Shutter Lives .

I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I love the person I've become because I fought hard to become her. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.

[fairycosmos]

life is literally just about surviving the day for me. wish i could relate to people with a 5 year plan. wish i knew what it felt like to have clear goals objectives and aspirations for the future that felt possible and exciting 

[slwtforb4rbiturates]

[derangedrhythms]

Natalie Haynes, from 'Stone Blind'

[demolitonlover]

songs to make me cry

So Cold // Ben Cocks ft. Nikisha Reyes-Pile

[thebasketxcase]

[your-health-hazard]

[drowsyspace]

[rbhvleo]

instagram

[recked]

[recked]

[refiningfire]

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Louise Glück, from “Timor Mortis.”

[somedaybyallmeans]

If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.

— Jane Austen

[flowerytale]

Gillian Flynn, from Sharp Objects

[sacredwhores]

[stlowens]

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals

[flowerytale]

Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Ann Davidow-Goodman, featured in The Letters Of Sylvia Plath Volume I: 1940–1956

[Text ID: I know I’ll always think of you with something like hurt and nostalgia―and a great deal of love.]

[primulaceas]

Sylvia Plath, "Lesbos." Ariel

[typewriter-worries]

[ Text ID: We should meet in another life, / we should meet in air, / Me and you. ]