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It's an execution of an innocent person that they set up
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Durgetash first date idea
Watching an execution in the town square
It's an execution of an innocent person that they set up
It is important to note that he cannot actually use the scope with that helmet. He is very stupid. Both of these things are crucial to the vibe. To raise the visor such that he could actually (sort of) use the scope he would also be on some level guilty of wrongthink himself, and whether or not he does this is dependent upon the specific author and how they want to portray the character: a hardass rebellious free thinker will raise the visor to shoot the orphan, and perhaps consider feeling bad about it. A hardass righteous warrior will keep the visor down, shoot the orphan anyway by virtue of their great faith, and feel satisfaction. Neither will ever either miss or simply not shoot the orphan, regardless of the author or the character.
I was about to 'speak' to the bottomless pit when they aligned like that, and I was like... Marazhai, sweet sunshine of mine, I can hear your intrusive thoughts from here. Don’t. I swear I’ll make you dive in after him.
Finally hit act 4 of Pathfinder WotR last night. I really screwed the progression on my act 3 but this is my first wotr rodeo. The optimized playthrough comes later. That said Ivory Labyrinth and Blackwater sucked so much ass. I was playing for narrative satisfaction and, as ever, it hurt me.
Going into the Fane, I should have taken Aivu's advice instead of waiting for Galfrey to FUCK ME like that oh my GOD? Mechanically it worked out That my KC was sitting at a cool 5hp after we got our (underleveled because I didn't do the dlc) asses handed to us.
So KC's on the ground bleeding out while Miss Qween is there like "hm well I can't actually call you out on poor performance but I also can't have anyone forget that I'm the face of this crusade, Iomedae's ACTUAL chosen who was PICKED FIRST, so I have to be the one seen winning this. Good luck in the Abyss I'm sure you'll come back fine this is absolutely not a stunt to recover my hideously awful PR and martyr a bunch of undesirable people."
I'm sure there will be some "actually her decision was totally justified and not selfish at all" fluff later but like. Even the angel as telling her to chill. EVEN REGILL WAS LIKE "...MAAM THE FUCK??" IDK man I was talking to my love about it and we're both wondering if Galfrey hasn't been a lich the whole time.
Meanwhile
I love Dearan. He wants so desperately to be in cahoots with someone. He craves shenanigans. He made a little party with rocks and stones because, fuck it. We're in hell, let's be silly about it. When they said the romance really pays off the effort of meeting his energy and playing along they were SO right.
She was literally just jealous Jesus CHRIST Galfrey
"Hey man sorry you got kidnapped in the night by gargoyles and dropped down a well and then had to tour Hell's meat locker. I got you some hope, you haven't felt that in like 10 years right?
..Bro did you just cum?"
There was a fun conversation happening in the Owlcat discord a while back where someone just could not understand why Iomedae is so against any mythic path that isn't Legend or Angel.
The two factions were Team 'Stupid Lawful Iomedae' and Team 'Stupid Writing' and unfortunately both of them are wrong. Trust me, my cousin's a lawyer.
It's not that being Lawful makes Iomedae stupid, it's that being Lawful means that she has to do some pretty heinous, backhanded shit to secure the legitimacy of her worship - and this is because that's what her church wants.
Throughout the game's narrative it's made abundantly clear that the Crusade isn't about preventing loss of life or retaking the blighted lands or even just saving people from horrible demise: it's about 'restoring order' and 'returning to the status quo,' for the purpose of insinuating Cheliaxian law on that region of Golarion. It's always been about expansion and conquest "done by the right people." It was convenient to sit for years letting the indigenous Kellids and Sarkorian population die out when the Wound first opened, so a Cheliax-backed conquering force could move in from their already established bases and annex all of that land for themselves.
That's why Lady Konomi is always pushing for the Knight Commander to kowtow to the Capital and the Capital's Allies in Cheliax. Mendev is excellently positioned to become an "ally" (read: vassal state) to Cheliax and secure their holdings in that central region - something that had already been in motion.
If you played Kingmaker, it was heavily implied (if not outright stated) that Pitax was the Chelaxian wedge in the River Kingdoms; losing that land to the suddenly extraordinarily successful barony-to-kingdom would have been a HUGE blow. Pushing even harder to have Mendev pick up the slack - especially with them being neighbors - would have been a major priority. It has never been about saving people.
Yes, by Gods, the Angel path does a lot of lip service towards the cause of the righteous, the inherent horror and sympathy of Galfrey's position, and the relative powerlessness of the Angelic Host to do much of anything without a mortal champion at the tip of the spear. But that mortal champion must also be aligned with the wants of the church, which are the wants of Cheliax. That mortal champion cannot be tainted by, say, a personal belief that slavery is wrong even if it is the law. Even if the Angel by their side also carries that belief*.
Demons are chaotic, and their hierarchy is lawless, therefore it MUST be Iomedae and her Crusade that heals the worldwound because that proves the rule of law. It doesn't matter to Iomedae and her followers that the Azata are often THE guys to go to for stopping demon incursions** - it's about proving that their method is superior, righteous, and good. Even if that means allowing slavery, standing by as an indigenous population gets wiped out, and outright stalling the war effort if it gets in the way of political landgrabbing.
@thedosianexplorer also makes a good point about how the Crusade in-game reflects the real-world historical attitude of 'Crusading as an Act Of Love:' "if the good townsfolk die while we're not stopping this demon incursion, as long as they already loved and followed Iomedae, so they're saved, so it's fine."
All this to say, I don't think this is a case of Stupid Character or Stupid Writing - it's very deliberate. I also personally theorize that the other reason Iomedae('s Church) is so obsessed with proving her legitimacy is because Iomedae personally took out Aroden to 'prevent him from falling to darkness.' Iomedae and her church are very 'if you have bad thoughts you are a bad person' so I feel as though presuming that starts with her icing Aroden because he was having Dark Thoughts isn't totally out of line here. Iomedae needed to kill Aroden because what else would she be if her God turned out to be corrupt?
*The Hand of the Inheritor's downfall during Act 4 is my favorite ingredient of this whole fucked-up recipe: He left the service of an angel that had risen from being a devil only to find himself in the service of a mortal-turned-god from the Slavery Is Good And We're Bros With Asmodeus Country. No wonder he freaks out so bad.
**I find it deeply compelling that even in our own real world cosmology, it's essentially Yazatas vs Demons and Angels vs Devils. So having the Angel faction come in and say 'actually we're way better for this job than you, and we're going to prove it and then everyone will see that the real righteousness is the righteousness of law' is a WILD narrative choice that I really jive with.
The key and the cache have me so messed up folks.
You don't just give away a key to a secret cache on your family's estate.
Clearly the key already existed; clearly that cache storage was already built into the fireplace. Even with Daeran's influence and money, I'm hard-pressed to imagine he would commission something to be built in Heaven's Edge without him being present. Clearly, he never requests the time away to do such a thing, and it would be impossible without him being there.
So the cache has always been there, and the key has been with him since the massacre.
The key to the emergency cache in his mother's room, filled with all the items that were completely useless to help her, in the estate he's had sealed away for a decade. A key that was hers, that likely had been hers long before he'd been born. The key to a secret place that holds so many desperately tragic little reminders of that loss. Perhaps one of the last items she ever held.
(Did she press it into his hand, in those final hours of her failing strength? Did she beg him to use those things for himself, should the plague come for him as well? She couldn't have known the hope she tried to bestow on him would find root in such a place.)
Not only does he give it away, he has it permanently altered to reflect another person's name. A tiny monogram, but an unalterable and profound change nonetheless. He gives it away, not knowing for sure if it will be received with the intent it was given. I'm sure he convinces himself it's a test, a funny/mean twist on a real courtship ritual. He brushes it off readily enough if it's mentioned.
But the key itself is that hope. It's the hope KC will understand the meaning of the gift. It's the hope they'll even wear the thing at all. It's the hope they'll think to look for the place where the key fits. It's the hope they'll find the letter (written, I imagine, in the tense hours of preparation before his party, in the moments where he's wondering if waking the house again will draw another apocalyptic blow against him) and the hope they'll keep it's words. It's the hope that if he does die in the cursed crusade, that at least one person in the world will remember him fondly - even if only for just a few moments.
It's the last possession of the only other person he's ever loved. It's just a little trinket. But it means everything.
As an aside the state of the room itself makes me unwell. The rest of the estate is in ruins, even the grand hall is barely presentable. Naturally the wreckage only heightens the 'haunted manor' aesthetic Daeran is leaning into but that room.
Is Immaculately preserved.
He shrugs it off when asked, flippantly mentioning that his servants just picked a room to make presentable for his ends, and maybe that's partially true. Maybe someone dusted and swept and changed out the sheets. But nobody went in and decorated that room before the party. Nobody went running to all the other estates to find books, clothing, trinkets, and paintings. Nobody went in and staged it to look like it did the day she died.
He made sure it was kept that way, probably intending to keep it closed forever. And then.
Honestly poor Daeran. There he is, caught in the turmoil of falling in love with someone he was supposed to be courting as a joke, and he doesn't even have anybody to be unwell at about it.
The closest thing he has is mentally talking at The Other like ''Hah bet you didn't expect that little twist, me finding someone who genuinely cares about me. I also didn't expect this."
Got some loose meta observations about Daeran floating around my head that might turn into a longer character observation post because I think way too much about where the devs choose to put characters on the map, but like. I love how wherever he's positioned on the hub maps he's always Keeping Watch.
In Kenabras, he's seated right at the door of the first floor bedroom, in the chair that has the best view of the entire Inn. He has an eye on all the exits and is all but guarding the door to the room where everyone sleeps.
In the Crusader camp, his tent is situated in such a way that he can keep an eye on the main entrance to the camp, the commander's tent, and all the communal areas.
I wish WotR liked politics as much as it pretends to like politics because the political realities in Mendev are so volatile and interesting but it's not like you can really engage with the obvious attempts of several nations to make Mendev a vassal state. "We can't worry about politics, there's a war on' kind of mentality. Drives me bonkers.
Ember ur so funny for this.
Setting aside the knee-jerk 'eeeeew you're in love with your cousin' reaction to Daeran's illusion in Areelu's Lab, I need to talk a second about what a profoundly telling character moment that is for both Daeran and Galfrey.
Daeran refers to Galfrey as the 'Queen of his dreams' and mentions it being twisted by demon logic when questioned. It makes sense that demons would immediately latch on to a psychosexual implication, but it's not about having a crush on her.
The desire to have Galfrey 'out of her armor' is the desire to reconnect with the last member of his family.
He mentions when you ask about his Mother that she was a 'real' mother as opposed to a 'Countess' mother, implying that she was less interested in raising him to be a Proper Noble and more interested in just being present as his only parent. This is indicated in the glimpses we see of his younger self at the party, and in his often-stated resentment towards the necessities of 'proper comportment.'
Galfrey also mentions how close she was to Silaena, referring to her as a 'real' family member, the only person she was truly close to. From the way both of them speak about her, Silaena Arendae was a central, stabilizing part of both of their lives. Galfrey also mentions what a sweet boy Daeran was as a small child, implying a much closer relationship than the current mutual polite revulsion. @thedosianexplorer surmised to me that it's likely Galfrey was once a beloved, comforting figure in young Daeran's life, and I agree. How could she be anything else to the son of someone she so loved? And how awful must it have been to both of them to have that taken away?
Losing the rest of their noble family was certainly a blow, but neither of them even mention their names. The moment Silaena died, however, that was when they were both orphaned. What makes it all the more tragic is the grief that could have brought them closer only served to completely sever their familial connection.
Galfrey has no clue about the true reason Daeran clings so desperately to enjoying life; all she knows is that he may have physically survived but the child she loved was very much dead with the rest of them - in its place an irresponsible, flippant, spoiled brat unwilling to fill the space Silaena left behind. Daeran has no way of communicating the truth to Galfrey, and acts resentfully towards who or whatever else she puts her attention towards, while flaunting his lifestyle at every opportunity.
His lifestyle, as such, is an Emperor's Wardrobe of red flags, but it's hard to see those flags through tunnel vision stained with demon blood. Neither of them are allowed to mourn, but at least Daeran can try to be happy. But as for Galfrey, thedosianexplorer put it best in this hypothetical line:
'How dare you let yourself be happy, I haven't let myself be happy since your mother died.'
The tragedy is that Daeran's need for secrecy and Galfrey's state- and self- imposed martyrdom has created an impenetrable armor between them, and I think is at the heart of the loneliness they both feel. The cruelty of that moment, where the dream of connection is twisted into a mean joke, still sits with me.
Daeran not being fussy about camping like everyone expects is such a great character detail. He is the king of continent-spanning wild benders, of *course* he's capable of passing out on any available surface.
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Camelia is one of my favorite companions in all RPGs. Because she doesn't even try to hide that she is evil. The first five minutes with her and she has an weird amulet that hides her alignment, battle cries about how she wants to spill blood, and in the first party banter she says that she doesnt want to have friends she just wants to kill.
And yet the priest and paladin in our party are sure that she is just shy and a little rude.
Also she was also the only one in my squad who hated Ember. Even lawful evil Regill respected her, and neutral evil Daeran basically made her his younger sister, while Camellia was mad that she even dared to breathe.
I remember how my brother playing as aeon. He was trying his best to resist the urge to throw all the criminals (Woljif, Camelia, etc.) in jail. He was also in love with Arueshalae, and at some point she locked herself away from her desire, and poor man started panicking because he thought he was sleepwalking and was sending people to jail without thinking like a true aeon