single minded to the point of recklessness

JUST SIENNA Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place.

[ninadobrevdaily]

[siennadeluca]

Sienna de Luca leaving Chateau Marmont in LA.

[siennadeluca]

Guess it's true what they say...

[felix-de-luca-blog]

That’s what home is about Sienna. 

[siennadeluca]

That's what everyone keeps telling me.

[siennadeluca]

Guess it's true what they say...

[l-medici-blog]

Isn’t that why it’s home?

[siennadeluca]

I guess so. I just kind of wish that it wasn't.

[siennadeluca]

Guess it's true what they say...

[alexandra-deluca-deactivated201]

Listen, and listen good Sienna.

I don’t care what has gone on okay? I don’t care about who is mad at who or who don’t what. I’ll deal with that when I have too.  But tell me, and you tell me the truth.  Are you okay?

[siennadeluca]

My entire family wants nothing to do with me, Alex. My cousin tried to kill me. My own father tried to rough me up. 

I know I've said some things I shouldn't have and I know I've done things that I shouldn't have done...but I don't deserve this. And if they hate me so much, why can't they just leave me alone?

So no, I'm not okay, Alex. Nothing about me or my life is okay.

[siennadeluca]

IC issues are not OOC issues. I don't think just because someone dislikes your character in character or because someone talks about them IC means they dislike the way you play them or have a problem with you and anons are there to spike things up and are not really part of the plots and threads.

I completely understand that. I am in now way saying people don't have the right to dislike Sienna, IC or OOC. My point wasn't to attack anyone for their IC or OOC opinion. My point was simply to ask that if you're going to send anons that a) They at least be accurate and b) If we could possibly refrain from sending them everytime someone interacts with Sienna. That was the point, no more and no less.

[siennadeluca]

Guess it's true what they say...

[alexandra-deluca-deactivated201]

[siennadeluca]

...hi.

[siennadeluca]

Guess it's true what they say...

No matter how far you try to run, home always yanks you right back.

[do-what-you-want-with-me]

« Did i h u r t you? Aww, sorry. »

[siennadeluca]

...

[gideon-deluca-blog]

"Stop crying, Sienna. You had it coming long enough but you kept insulting us, disrespecting us. What did you think? That’d you’d get away with it? You don’t deserve to carry our name anymore and in my head I created so many ways to kill you, one slower and more painful than the other but you don’t deserve to be released. What you feel is your own fault and nothing compared to what Emilia is going through because of you. You ripped her heart out and that was not what she deserved. "

[siennadeluca]

Sienna was sick and tired of people telling her what they thought she was thinking. When truth was, they had no fucking clue. Everyone was painting her to be some kind of monster, when in reality all she'd done was fall in love. She understood why her family was upset. She'd lied and gone behind their backs. But how they were treating her now went against every lesson her family had ever tried to teach her. Keeping her gaze trained on Gideon, Sienna slowly reached into her jacket pocket and slid a small knife she kept on her into the sleeve of her jacket. "You don't know a god damn thing Gideon," Sienna said, before gathering as much spit as she could in her mouth and spitting it directly into his face. Reaching for the knife, she lodged it into his leg before ripping it out again. It was barely enough to leave any kind of lasting wound, but it was enough to get away from him. "Stay the fuck away from me!" Sienna shouted before taking off down the street, finding the nearest cab, and telling the driver to go as far away as he could.

[christian-de-luca-blog]

You owe mom and dad a lot more than someone like you could give. You didn't show respect, you never regretted all the mistakes because if you did you wouldn't say you wouldn't change it if you could and you made it worse with your insults when you were the only one who fucked up the worst way. I hope you and the Medici prick rott in hell.

[siennadeluca]

Hate to break it to you Christian, but I'm already in hell.

[berrymixx]

[siennadeluca]

So this is where they put you when you throw a drink in the bartender's face.

[malia-vince-blog]

Have you never made a mistake that had an impact on someone else? You don’t know what issues they have, maybe they got really bad news. Even a bartender is just human, not a robot who functions like you want him to. 

[siennadeluca]

I sincerely recommend shutting your God damn mouth, Princess. Because you're about 15 seconds away from having your face smashed against the brick wall of this alley way.

[christof-de-luca-blog]

Give me one good reason.

[siennadeluca]

Because I fucking said so! Get off of me!

[hunter--jones]

There is nothing better than fresh air.

[hunter--jones]

You have a false understanding of pride my dear.

[siennadeluca]

I thought your job was to pour drinks, not give me life lessons.

[blakeprescott]

And you deserve to love someone who you can be happy with but that’s not going to happen is it? You can’t change the way you feel about someone just because you should. You of all people should know that. I already know that… that we could never be. I knew it a while ago. But that doesn’t mean I’m gonna sit here and let you fall apart and not even try Sienna. I won’t let you. If it were me going to pieces, would you just let me? Would you watch me hate and destroy myself and isolate myself?

[siennadeluca]

You should really go, Blake. And I mean go for good. My father's made it very clear that anyone who wishes to remain on his good side steer completely clear of me. 

So go. Get out. And don't ever come back.

[eli-medici]

He’s passed out on the floor, I beg to differ.

[siennadeluca]

Oh relax, he'll be up in a few seconds. In my defense, he had to business trying to grab my ass. I was simply acting on self defense.

[hektorwtf-deactivated20150105]

I hope your silence is a ‘no’

[siennadeluca]

Depends which night of the week you ask me.