone would risk getting hurt for her, that this someone was somebody who was already a dear friend. Yet, she found herself confused as well. "I-I-I don’t know how I feel exactly…. Wh-what I do know is that I want to be with the person who loves me, because….. that person will never hurt me…. I-I-I-I’m sorry! I’m just rambling again…."

The nurse wiped tears off of her face with her free hand as she continued to whimper. She wasn’t really sure what else to say. She wanted to tell her how she was going to try and make an appropriate amount of room in her heart for Ibuki, but she couldn’t do it. Getting past Junko, the one who owned her heart, mind and body, wouldn’t be easy. Instead she opted to rest her head on Ibuki’s chest and take her uniform in her free hand again, unsure of what to do with herself or emotions. 

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At this point, Ibuki didn't care whether or not Mikan felt the same toward her...hearing about this other person 'owning' her (whether or not she meant owning her heart, or that they always abused her was beyond the rocker right now) obviously hurt to hear, but at the same time Ibuki did kinda force it onto the poor nurse. She held Mikan close to her, keeping her eyes closed and relaxing as though she was the purplette's guardian. 

At the sound of her name, her eyes opened once more and looked down to Mikan, giving a gentle smile and hearing the words she spoke. "You don't need to know what you want, Mikan-Chan...Ibuki just wants you to want you want in the end...and whether or not you feel the same way Ibuki does is up to you..." She smiled, it almost paining the rocker to say those words, but it was the truth. Mikan was her friend, and her crush. She wouldn't force Mikan to be in any relationship she didn't want to be in, and even if she didn't feel the same, Ibuki just wanted the nurse to know that she did feel that way.

As Mikan rested her head on Ibuki's chest, the rocker moved to pulled the covers over them both, giving a soft smile in response and closing her eyes. "No matter w-what happens...don't forget that Ibuki loves you, okay?" She added quietly, it almost being a whisper. "No matter what, okay? You are Ibuki's friend, and she loves you more than anyone else..." She repeated, almost trying to cheer Mikan and herself up. 

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Once agaian, Mikan found herself surrounded by her friend’s warmth as one of her hands was gently taken by the other’s, fingers interlaced. She squeezed her hand shakily as her heard the confession and she stayed quiet for a moment. Ibuki even changed her speech mannerisms for it, which caught Mikan off guard. She never thought about Ibuki in that kind of way, but they already acted like a couple in some ways. The confession, it actually explained a lot about how Ibuki acted towards her. 

Looking up at Ibuki, the nurse responded, “Ibu-chan…. wh-why…. I accept your feelings…. b-b-b-but you’d get hurt if we were together like that….. I couldn’t stand it if someone treated you….. like they treated me. Y-y-you deserve better!” Tears were welling up in her eyes again. Just the thought of someone trying to hurt her friend hurt her, and it would have been her own fault because people just didn’t like her or only liked her body. 

"B-b-besides….. that other person… they rejected my feelings, but they still own me. That would even worse than the bullying, they’ll really really hurt you Ibu-chan! I-I-I can’t have that!” 

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Ibuki knew she hadn't exactly been trying to conceal her feelings very well, being very close and in Mikan's face all the time. Although, it shouldn't have been too out of the ordinary as she was like that with everyone. She had done it a lot more with Mikan, though, as she realized. A light squeeze to the nurse's hand was returned, as the rocker bit her lip. She listened to what Mikan had to say, shaking her head and almost beginning to feel upset with how she and others treated her. 

"I'm not going to get hurt, Mikan-Chan...a-as long as you accept my feelings and keep being my friend, even if you don't feel the same, I'm sure it'll all be fine..." She smiled, trying to stay confident and positive as usual. "Nobody's going to treat me badly, and if they do I'll be sure to beat them up..." She giggled. "Same goes for anyone hurting you." Ibuki smiled, hugging the nurse tighter and taking a deep breath. Another kiss was pressed to her lips, it being much shorter than the last. "I don't deserve anyone better than the girl laying here with me..." 

"I don't care if the other person 'owns' you, I love you and she's not going to let you or herself get hurt by ANYONE!" She cheered triumphantly, trying to bring a positive vibe to the room. "Now...do you feel the s-same about me...?" She asked, just needing to know the answer.

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Mikan sat, hushed, as Ibuki calmed her with her touch and her words. Even if she didn’t believe such things wholeheartedly, how Ibuki saw her was very kind. Even her remark about how she was surprised about the nurse still being alive, it was evident that she didn’t want her friend to be dead. You’re probably the only reason I’m here…. Mikan thought to herself as she looked down at the tear-stained sheets. 

Ibuki continued by stating that the others were wrong about her. Mikan wanted to comment, saying how she was aware, and how she wished others wouldn’t take enjoyment in the wrong images they had of her; However, she felt the gentle touch Ibuki’s hand on her face, and froze up. Soon enough, Mikan was looking at the face of her friend, her own eyes widening as she realized that they were locked in a kiss. She let out a surprised whimper, but didn’t fight, it wasn’t in her nature to. Mikan would let anyone do anything to her.

The raven-headed girl wasn’t sure how long it lasted, but soon enough their lips were parted enough for Ibuki to speak again. In that moment, Mikan chose to twist herself around so that she was facing her friend and place her stuffed dog off to the side. Taking the place of that toy, was the musician’s uniform. Fistfuls of it, were in her hands as she hid her flushing face into the other’s chest. “Wh……… What was that for………… Y-y-you should save that for whoever becomes… your b-boyfriend…” Mikan cried softly.

It would’ve been a lie if she said she didn’t enjoy the intimate moment, intimacy was actually something she craved. However, it scared her. She wasn’t sure of what Ibuki’s feelings were, and whether or not she was just being her usual playful self. But this whole time, the usually spastic girl was quiet and deliberate in everything she did. With her current mental state, the only thing Mikan could think about was how unsure of everything she was.

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As she reluctantly pulled away from the kiss, she opened her eyes slowly and stared into Mikan's eyes, seeing her turn around properly toward her and letting a gentle smile appear on her face. She was still embarrassed and upset, but Ibuki was feeling a little better. She had gained the courage to do what she wanted, and hopefully it had helped to cheer Mikan up at least a little. Either that, or she had made her feel even worse.

"B-Boyfriend?" She responded with a small giggle, shaking her head and lightly moving to slip her hand into Mikan's, interlocking their fingers. "I-Ibuki doesn't want a boyfriend..." She spoke, giving an honest smile and gently wrapping her free arm back around and Mikan's body. The rocker was acting different than usual, being much more honest and quiet this time around. It was obviously because of what she was trying to confess, at the same time trying to cheer the nurse up.

"Ibuki-" She stopped herself, shaking her head a little. "I want a g-girlfriend, Mikan-Chan...The girl I want is you..." She finally admitted, feeling a great weight being lifted off of her shoulders. Even if Mikan rejected her or something, she still felt so much better being able to admit it to her crush. It was a little different to be using first person pronouns again, but she wanted to show just how serious she was about this.

Ibuki smiled honestly once again, waiting for Mikan's hopefully positive reaction.

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Feeling Ibuki around her, it made Mikan cry a little harder. She was such a disappointment, she didn’t deserve the kind attention her friend gave her day in and day out. There hadn’t even been a time where Mikan felt like she was useful to the other girl yet. “N-n-no… I-Ibu-chan, it’s… okay. I… I d-d-didn’t want to bother you…. and…”

Mikan sniffled and whimpered as Ibuki brought her in closer. How? How was there this one bright star in the darkness of her life? ”I-I-I…… I know….” She whined softly. “I started to…. f-f-fall in love with someone… they r-rejected me, of course….” Mikan paused, clenching her teeth and pulling her stuffed dog back up to her face. “That…. that isn’t what hurts though….. O-o-others have been attacking me… because I-I-I’m…. not good enough for them…. T-t-t-telling me how many times they’ve had sex with them…. then t-trying to have sex with me…… since that’s as close as I’ll get….”

"Th-that’s not what I want though!"  The sudden outburst left Mikan choking on the words she was trying to speak, her voice running out from the amount of crying in that day “I just thought… that they’d be someone who would love me… f-f-for… being me….”

"P-p-please Ibu-chan….. all…. I w-want you to do, is stay right here….. please…." Mikan began to beg.

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Even if Ibuki and Mikan were in a purely platonic relationship at this point, she had always felt a strong bond with the nurse. Whether or not Mikan really felt the same, she had to admit that it always felt rather enjoyable whenever the rocker was around her. She took a deep breath as she listened to Mikan's explanation, shaking her head and tightening the grip around her waist. "M-Mikan-Chan...don't talk like that..." She spoke quietly.

"You deserve to be happy...You've been through ssssoooo much, that Ibuki can't believe you're even still alive by this point..." Ibuki spoke, being completely honest with everything she said. She decided that taking a leap of faith was the only true course of action here; hell, she didn't care if Mikan didn't feel the same way. "E-Everyone's wrong about you, Mikan-Chan...Ibuki knows that better than anyone." She spoke, closing her eyes and gently moving Mikan's head to the other side. The musician moved her head forward and let her lips gently connect with Mikan's.

It had honestly felt a lot better than she expected, and the softness of the nurse's lips was almost shocking. How in the hell had no one already scooped up such a beauty for themselves?

"I-Ibuki is always going to be here for you..." She replied through the kiss. 

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Mikan took her face off of the wet stuffed animal to see her dear friend, Ibuki, someone who cared about her. “Ibu-chan….”In greeting, she attempted to force a smile, but her lower lip still quivered violently and one could hear the whimpers she was holding back in her throat. Finally, she hiccuped and her flood of emotions were let loose again. “P-p-p-please for..-hic-.. give me, Ibu-chan….I-I-I’m sorry you had to -hic- s-see me like this….I just…. I’m so sorry….”

"Y-y-you came all this way to see me… a-a-a-and here I am acting like a child……!" Mikan went back to hiding her face, squeezing the toy in her hands intensely. The girl was having a hard time dealing with all the feelings she had in her. The hurt of having people bully and humiliate her, the anxiety of knowing that the person she was in love with would never love her, the happiness of having someone come to see her, the fear from that someone possibly running away from her; All those feelings came out in tears and trembling muscles.

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Ibuki's heart went out the poor nurse. She knew that Mikan got bullied a lot, but he thought it had stopped when she had started hanging out with her. But, apparently it had only gotten worse as she went along. She bit down on her lip a little and slowly began to step toward Mikan. "P-Please don't apologize, Mikan-Chan..." She spoke quietly, slowly moving to climb onto the bed next to Mikan. In an attempt to comfort her friend, she wrapped her arms tightly around the nurse's waist and relaxed.

"You aren't acting like a child...Ibuki's sorry she didn't come to see you sooner..." She spoke quietly, nuzzling her head gently into the back of Mikan's. "How can Ibuki help you?" She asked, hugging the other female tighter and closing her eyes gently. No matter what happened or what other people thought, Ibuki wanted nothing more than to comfort Mikan as much as she possibly could. "Y-You know you can tell Ibuki anything at all, right?"

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Mikan sat on top of her bed, red-faced with tears streaming down her face as she aggressively sobbed into her favorite stuffed dog toy. The nurse was feeling more than insignificant, she  felt as if she were physically smaller than the rest of the world. The teasing was constant now, unavoidable. Remarks were always being made about Mikan and her obsessive unrequited love. How it was that the love interest maintained a place in her heart, was unknown, but now her feelings were suffocating her.

Due to her psychological instability on that day, she had skipped classes. So it wasn’t too surprising when there was suddenly a knock at the door, yet it made Mikan jump. “The d-door’s open…….” She moaned through a runny nose  and sore throat as she hid her face. That was not what she wanted whoever was there to see first.

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The musician had been completely unaware of everything going on with Mikan, and didn't know anything had even been wrong with her until she realized that the nurse hadn't come to class that day. It was slightly worrying, and after class Ibuki headed down to Mikan's room and took a light breath. She knocked on the door and began swinging on her heels, until she heard the upset sounding voice on the other end. 

Ibuki slowly crept into the room and closed the door behind her, staring down at the sobbing nurse. "M-Mikan-Chan?" Ibuki asked, being very quiet for possibly the first time in her life. "A-Are you okay?" Her voice was fully of worry, and it almost seemed as though Ibuki was a whole different person. 

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        “Yes i’m ready hold on !” she answered to her friend before grabbing her bag and opening the door. Getting out; she stretched and smiled to the K-ON. “So we have to take the train at thirteen; you didn’t forgot anything ? Did you bring some sun cream ? What about your swimsuit ? Are you sure you didn’t forgot anything ?”

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Ibuki giggled a little at just how much Kirigiri seemed to be mothering her. It was kind of cute. "Yes~ Ibuki's sure she has everything! Her sun cream's in her bag, she's wearing her swimsuit and she had towels and spare clothing~!" She grinned. "Do you have everything?"