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Saddie. Naive.Gullible. Stupid.  Film Enthusiast. Porn star in the making.

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sadie miss you a fucking lot too. Everyday.

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i fucking miss you too.

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      Saturday is MD day. And this is such a pretty fine day. Though it gets me a little sad, because i look at these people i love the most  and they don’t give up on me. They push me to be happy, to go on living my life. While on the other hand, i have halfly baked a decision to give up. And looking at them today, there’s a certain spark in their being, that somewhat makes me happy to see them that they are good. But thinking that what i’m about to do for the next few days will kill a tiny piece on them. It’s like convincing me not to do it, because you know there’s a great life ahead. But it’s confusing me a lot now. whether or not to go. 

  And i don’t know. i Just.

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     I was not afraid of growing up. I know the world is not perfect. But i was not prepare for my emotions to stir my head and get my sanity all scrambled up. Now i badly wanted to die, fearing that for the next years, I’m gonna grow up, and I’m not gonna forget about you, because you will always be a part of me, that painful feeling that will not be erase. That painful feeling when i woke up each morning, that feeling i get when i think of you being with her, and i’m not totally okay about it. Are you happy with what we have become? Was it all worth it?

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     Before meeting him, I was living in an ideal world. With my ideal self, with my ideal plan of living the rest of my life. I know, the rest of the universe is not an ideal place, because people set the standard to make it that way. He wasn’t my type of guy, but i did not close my doors for him because I saw something in him, something that interesting, but now all the tables had turn. I was not on my ideal world, i was not my ideal self, no not anymore. And he saw how worst I become, instead of staying and bearing with me, he just left the doors. wide open, and left me all alone.

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When you lose someone and it still hurts, that’s when you know the love was real.

Jenny Han, P.S. I Still Love You  (via 1-82cm)

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  Remember, when i used to ran away from you? And told you to go away, while there are no strings that are attached yet. But you did wanted to be a part of my life, you said you’re gonna be here forever. I told you to not screw things up, and you did. And I still remember, how simply you walked away. 

Now I ended up screwing my life too.

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Why wouldn't i give up? When i spent the rest of my life watching people i loved the most gave up on me.

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Ngalngal ka ng ngalngal, habang sila wagas nang nagngingitian at nagkakakiligan.

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