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mental illness is my defining feature tbh; 24 she/they; I have blsky🩷 @shushushu41.bsky.social

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If this account ever goes completely silent that means I've either killed myself or I've woken from troubled dreams to find myself changed into a monstrous cockroach.

I'd prefer if all of you just assumed the latter happened.

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I wish I could go back in time and change my life

Cuz I should've killed myself when I was 16, back then people would've still felt bad for me. Now they'd just breathe a sigh of relief that I'm finally gone

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Happy pride month btw

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Recovery can be hard because now I suddenly want to actually do something with my life so I have to try to convince my mom to let me change my college studies to something completely different at 25 y/o

There's so much I should've learned in my late teens/early 20's that I neglected bc I thought I'd be dead soon anyway

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Gays sure do love their swingsets

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Gays sure do love their swingsets

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Talking to people scares me

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Being judged for not talking to people also scares me

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Talking to people scares me

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I think I wanna do something else with my life, but it's probably too late for that so maybe i should just give up and kms, seems like the easiest plan tbh

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Me, when I see a mildly muscular woman with a wolf cut and an exposed bellybutton

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Why are people mean??!?!!?

We can literally all just be nice to each other??!?!!???

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Pro tip: if you're not using your uterus anyway then it can make the perfect home for your pet tarantula

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Yuri was invented by the goddess of lesbians bc too many depressed baddies were killing themselves leaving earth lesbians with a top shortage

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Trans women all come in one of two types:

- The "death to all 8-legged spider like creatures" type

- The "all spiders are majestic beings that deserve nothing but love and adoration and should be given a gourmet feast of all the little bugs they like." type

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Idk if this is gender stereotypical of me, but all spiders are single mothers in my mind

Like, I can see a lone spider going about their business with no kids anywhere near them and in my mind I'll be like: "that's a hard working single mother, right there."