Despite it all our hearts keep beating

24. Some days are good, most days are bad. I get quite sad for no reason nowadays. I guess this should have a trigger warning but this is my diary in a way x

[shadowstars01-deactivated201508]

[a-mind-in-ruins]

When I forget to stay busy for a split second and I get a wave of everything that's ever hurt me.

[heavensghost]

[silently-wandering]

I wish you would tell me why you fell out of love with me and why I wasn't enough for you. I'd change anything you told me to if it meant I could have you back in my life

[flowerytale]

Margaret Atwood, from The Blind Assassin

[remanence-of-love]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— @eternaldroplets on x (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Jasmine Gibson, from "Hot-Hand Fallacy," Don't Let Them See Me Like This (Nightboat Books, 2018) (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— unknown (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[silently-wandering]

I love you i miss you i wish you would reach out. I hate this. I just want to talk to you again. It's been 6 months and I still fucking miss you so much it hurts my chest. Why don't you miss me.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[miuosh-deactivated20250404]

[mournfulroses]

Martha Gellhorn, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Marth Gellhorn

[mournfulroses]

Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Allen Grover featured in The Selected Letters of Marth Gellhorn

[deviika]

Alice Notley // Warsan Shire

[vexheart]

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a letter to Joaquin Nin, featured in Reunited: The Correspondence of Anais and Joaquin Nin, 1933-1940