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Independent & Selective Kyoyama Anna RP Blog

[harukechan]

[shxmanqueen]

A little PSA about me, this blog and my Anna:

As I stated before, I’m not a very active RPer due irl issues I have to deal with daily. So I tend to be REALLY slow on replies – of course there might be exceptions sometimes, but it’s not usual anymore, sadly.

As for this blog, I left Anna for awhile for various reasons I’d rather to not list here for now, but I never had enough courage to actually delete her, and I had at least two very interesting threads I really (still) love. I apologize again for vanishing though from here. I will try to keep with her even if slowly, check everything and reply again to stuff c:

As for MY Anna, I roleplay this itako for over 13 years already, she’s one of my oldest muses. This means I have TONS of headcanons for her, her relationships with Yoh and everyone, her feelings, etc. I keep the fact she CAN read minds and hearts, and even had to state this on my rules because it doesn’t seem to be ‘fair’. But it’s exactly this ‘power’ that made Anna who she is now. She will hide it from everyone, including close people, so it usually won’t interfere with anything tbh, but it’s a true fact. Most humans have egoistic desires, fears, ambitions, hatred, and Anna is capable of feeling the very deep emotions of other beings. This turned out when she was younger into something really bad, but now she can live with it, go outside and actually meet other people since the age of 10.

She WON’T be nice to your muse. She WON’T like your muse at first. She WON’T smile. Anna is not really a nice person, but understands the importance of living and the need of humanity to exist as well.

[shxmanqueen]

flowerfought.

      — @shxmanqueen liked for a starter !!

      For all the bitterness he shows openly towards his father, and for all his delinquency and disrespect, Hana likes to think he’s smart enough to at least not sass off to his mothers. Either of them. Tamao-Mom is scary enough on her own, and even though he hasn’t seen much of his real mother, he knows from assumptions and people’s stories that she’s about a thousand times worse. So, of course he’s more docile with her than he was with his father. 

            “…welcome home.” He sighs, resigned. 

      ( Though it is weird to talk to her… how do you even talk to a mother you barely know? How do you talk to her about your other mother without being at least a little disrespectful to the real one? He hates having to think things through. It’s annoying and it hurts his head. There’s a reason he doesn’t usually do it. )

            “T - …. Tamao is out of town on business. She said she needed to deal with a few more things in Kyoto, so if you want to talk about how the inn is doing, you’ll have to settle for Ryu or one of the waitresses…”

            Long years passed to alleviate a heavy shadow upon the itako’s soul.  The whole story she had to live, from the moment she was born to the end of the shaman fight, brought too much for her, to change and even improve, for now she’d care to stay alive, along the only person she actually would care for and possibly the one who’d pierce through a barrier she built.

            The sight of this boy, golden hair like hers, raised by Tamao. Anna heard about the way Tamao behaved towards others now, and this wasn’t bad. Though, if she really wanted to be like that, she shouldn’t loose her grip as she was doing with her son.   It was rather easy to know from spirits what was happening around, what happened recently and during the past years.    Hana would have to learn the meaning of hell if he wouldn’t fix himself in the itako presence.

                            ‘ I’m not looking for Tamao right now, I will talk to her later ‘    spoken a low and contained voice tone, cold and serious, but carrying something possibly different from what this boy have ever seen before.  His actual mother wasn’t just anyone.

[shxmanqueen]

waltzes on in, totally uninvited

As long as Yoh’s friends won’t be too noisy, Anna would allow them to come inside. Ren was actually pleasantly quiet compared to the others, then.    Just don’t bother her while she’s watching her dorama.

@leiiming

[shxmanqueen]

spiritdanced.

                         ❛ Hehe, you think so–? Even if they’re really                              small–? ❜

          …. probably not the time to mention that he’s always been a fan of those gaudy           feather earrings some people wear.

          ‘ No. But if it’s only to wear a small one,                it’d be better to wear none at all. ‘

For now it wasn’t like the itako would really care, as long as he didn’t appear as a clown coming home, he’d be fine.     Otherwise, Yoh most certainly would need to find a way to not cross her path so soon.

[spiritdanced]

                         ❛ …I kind of want to get my ears pierced. ❜

[shxmanqueen]

               ‘ You’d look ridiculous, though. ‘

--Not that it’d be a problem anyway

[shxmanqueen]

s-death.

☪❄┇❛ 𝔤𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔢𝔠𝔩𝔦𝔭𝔰𝔢

              Humans would perhaps remain the same even if the world were to restart. Humans, as he’d observed, tend to repeat things that happened in HISTORY. As he said before—DEATH  was too  MERCIFUL  to whoever accepted it already.

                      ❝ …So you say. Very well, then. Apathy that                                  came from seeing the cruelties of this world.                                   A power for  SPECIFIC  individuals. ❞

             Very  mild  curiosity shines in his eyes as he frowns at the girl and notices the shadow. She seems to view humans as most of his kind would see them yet, she says that he could do nothing even if he takes her life. She earns some of his respect in that regard—BOLD to speak up like this. It wasn’t often he’d hear a mortal say how much they wanted humanity  EXTERMINATED  but also reject him.

            He wouldn’t speak of the shadow yet, not until he thinks it is appropriate.

                        ❝ Tell me more about your… ability, girl.                                     How  STRONG  are you with this ability? ❞ 

                       ‘ Strong enough to not fear you ‘

        Assurance was on her voice, yet it wasn’t only because this girl was confident about her ability.  The hell she lived in this world wasn’t something to be taken by any living creatures ;  what kind of HELL would the god of the underworld be able to offer to surpass this CURSE?  Anna knew already what hell was like, what to expect from the dead, from suffering.  There wasn’t a single thing, she believed, this god would be able to make it worse.                                                                      Disappearing sounded, in a way, like a blessing.

                      ‘  What kind of salvation do you intend to bring to thi world?                                                 When there’s absolutely no hope for it? ‘

        Anna never talked much about herself. And it wasn’t now that this would be different.  The ability of an itako, who could connect to the other plane, was natural on her.  A bold spirit, carrying a shadow of a curse that could bring chaos.  Even she learned how to control it while still as a kid, it wouldn’t go away.

[jellandes]

Anna Kyoyama & Yoh Asakura (Shaman King)

[shxmanqueen]

s-death.

Ah, so this human agreed that humans were filthy. Humans were priceless and a waste. He wondered if there was a chance that she wanted humans gone for good. Maybe, if he played his cards right, she would say yes and would help him in destroying mankind. Maybe but this girl was unpredictable to him.

     “Do you…want them gone?” Hades asked, careful with the wording of his question.          “Do you….want Earth to….restart?             Do you…wish for mankind to be…kinder? If so…”

Hades paused for a brief moment.

         “I  can  make  it  come  true.”

              It’d be at least ironic to say a human wanted her own kin to be exterminated. Although, as this girl stated before, she truly didn’t care at all. Her face wouldn’t change a bit once he mentioned he could make everything come true, for this matter wouldn’t affect her directly anymore.   Once ago, one person saved her from turning everything into hell, and as much as she agreed life was important for the whole world balance, she still wouldn’t like people.

                    ‘ If you restart the whole world and creatures come back living,                           everything will eventually remain the same.                                  Either here or in the other world, there’s too much that can’t be changed. ‘

              Amusing, at least, how a young soul as hers could hold so much.  As a god -- specially as the god of the Underworld, it’d be noticeable a shadow overtaking this soul, slowly, until possibly one day there would be nothing but a living horror.   Anna was strong though. Much stronger than most people, and learned how to control this  c u r s e . 

                  ‘ You can do nothing for me. Even if you take my life. ‘

[shxmanqueen]

A little PSA about me, this blog and my Anna:

As I stated before, I’m not a very active RPer due irl issues I have to deal with daily. So I tend to be REALLY slow on replies -- of course there might be exceptions sometimes, but it’s not usual anymore, sadly.

As for this blog, I left Anna for awhile for various reasons I’d rather to not list here for now, but I never had enough courage to actually delete her, and I had at least two very interesting threads I really (still) love. I apologize again for vanishing though from here. I will try to keep with her even if slowly, check everything and reply again to stuff c:

As for MY Anna, I roleplay this itako for over 13 years already, she’s one of my oldest muses. This means I have TONS of headcanons for her, her relationships with Yoh and everyone, her feelings, etc. I keep the fact she CAN read minds and hearts, and even had to state this on my rules because it doesn’t seem to be ‘fair’. But it’s exactly this ‘power’ that made Anna who she is now. She will hide it from everyone, including close people, so it usually won’t interfere with anything tbh, but it’s a true fact. Most humans have egoistic desires, fears, ambitions, hatred, and Anna is capable of feeling the very deep emotions of other beings. This turned out when she was younger into something really bad, but now she can live with it, go outside and actually meet other people since the age of 10.

She WON’T be nice to your muse. She WON’T like your muse at first. She WON’T smile. Anna is not really a nice person, but understands the importance of living and the need of humanity to exist as well.

[madeinperfection]

[shxmanqueen]

‘aight, let’s try to get my bb back? I can’t assure cuz I’m very slow even in my main account, but Imma try cuz Anna is one of my precious babies. So message me if you want to rp?

[kcguya-moved-deactivated2019041]

⊰月⊱—          Leaning forward, she rest a hand upon her knee,            now at eye level with the girl. A gentle hand rises,           fingertip touches her temple.   ❝ If I can seal my           powers, fix it so I no longer hurt others.. I can            certainly help you my dear. ❞                 Flora began to flutter around them.  ❝ Don’t be            afraid Anna..  Come inside and let me ease the           burden. ❞

[shxmanqueen]

          Was she really trying to help? Did she understand what exactly was the problem?             The answer, Anna thought, was definitely no.

No one could help. No one could take away this heavy burden she carried since she was born. Not even a celestial maid.

A glance was given to the woman before her, before she sighed and decided to enter. It felt like the whole world was over this girl's shoulders.

        "You can't help me.", she stated.             "This is not something that can be sealed nor taken away.                  If it could ... I would have it taken away from me years ago already."

And then, she had to live with this nightmare for the rest of her life.

[eclipticis]

Her apathy for living and others was something to Hades—he couldn’t believe how little this girl cared. She really was unlike other humans, they would beg and crawl to him for another chance at life or try and battle him if they could. It was truly amazing to the god.

  “…………….”

  “…Your apathy…             It’s interesting… No,  you are.                You’re an interesting human. Though, I am very curious about  one thing.                    Is this the source for your apathy?”

He could wonder what kind of spirits she had seen, no, imagine. He briefly wondered if she could contact with those dearest to her and are dead. Hades wondered if this ability had some kind of price. He can only wonder for now, he won’t say it yet.

[shxmanqueen]

               Seeing sprits could be considered a curse. Being able to call creatures from the underworld also would be too much for normal people. But this wasn't the actual source of her apathy, though she stood quiet about the actual reason.

                       "No", she said sincerely.                             "My apathy comes from the knowing world,                                    and how dirty humans are."

Somehow... she, a human girl, hated her own similar ones. It was as clear as the sky above them, how she wouldn't care if everyone simply disappeared. Strangely enough, she didn't even fear talking about death to the Underworld ruler.

[shxmanking]

– You guys are so small…

[shxmanqueen]

          "And you're such annoying."

[kcguya-moved-deactivated2019041]

To live.. Is to consume..

Kaguya  (via itadxkimasu)

[suohiisms]

                   PSA || RPING WITH MY CHARACTER

just because your character wouldn’t fit in with my character’s canon verse, doesn’t mean we can’t rp. au/crossover things are my life, you guys; i will be more than happy to either fit my character to yours’ canon verse or to make up an entirely different verse for both of them to interact in. it’s a great outlet for creativity and it’s just a lot of fun to throw two characters into a world they’ve never canonically been in. 

basically, when i say i’m a multiverse blog, i mean it. just come talk to me, you wonderful people, and let’s make our loser muses live in a medieval world or be spies or live in space or something. 

              how about it?

                               create a new universe with me.