I go by Silkie! 🩷🕸️~
19yr old trans boy, he/it, birthdays March 5th
Virgin, unused in all but my filthy mind
Switch with a sub lean
I am ace but kink in fantasy I love
Send me rape threats, send me threats, make them filthy, tell me what I deserve. You see the shit I reblog and post, right? Really, horny asks of any kind are highly encouraged
I roleplay! And would love to do a one shot, maybe longer if we mesh, though do not expect it!
I don’t do real photos, though, I’d happily do those of my fursona
I am a Monster fucker, Knotting, Oviposition, and the like beloved. Let me be your incubator. Huge eldritch horror fan and think fear and lust should be missed more
Sometimes I’m into detrans or force fem, other times force masc, sometimes none at all. Its weird, I know
I just woke up and I’m already jerking my tdick to the idea of using another tboy’s holes as my personal fleshlights. He wouldn’t get to choose where I put my strap. His only job is to be a good set of warm holes for me ♡︎.
spam liking/reblogging my posts will have me scrolling through yours and wondering what disgusting, dirty, unholy thoughts could be swimming through your mind.
I just want a doggy plaything,,, is that too much to ask for?? I just want a good puppy sitting at my feet patiently waiting for some attention. I want a pet that'll let me push them around when I need to blow off steam. We can have belly rub sessions that turn into rough groping and biting because I can't control myself
𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐲’𝐬 𝐭𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐲. Rubbing his little cock through his pants under a table, watching him squirm and whine, pathetically trying to hide it, until he cums in his boxers.
Seeing how all the blood drains from his face when he realizes I’m going to hurt him senselessly when we get home for cumming without his owner’s permission ♡︎.
So naughty, cumming without my permission. I can’t decide whether I’d make you cum over and over until you couldn’t take it anymore, or if I’d edge you for weeks to remind you what happens when you don’t listen.
where's the handsome tguy that just wants to push me down onto my knees and then down onto his cock
i'd love to let him use my mouth however he wants as long as i get to hear any pretty noises he might make <3 grunts or whimpers only spurring me on more
Pinning you face down ass up and grinding my crotch against your ass while I force my fingers inside you from behind until you're a desperate, drooling needy mess begging me to breed you.
It’s wild that you’re not OK with age play but you’re OK with saying that assault is a kink …. rape is not a kink! Why do so many people not understand that it’s CNC or it’s assault? Do y’all just do this for attention or what because I’m really confused on why you would think such a terrible thing could be considered a kink. Coming from someone that was raped before I was even five years old.. I just don’t think that we should sit here and act like rape is ever OK. like I said you’re looking for the term CNC, not rape. please stop contributing to men thinking rape is OK because they’re out here assaulting people in the real world when y’all do shit like this making it seem okay when it’s not. whether you think your little dumb posts are contributing to real world assaults or not, they absolutely are.
Hi there,
I can see you’re feeling really triggered by this, and I am going to explain my thinking, but first, I want to gently encourage you to take some time to self-soothe and take care of yourself, because engaging with this in a state of heightened emotion is not going to make you feel good.
I am answering this now out of the understanding that you are hurting, and this may be a good opportunity to share my perspective on these ideas, but I’m not going to answer any further asks about this. I don’t come on here to debate things.
Anyways, if you, or anyone else is interested in my take on this, here it is under the cut.
I’m going to address a couple different things here, with a reminder that is my perspective, and you absolutely don’t have to agree.
1. “You’re not okay with age play”
I actually am okay with age play, and there are some aspects that I, myself, enjoy. The reason it’s in my DNI is not bc of the kink itself, but bc of how much shit I’ve seen on tumblr of people actually being under age or seeking out under age people and using that type of tag/fantasy/etc. to do it, and I want nothing to do with that entire side of tumblr, as much as I can avoid it. Undoubtedly, there are people on here that are into age play that do so in consensual, risk-aware ways, and I support that, but I don’t actually engage with it online bc of what I said before.
2. “Rape is not a kink / it’s cnc or it’s assault”
So, we agree on this, except on the semantics of the language. Part of kink is exploring shameful and taboo topics in a safe, consensual way. It’s important to understand the limits of where play can become harm, absolutely, but I think that is very individual, and nitpicking how other people explore with no understanding of why they might be doing that is not productive.
With that understanding, it doesn’t make sense to me to say “well it’s okay if someone wants to be held down and have someone hurt them and not stop even if they say no, but they can’t say the word ‘rape’.” Language does matter, but it becomes counterproductive if we spend too much time prioritizing semantics over context and meaning. I prioritize safety, curiosity and connection, because that is what kink is about to me. I feel secure in myself that I can explore these dark fantasies without harming myself or other people, and that doing so is healthier than shaming myself for it.
3. “Do you do this for attention?”
I’m going to gently remind you here that I am also a person, who has my own set of trauma and bad experiences, and who chooses to process them in the way I choose to process them. I created this blog as a space to express myself in ways that I generally don’t get to in real life, because it’s not socially acceptable to talk about the scary/dark/repulsive thoughts that we all experience.
We are so conditioned to feel shame, and to shame others, and shame causes more damage than anything else does in humans, in my experience. Shame doesn’t make people change, it just makes them isolate and repress themselves, which leads to them dealing with their thoughts, emotions and urges in unhealthy ways. I choose to acknowledge the darker parts of people, and to be open about it so that we can learn to deal with it in healthier ways.
And yes, I do enjoy the attention, and I enjoy that people enjoy the content I create.
4. “You are contributing to real world assaults”
My question with this statement is basically: where do we draw the line? If I made the exact same posts and never used the word “rape”, would that make it okay? If I put a disclaimer on every single post, would that at all discourage someone who already thinks it’s okay to do these things without consent? Should I post about cnc at all, knowing it may be feeding into someone’s shitty ideas about the world? How much responsibility is on me, specifically, to prevent people from being assaulted?
Basically, it’s an endless rabbit hole. We have no control over other people. I choose not to take on the burden of feeling like it is my job to be perfect so that I never contribute to anything bad happening, because that is impossible. Instead, I choose to focus on the good I put into the world, and what feels good for me so that I can continue putting good into the world.
More importantly, if you want to make change in something as huge and pervasive as sexual assault, is your energy best spent lashing out at random people online? Or is it finding ways to help yourself heal, so that you don’t hurt yourself and other people? What about finding ways to support people who have through similar experiences? Or working through activism to support changing the systems at large?
I am very satisfied with the ways in which I put good into the world through educating people, supporting people and doing my best to be authentic. I have made a lot of meaning out of my suffering by helping other people.
If you genuinely want to make things better, find better ways to do it.
Making you worship my bulge while you're collared and leashed with your hands tied behind your back so I can tug you closer until your face is trapped against my crotch and grind on you until precum drips all over your face through my boxers and you whine and cry and plead for me to stop teasing you and bend you over and fuck you instead of making you beg.
Unnecessary sexual cruelty is so fucking hot. Pushing it in so deep that it hurts. Slapping you just a little harder then you expected. Choking you until you almost can't handle it. Denying your orgasm and keeping you on the edge even though you did everything I wanted. Pinching and slapping and grabbing you while I use you. Hurting you more than I have to just because I can, and because you can't do anything to stop me.
Subs so consumed by their overwhelming adoration and lust that their only thought is to worship their dominant until they're utterly a blissfully exhausted mess.
Dressing you in nothing but a miniskirt and collar and making you suck my fingers and grind on my thigh until you leak all over yourself in needy, pathetic excitement.
Sliding a finger up your ass while I gently edge you so your pretty little hole has something to desperately clench down on every time I deny your orgasm.
