I WAS GETTING BETTER DAMN IT
I think I actually truly felt happy
And now it’s gone again just like that
Everything always goes to shit
There’s no rainbow after the rain
Just mud and dirt

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@sicko-like-me
I WAS GETTING BETTER DAMN IT
I think I actually truly felt happy
And now it’s gone again just like that
Everything always goes to shit
There’s no rainbow after the rain
Just mud and dirt
Well....just broke a two years clean streak
When will it end?
Why do I suffer?
Will death be my only relief?
If you thought the things I did
Would you still be okay
Would you still be sane
Would you still be alive?
One minute I finally feel like I can breathe
Like I can live
And then the next minute I'm underwater
I try to scream
But my mouth fills with water
I try to cry
But my salty tear just blend in with the salty ocean
And my pain
Just ebbs and flows around me
My life is in shambles
But nobody cares
I’m numb on the inside
But no one knows
I’m broken
I’m cracked
I’m flawed
Maybe if I was on fire
I’d be pretty enough for
You to notice me
If I faded away
Would you even care?
Would you shed a tear?
Would you even miss me....
Miss me at all?
My tears slowly turn into rain
And my heart gets soaked
Even if I said them....it’s too late
My life is in tatters
My heart is so broken
Everything you say
Is a knife, just spoken
Living life is so hard
It’s nothing but a chore
and I don’t think
I can do this anymore
And I never will be...
I don’t understand why I’m like this.
Why I feel so broken.
Why I’m not good enough.
Why I’m drowning out of water.
Why I’m even alive.
Mentally exhausted
Mentally fed up
Mentally unstable
Mentally done with life
Goodbye.
Too much of a disappointment
I’m broken
No matter how hard I try the pieces just won’t fit back together
I can’t seem to fix what has cracked inside me
I feel so unwhole, so.....so empty
And nothing is able to fill it