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Personal Sydney, Australia

[shutupitisgloria]

so many things have happened in my life since 2016. I don’t even know where to start but this is the outlet that I choose. I refuse to let life pull me away

[shutupitisgloria]

my family (mainly my sis) keep telling me to apply for jobs at school and YES I KNOW, i should but its like you don’t understand how petrified I am? I know i should, and I know i have to but there’s this fear of leaving my comfort area for good. Eventually I am going to have to quit my retail job of 5 years and i know i know but i am scared and i don’t need you constantly telling me that 

[theafictionado]

There are characters you like but then there are characters you end up thinking about in the middle of the night with a cosmic ache in your chest because they resonate with you so much

[shutupitisgloria]

someone help me. it’s almost 12am and i want to watch titanic but i have work tomorrow

[nevver]

[letthiia-deactivated20201215]

New white overalls from Dotti 💭

[inventedcolours]

2015 1. It was the forgotten year; a year of lost memories. Memories and faces were erased from my memory box but they healed my wounds. 2. I had to say goodbye to certain people who no longer deserved the privilege of walking in my garden and then I spent the year digging out the toxic weeds they planted. 3. The empty spaces were filled with new faces -people who cared about my garden, people who invested their time and soon, my wounds were healed and my garden grew. 4. Words became strange and foreign to me. I left the life of writing and reading and when I tried to walk back, it’s arms were cold and closed. 5. I built a friendship on long distance and while the oceans remained vast and deep, the bridge we made to cross over the oceans remained strong. The “I miss you” and “I love you” became more than 3 words. It became a harsh reminder that I’m not there with you and it sucks but all I can offer are these words from my heart. 6. I listened until my ears bled and then when someone asked me if I was okay, I forgot how to speak because my tongue only became familiar with advices to give. 7. I moved again and left more memories behind. I packed up my stuff, threw away things I didn’t need and then I started fresh. Home became more than just a house. 8. Instead of writing my own words I read other people’s words in envy. Instead of creating memories and moments, I scrolled through other people’s memories and moments and forgot about myself. 9. I gave up. 10. I got back up. 11. An encounter with a stranger shook my year. 12. I placed my self esteem into the hands of a stranger and we didn’t even exchange our names. 13. I snatched my self-esteem from the stranger’s hand because my self-esteem is mine to have. 14. I spent the year in fear because the future no longer looked welcoming. The future looked like it was ready to engulf me so I walked away. I walked away until I was back in my past. 15. I gave up again. 16. I stood back up. 17. I survived the year and I’ll survive another.

(via inventedcolours)

[shutupitisgloria]

the last years i always wrote up a new years resolution list but this year, as the year is ending up i have no urge to write up a resolution. why should I write up a list of things to make me a better person just when the new year is beginning? Shouldn’t I be always aiming to become a better person every single day of my life? And shouldn’t I do things to make me happy every day? I don’t know but I’m just feeling a little bit overwhelmed with life and I’m not exactly sure what I want right now so I’m just babbling

[positiveundertale]

[buffskeleton]

i’m glad he’s having a nice time

[kristenwiiggle]

he must be watching holes

[bunlly]

The Buddhists say if you meet somebody and your heart pounds, your hands shake, your knees go weak, that’s not the one. When you meet your ‘soulmate’ you’ll feel calm. No anxiety, no agitation.

Monika Drake (via lazypacific)

[inventedcolours]

I did a thing :’)

[shutupitisgloria]

My parents have just told me and my siblings that we cannot travel with our friends or move out until we get married. My older sister was bawling her eyes out today because they won't let her go to Gold Coast for 3 days with her best friend who is a FEMALE which is besides the point. I can never live out my dreams of living in an apartment by myself because I'll have to "marry" to move out but I don't want to marry. My parents think we have this perfect family but really, it is completely dysfunctional and everything about it is broken and we can never talk to our parents with sheer honesty because they'll always get angry. I am so sick and tired of going around in circles over the same problem. You're not protecting us. You're trapping us and you say it's not about trust but it is about trust and I don't understand why you do this.

[bisou-bisous-blog]

Don’t take anything personally. Nothing other people do is because of you. It is because of themselves.

Don Miguel Ruiz (via tightfitt)

[lightlybow]

Um so apparently you can live in this Parisian bookstore for free

I just learned about this place called Shakespeare and Company, situated right outside Notre Dame in Paris. You can go there and sleep for free, for just a night or a few weeks. One dude reportedly stayed here for years. During the day you’re welcome to write or make art among the bookshelves. 

All they ask is that you read their books, tend their store for a couple of hours each day, and put a one-page autobiography in their already extensive library. A lot of people here speak English, and lots of the books are in English as well. If you live here, you’re called a Tumbleweed, how cute is that?! (Here’s a link to one blogger’s experience.) I think I’m going to put another item on my bucket list…

[riahannaofblackwood]

Okay.. this is awesome.

[willblackthorne]

“its just a fictional couple” i reminded myself while wiping away tears and hugging my pillow

[yoshiblack16-loves-to-read]

Just finished my second book for the #treesofreveriereadathon #books #bookstagram #reading #bibliophile