Digital Doodling

Fight me

[sibubearsworld]

Stress, I'm not dealing with you anymore.

My Hope Is In Christ

My hope is on the LORD.

Everyday I'm seeking weaving these lines.

Breathing in times, this world is bleak.

Maybe it's my negativity, trying to turn to positivity.

My cry, my life.

The spark joy in the flame of hoplessness

My death could not come sooner, I fear loss when I'm up all this time.

I had hoped.

Kill me in the fire of regrets, I cry at all the things I was imperfect at.

Corset hat, faucet tap leaking

My heart is bleeding, You're what I'm needing.

[sibubearsworld]

Something like movement

Something Gon sooth this

I'm stressing lately, been praying lately.

Sometimes things feel heavy lately

I'm still okay

It's strange, I care about myself but struggle to move.

Move towards something, I move, move.

[sibubearsworld]

Say it, I'm a...

Gorgeous miraculous being gifted to animus

Seeing this way I'm fabulous, marvelous

So spectacular...

Huh, I ran out of things to say...

[sibubearsworld]

Bloop, grave nest to be blessed.

Too blessed to be stressed.

The more they curse me the more they bless me,

I keep myself under arrest.

Trying to break free, set me aflame.

I'm no longer looking at me to blame, shame, fame, game.

The scorching light I fire.

[sibubearsworld]

Sharpen your verbs and similes a war is coming...

Draw out your words speedily with steady precision....

Spit truth out like it's venom, make a mental incision....

Mount your words with stature, let its message stand tall and...breath life into every comma and pause....

Move boldly with strokes of genius with pieces of u scripted takes foretold....

See sense through the calligraphy of jotted words unrivalled by thoughts....

Unravelled by those who wrote poems and liberation songs....

For those who wrote for the emancipation of entire generations armed and bound by war....

Bare your scars proud like scars from a former battle...

Unravel Earth's core with the bombastic rythms of your tremour...

Bellow low, bare your scars of war with pride for the lyrical shapeshifter breeds in the night ....

And in the night I right and in the night I recite...and in my right frame of mind I bare my scars of war with pride...

With the aim to ignite what's write what's true...

What's embedded within me and you and in you lies truth....

Ravaged senseless..salvaged regardless fore and you ....

See...pierced palms and feet replenished mankind...

Abba's grace had been amplified then, concentrated by diluted views...

By delusion-filled mass genocides that killed that youth...

Our views have been compromised idealized views are what govern our soul and we fail to realize...it's true essence it's absence.... extracted from me and you ...

And dangled around like dead bodies the youth are...

Lost in a see of translation... extraterrestrial penetration....

Detaching our peace of mind with mo peace in mind and they encased our views and imprisoned the truth...

I bare my scars of war not as a flaw....

But as an embellishment of hope foretold ions ago....because even our fate...had been weighed upon the stars and the enchanted revines of Mars...

And it was ours but like thieves in the night they stole our pride...

They ripped off our arms and used them as ornaments...

They displayed dissected and mutilated...

Our pride..had been stripped and paraded away by their son's like stars....

Leaving only the dark...

And in the dark we revise in tongues the secret scriptures infused in our palms....

The secret scriptures in which we bare arms...

And in the night...

Like shadows of our former selves..

We roam the lands of our forefathers.... like visitors of a foreign kind.

-sibubearsworld

[sibubearsworld]

Contemplating....always armed and ready hyper ventilating..frustrations corrode breeding forth good intentions draped with innate consequences...jaded dissected imaginary..on the contrary...rarely on high

Always stationery...no commentary

Visionery on a seasonal basis

Reasonable stasis comatose patient...in need of a revelation..

In need of emancipation... degeneration of eloborate brain schemes as pyramids collide

No inauguration....

[sibubearsworld]

Suprising how some people take certain verses in the bible. Remove them from their context , then use those as a reference of what they think the bible is all about for the rest of their lives.

Before having conclusions about the book , at least take the time to read it properly.

[sibubearsworld]

Go get you're weapons

Get up be stretching

Form but no prosper

Go down and wreck things

Yeah ,they say we've got time for mistakes

Time to repeat takes

Time for pit sakes

Societies got us living for a useless cause

For superficial meanings, want to go to mars

Sin so much ,will I ever see the stars

Kill oneself so that I don't sin anymore

Need help death knocking right at the door

Go away,fly away

No pray ,please stay

So no

Please come with you're flow

No waiting ,no failing ,no sin no more

Cause I'm not tired of living ,I'm not out of hope

Tired of living the life that I am I just can't cope.

[sibubearsworld]

Bloop bloop open eyes

When are we gonna realise

That our biggest problems are in our minds

That the things society values aren't all that wise.

True growth only comes when you're past self dies and you live in Christ

The pressure to fit in ruins lives

Fake smiles don't change lives only holds back cries, fake smiles real lies

Wrong relationships are difficult to realise

Girls looking for Romeo using the wrong methods

Party,adultry,leaves you next, outcome of impatience

Just saying , it's tempting but the lifestyle is real capricious

They keep no feelings they just keep it lurking

Sometimes the secret to finding is to stop searching

Keep love purging, infactuation is masking to the calling we ignoring

The Lord's calling , Angel's honor's him

Keep he's name high and don't stop following

Societies got us living life to be useless, just a nuisance.

Ratata you were here and now you're past tense, this makes no sense

I feel like worse is yet to come

The world be done

Worse is that I don't know if I'll be one

Of the raptured taken straight, into my own star

I know that this must seem kinda dumb

But I don't care the world's ending and I'm worrisome

My soul's numb

Have fun, they say you're going to hell anyway like everyone

See evil I gun run

I see signs of the end of days

Myself embrace

The only thing that I think is grace

Amazing grace

Sweet sound, hellish race

#sibubearsworld

#throughchristalone #jesuschrist #Blessgo

[sibubearsworld]

I want to but I can't or can I

Is that what I want ,I just want to fly

Just to butterfly sky high

Singing a lullaby to the world goodbye

What morals I've identified are mortified but I'll get by

It's do or die ,don't watch paint dry let's get things right my minds run dry

So I'm gonna mix it with a weird rhyming verse.

Where it makes alot of sense but it might be adverse

I'm trying but I've been dying need reviving.

Fake smiling trying be hiding the crying arising keep fighting abiding coinciding the grinding.

God be deciding the timing providing uprising exciting devising the plans earth uncompromising

I want to do wrong but the Lord keeps me strong .

I'm realizing, that by myself I'm compromising what I want with what is right It's materializing, evil arising its unsurprising how I'm always organizing my own foolish demising.

#sibubearsworld

[sibubearsworld]

I wanna see things in a new paradigm

I seem lazy , always running out of time

Writing my world views through different rhymes

Always committing these victimless crimes

I mine the climb of time giving without a dime

Heart feeling like slime ,is this normal

I think I need to grow up

Thinking my minds abnormal, informal but yet

Floral let's pray, wake up ,fix this mindset.

What you most want will be found .

In the place you least want to seek.

#Blessgo #jesuschrist #imsad #lessgo #showmustgoon #dontliveinthepast.

[sibubearsworld]

I acknowledge Jesus as my Lord and Saviour.

[sibubearsworld]

Me:Granny what do you wish you knew when you were younger that you know now ?

Grandmother: (pauses for a while)

I wish I knew Jesus .