Happy Looks Beautiful On Everyone

There's nowhere you can be, you were never meant to be.

[sierra-themist]

Sometimes, a girl's gotta SUIT UP

[sierra-themist]

I sat next to you last night...

I couldn't place my finger on it, but as I looked around at all your friends, I felt a horrible feeling of loneliness. Perhaps I'm too self centered and like your focus solely on me but is that a feeling exclusive to my heart? You finally reached for me, three drinks in. Are you still uneasy about being seen together?

[iwishihadaplath]

“Actions show you who someone really is. Words show you who they pretend to be.”

—

[sierra-themist]

I was feeling sad yesterday...

And that's how I knew I actually felt something for her. She's not a soulmate in the...romantic sense but I can always feel her. We had sex the other night and it felt like a relapse. How can sex be bad, you ask? Hmpf...well you could be black out for one. For two, you could feel guilty. It's like...the past five years, I've been thinking about sleeping with this girl - thinking about how her skin would feel, how she'd smell on my clothes after, how good it would be... And I got none of those things. Nothing but pure disappointment in myself. I didn't even do a good job. I'm pretty sure I passed out in the middle...did I??? It wouldn't be the first time. Hmmm...

She's mad at me now. Won't say a word or send a text my way and I'm not sure how to fix this. I can't flirt my way out of a fight...not this time. So I texted her. I told her I just needed a hug...I need to give her a hug.and that's what we did. I met her late at night and hugged her. I'm still hugging her in my mind I guess. Hoping she comes back to me.

[sierra-themist]

I think my biggest problem right now

Is that I don't have any friends. Not real ones at least. I have friends that are my girlfriend and my friends. I have a friend that wants me to be their girlfriend. I gave a friend that I don't even like as a person. And I have one friend that's actually pure and cool but they're busy tonight and the only way I can hang out with them is to flake on my girlfriend, try to not be weird around my weird friend, go with my okay friend and then NO ONE IS HAPPY NOT EVEN ME.

I just need a friend.

[curiano-life-quotes]

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[gnarhh]

ironic how being empty can feel so fucking heavy 

[sierra-themist]

I hate fighting with my girlfriend

Especially when I can't remember even how/when we started fighting. Im still mad for this we got together. I wanted to be single after my last relationship. She took that away from me with an ultimatum. Seems familiar. I'm drunk

[thegoodvybe]

[sierra-themist]

The things you hide in your heart? They eat you alive...

[youraliusha]

[reputation2017]

[mxlderitsme]

I love Ellen

[tonystank]

[heterocetera]

My two moms at an lgbt pride event in New York, 1990

[l-o-o-p-y-deactivated20190722]

[inamswords]

[call-0f-duty]