I've been having a hard time recently, so now I'm diving headfirst into a project I've started. At first, it was going to be Famous By February, but that really isn't my intention behind this project. Fame, yes, might come in hand with what I want to achieve, but that isn't my GOAL. My goal is to help others. That's all I've ever been good at. It's the only thing that's made me feel good about myself, and it's the only thing that's made me want to keep trying. But I want to help people on a much larger scale. In order to do that, I need money, so I've started the Fantastic By February project.With this project, I've given myself a deadline. I've been writing the same book for six years now. The main storyline has changed so much over the years, I feel like I've created more than one book, I just haven't really FINALLY finished it. I'm tired of waiting around for life to get better. I have plans: I want to go to college, I want to double major in Philosophy and Education while taking law classes on the side, but the only way I can do any of that is if I have money. The only talent I really have is my writing ability. I love, love, love to write. So if I can get my book finished, edited, and self-published through Amazon, I can get money to start helping myself and helping others.Like I said above, I've been struggling with emotions and heartache for a while now. I'm slowly getting better; I'm seeing a therapist once a week and I'm taking anti-depressants. I'm also changing my lifestyle. People that are bad for me, I am now taking them out of my life. I'm speaking up instead of keeping my mouth shut. I'm telling people how I really feel instead of saying what they want to hear. But I'm still ME. I'm still Sidney Foard, and I will stay being me: I'm nice, considerate of others, and polite. Above all, I'm a good person, and I refuse to let what's happening in my life now to affect how I will grow as a person. But it's hard to keep my head up when I'm constantly beat down.Fantastic by February:As I'm conquering my emotions and getting a handle on my life, I will be 1) finishing my book by the end of February, 2) using social media to help pay more attention to myself and to help self-evaluate to figure out what's best for me, and 3) gaining support through any followers that decide to support me in my endeavors. If my book is succesful I intend to use that money to first, take care of my home, then to help pay for college, and the rest will be devoted entirely to helping people. I have a variety of ideas of what I could do as well that aren't standard charity-type things. :3
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