LIFE'S SO FUN!

𝘚𝘏𝘌'𝘚 𝘚𝘖 𝘚𝘖𝘍𝘛 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌 𝘚𝘐𝘓𝘒 𝘊𝘏𝘐𝘍𝘍𝘖𝘕 .

[silkplay]

# 𝗦𝗜𝗟𝗞𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗬 --   a selective,  low  activity,  ind,  companion roleplay  blog for   𝗟𝗔𝗨𝗥𝗘𝗡 𝗪𝗔𝗧𝗧𝗦, 𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗜𝗘 𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚,   and more original characters related to @curseplay's PARIS HARROW.  written by kitty, she/her, 23. mutuals  &  18+  only. rules linked on paris' carrd. character specific information under read more.

LAUREN WATTS . . . is the only child of a roadie father and a failed pop - star mother. desperately looking to succeed where her family couldn't. a headstrong, cutthroat, and business - oriented frontwoman who manages to be charismatic and authentic despite her colder demeanor. protects her bandmates with her life, but tends to expect too much of them. primary vocalist and songwriter with a skillfully hidden softer side that peeks through in her lyrics.

she / they pronouns, late - blooming lesbian, ex - girlfriend of andie. a scorpio through and through. fc. k/atie g/avin.

ANDIE KING . . . is a multi-instrumental musical prodigy who was awarded a full college ride to pursue their dreams. quiet, sarcastic, and hard to get to know, but harbors a deep warmth. intensely loyal to the band and does "it" for the music, as well as for the fans that they grew more attached to than they thought they would. not as cutthroat as lauren, but not as passive as paris. always the smartest in the room. keyboardist, bassist, and producer that occasionally offers backing vocals.

they / them pronouns, knew they were queer from a young age, ex - partner of lauren. textbook definition of a virgo. fc. n/aomi mc/pherson.

KENNEDY DELUMEN . . . is a legend in the entertainment sphere. originally a singer - songwriter, she pivoted to talent management after realizing how much she detested the spotlight, choosing instead to help acts like herself navigate fame. saves SILK from ruin re: paris - related scandal during their second album cycle, becoming a member of the family in the process. sharp and no - nonsense, with eyes only for her clients' success.

she / her pronouns, deeply queer, married to london. queen of the capricorns. fc. l/ucy d/acus.

LONDON MANDALL . . . has been on the road with some of the biggest bands in the world since she was young. as the daughter of a lifelong roadie, she learned every trick of the trade from her father, earning an impressive reputation of her own that landed her the gig as SILK's tour manager. known for cracking jokes and lightening any room's mood, as well as swiftly adopting an all - business demeanor to get a job done when the time calls for it.

she / her pronouns, lesbian, married to kennedy. the most noticeable leo in the room. fc. j/ulien b/aker.

GEORGETTE "GIGI" CARLSON-WATTS . . . is lauren's half - sister, born to their mother, alyssa, and a man she was briefly engaged to. her father, an actor, got her into the industry young through commercial work, and now she's best known as an hbo darling for playing the lead in a widely popular series (think: a more supernatural euphoria). she has since expanded her work to include modeling. sweet as pie on the outside, with boldness, ice and ambition rivaling her sister's underneath.

she / her pronouns, the only bisexual on the roster. big aries energy. fc. ch/appell r/oan.

[silkplay]

@deatheless liked for a hunger games au starter.

❝ who the fuck styled you tonight ? ❞ is how she greets mina, a glass of what may just be pure liquor in her hand. lauren doesn't wait for an actual response before downing a gulp of said liquor, wiping her mouth, and continuing. ❝ the makeup they do for us . . . you know they want to make us look forty - something years old. like fully - grown, old women. ❞

she thought life in the capitol jewels would be so much different than this. yes, she looks expensive, but the adoration that once made her intent on volunteering for the games is just another crumb of propaganda she was stupid enough to believe back in 1. mina is one of the few people here that she can stand . . . and now she's next in line for a life of opulent misery. what a damn shame.

❝ i remember my victory tour party. ❞ she glances around, eyes traveling up the length of the staircase that leads to the president's mansion. ❝ some piss drunk gamemaker threw up on my shoes. i intend to outdo him tonight. ❞

[silkplay]

@deatheless liked for a hunger games au starter.

andie doesn't know if now is too soon to start talking strategy. on one hand, the raw wound of the reaping is still extremely fresh . . . as a mere twenty-four hours ago, they were standing onstage in district 5, twin hearts falling to the pits of their stomachs at the sound of her name. on the other, they know it's much better in the long run if they start ASAP. like . . . for her survival. with their packed schedule, time seems more fleeting than ever.

they wish she were a nobody to them. that would make this so much easier. what are the odds of the odds being in her favor like they were in theirs ? having to be a mentor often makes them wish they had been killed.

❝ you should try the jam. ❞ it's her favorite flavor. andie ordered it on purpose. as their eyes flick across the table, they butter a fine capitol roll. ❝ and then, maybe, we can . . . start talking about what our angle is gonna be. ❞

[silkplay]

@deatheless sent: i just want you to know that i endorse all your sexual encounters.

andie has never wanted to fully melt into the ground and disappear from the mortal plane more than they do right now. back to the entrance of mina's apartment, hand lingering on the doorknob, hair and whatnot still slightly disheveled from walking down the streets of new york city in a rush . . . they were praying the whole way back that she would be asleep by now.

it takes approximately ten seconds for her to deduce what they were off doing. andie isn't sure if she's figured out just who yet, but that's really neither here nor there. nothing serious. nothing like what andie really . . . wants. if anything, their time here has confirmed what they already know: they can't do the casual thing to save their life.

not to say that it wasn't . . . nice. but nice isn't the most accurate descriptor either. it just kind of was; it just happened, and now it's done.

❝ oh, uh . . . thanks. thank you, ❞ they're painfully aware of how formal they sound. how formal and how awkward, like they're a child who's been caught with their hand in the cookie jar. they never once snuck out as a teenager, and didn't expect for a moment like this to occur with mina rather than their parents. ❝ it was just— it wasn't really a thing, y'know ? or like, it's not gonna become a thing, i don't think. ❞

why the fuck is their face beet red ? don't people their age usually live for this kind of shit ? to get home after a sexual encounter, as mina had so delicately put it, and debrief ? they've always felt like a bit of a sore thumb . . . and it seems like they always will.

and mina . . . well, she seems more excited than they do, and she wasn't even there.

❝ i didn't wake you up, did i ? ❞ they step away from the door, walking over to her as casually as possible. ❝ or were you waiting up for me ? ❞

[femalegifsource]

CHAPPELL ROAN via genesiswbb on Instagram (August 20, 2024)

[silkplay]

can we talk about the watts family fame machine. can we talk about how even though alyssa is all-loving and well meaning, she spends so much time favoring lauren as her first born than she ends up neglecting gigi. can we talk about how gigi seeks out the love she doesn’t get from her mom in her big half-sister, only to get her hand stomped on by lauren, who has no love for her because she sees her talent and is threatened by her. can we talk about how both watts sisters go into the industry so young and are isolated from each other / any kind of support system to race for as many accolades and opportunities as they can so they can achieve the success their parents never did. can we talk about how this makes them resent each other when really no one would understand gigi better than lauren and vice versa

[silkplay]

@deatheless sent: i don’t who i am from one moment to the next. [ NO LONGER ACCEPTING. ]

❝ i don't think anyone really does. ❞ andie says as they unceremoniously rip the head off of a gummy bear. they're trying to partake in edibles now when they want a fix. management says that smoking can affect their voice, and as much as andie wishes that wasn't true, they know it's a reality they've been ignoring for a long time. teeth gnashing, they continue. ❝ and anyone who says otherwise is like, lying, most likely. ❞

mina's in town for her first batch of shows on the west coast, so this is how they're celebrating: dual existential crises on the venue's fire escape an hour or so after her set. they have practice for SILK's slate of upcoming shows in the afternoon tomorrow, so their night is plenty free for catastrophizing. maybe it'll give them some good songwriting material to use against lauren. god knows it works that way for mina.

they'd congratulated her after the show, obviously. that was first, only to be quickly followed by an ARE YOU OKAY ? because a person writing those kinds of lyrics is probably not. andie can speak from experience, although they lie about their wellbeing all the same.

❝ my mom, y'know, when she's advising her students, always tells them that they're not supposed to know who they are yet. because they're so young, ❞ they take a moment to inspect what remains of their decapitated gummy bear before popping it in their mouth. upon swallowing, they finish their thought. ❝ — we're not much older than they are. i bet she'd tell you the same thing, ❞

[silkplay]

@bnjmin sent: we do have to be careful with our hearts and our parts. [ NO LONGER ACCEPTING. ]

❝ do you always turn into an eighth grade health teacher when giving relationship advice ? ❞ andie manages a laugh despite the lump in their throat. that little pearl of wisdom would sound ridiculous coming from anyone, but the dryness of ben's tone really sells it. he could have a real career in standup if he wasn't so insistent on staying behind the curtain.

they're more of a crier than they'd like to admit. most people don't know this about them because they're usually able to starve the tears off until they're alone. that skill is ringing true now, as andie's been able to keep all but one from rolling down their cheek while describing the weekend's events to ben. it's clear that he isn't used to this kind of vulnerability, so they try to spare him to the best of their ability. it's just that . . . all of their other friends are from school. the school that both they and lauren attend. they just wanted a party far - removed from it all to talk to.

things with lauren seem to have run their course, at least on her end. she goes from smothering them to being impossibly distant, and it's giving andie motion sickness. they can't understand her, and it's breaking their fucking heart. they were really ready to go the distance in this.

andie sighs deeply, trying to summon some maturity and composure as they sit up. other than their wrist swiping at their nose, they think they do a pretty good job.

❝ sad to say i don't think i dodged the bullet this time, ❞ they laugh again, albeit mirthlessly. ❝ — it hit me head on, my heart and my parts, ❞

[nessa007]

This is so funny! 😭

[silkplay]

@whitelace sent: i can’t feel my tongue, but i know it’s there because i’m talking. [ ACCEPTING. ]

❝ oh my god, what the fuck did you take ? you weren't like, part of the pill party in the bathroom, were you ? ❞ gigi does her best to yell obnoxiously loud in valerie's face over the music while simultaneously throwing a hand over the top of her drink. it's important to note that she doesn't know for sure if there was a pill party in the bathroom or not, 'cause it was kind of just a word of mouth thing, but still ! that would explain why she's so fucked up.

she doesn't really know know valerie. she knows her in the way where she's aware that lauren hates her, which makes her temporarily chill in gigi's book. like, if they end up squished on the same couch together at some industry party, she'll say hi. she'll hang out. whether valerie is aware of her relation to a certain SILK frontwoman is up to question.

all that being said, she'd probably be upset if she like . . . overdosed and died in front of her. gigi shoves a guy trying to offer her a water to the side, giving valerie her undivided attention. then, she holds her drink out to her. something fruity, but strong.

❝ why the hell would you even take other people's pills ? here, drink this. if you can taste it, it should mean you're probably not totally fucked, right ? hopefully, ❞ she continues to think out loud even as valerie ponders the cup. ❝ — it's gonna be so, so hard to sing if you can't feel your tongue ever again. maybe even like, career ending, ❞

[silkplay]

@deatheless sent: so i guess you heard the news... [ ACCEPTING. ]

kennedy stands, quiet and poised, across the room as mina and company file in. her eyes immediately begin to scan them for differences; for growth. she hasn't seen them, meaning mina and paris specifically, since they left for ohio. even then, their visit was a brief one between the end of mina's tour and a flight to columbus. mina meets her gaze as london sweeps paris into a bear hug.

❝ i did , ❞ the news of gary harrow's guilty verdict is, at its core, a good thing. he deserves the consequences ( life in prison, no possibility of parole, ) he's received for what he's done. still, she refrains from celebrating, from even smiling, out of sensitivity for the grief that remains. instead, kennedy simply opens her arms to mina and allows her to fall into them.

they stay like that for a moment as the others entertain themselves. kennedy's belief that mina needs this is as firm as her arm's grip around her shoulders. despite her career entirely separate from that of her girlfriend's, she is the only person who's been there to support her every step of the way. no one wants to talk about the end of SILK's last tour, and for good reason, so kennedy doesn't bring it up. still, if she did, she'd be sure to mention the way lauren and andie put a collapsing paris on the backburner to shoulder their decade - long drama instead. when paris hit the ground, it was mina that was there to lift her back up. and kennedy can only partially fathom the mental toll of that. of seeing paris in such a state.

she allows mina to pull away first. and when she does, kennedy presses a kiss to her head, gazing proudly down at her. ❝ thank you for taking care of her. i know i don't have to say that, but she needed you. ❞ a deep inhale, a deeper exhale. she glances toward paris, still rubbing mina's shoulder. ❝ — now it's time for you to rest, ❞

[silkplay]

@bnjmin sent: will you be mean to him, too ? [ ACCEPTING. ]

❝ well, i don't discriminate, ❞ she shrugs, seemingly very aware of the first impression she's making. by the look on both andie and ben's faces, they've thoroughly prepped him for the experience that is hurricane lauren. ❝ the only reason you aren't under fire is because, well . . . ❞ she gestures from andie to him . . . an implication of a white flag waving.

ben is actually much more tolerable than her partner's other friends, the majority of them fellow classmates in their prestigious music program. lauren feels no urge to rip his tongue out because he hasn't once used it to talk about whatever petty drama is plaguing their campus. he's far removed . . . clearly battling enough of his own demons to have a sort - of dead look in his eyes. they have, like, nothing in common except for the person sitting between them. that, and the fact that he definitely also has a few mean bones in his body. and that's so fucking refreshing, even if she'd call him a washed up loser in any other situation.

❝ don't you think andie's, like, way too fond of playing good cop ? someone's got to bring the hammer down here. ❞ when the "good cop" in question tries to protest, lauren grins, side - eyeing ben. ❝ — no, i feel like he gets it. i feel like he's on my side, ❞

[shnehollander]

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"Chappell Roan is an art project to me to be honest. Like a performance piece or something. I also think of her as a character so it's easy to separate in my mind. It's hard and emotional to deal with it all to be honest. I need a lot of help and energy to keep going. But it's the best thing in the world. I'm so happy people can have fun to my music. I love fun."

[trashmemes]

SCHITT’S CREEK SENTENCE STARTERS  —   quotes pulled from season one of the cbc series. feel free to make alterations.

i just want you to know that i endorse all your sexual encounters.

what could you possibly have to say now?

today marks the longest relationship that i’ve ever voluntarily had with someone.

i was bluffing when i said i wasn’t coming. i just wanted to see you beg.

[name] told me all about your nervous breakdown.

on a scale of one to ten, how much are you looking forward to that?

my horoscope said that i shouldn’t assume responsibility for anybody but myself today.

i’m gonna need a stiff drink to get through this. 

wait, you wanna have sex with me?

this is what i get for being nice.

i’m leaving. that’s it. you don’t seem to be crying about it.

we should probably establish some boundaries about this whole friends with benefits thing.

i am on day two of a panic attack and i have not slept at all.

you strike me as the sort of person that had a hard time in high school.

do you think i wanna be here?

i just really want my family to like you.

you were a bit of a mess last night. 

sadly, most of the time we have no interest in what’s going on with you. 

um, have you tried sex?

i could not be more at one with nature. i do coachella every year.

you’re being super sketchy and emo right now.

and you wonder why i make fun of you.

i’m not “lurking” in your room. your alarm is going off, you’re not turning off your alarm!

so i guess you heard the news.

fine, i will go, but i am not happy about this at all.

my car’s worth less than your pants.

i am personally offended by this place, i don’t know what you think is nice about it.

wait, this was all a put on - just to get out of dinner?

so i think i’m gonna go next door, because your mess is making me anxious.

i want you to know that i really wanted to come and visit you when i heard about your life collapsing.

it’s just that you’re not talking, and it’s annoying, because i’m bored. 

you’ve made my life here survivable. 

i just wanna grab him by the sweater sometimes, and be like, “stop being so generous and nice!" 

oh, i love my party, but please don’t ever do it again.

are you in danger? blink if you’re in danger.

i’m just looking out for my friend.

that’s not a nice thing to say to me.

have you never dreamed? of a life beyond?

i can’t feel my tongue, but i know it’s there because i’m talking.

you must stop being intimidated by me. it’s unnerving.

lots of talking. lots of emoting.

i don’t who i am from one moment to the next. 

we do have to be careful with our hearts and our parts.

okay, so you’re not raging mad at me, then.

i’m trying very hard not to connect with people right now.

you’re just gonna leave me here with these people?

[silkplay]

for pennies a day you too can have your muses be judged by lauren and andie and co.

[bnjmin]

the fact he manages to catch it gives him pause, but he tosses it onto the back counter and files the task away for later. it's like it was when they were still there, one of the only coworkers he could stand. (they got replaced with some girl in undergrad. business management degree or something. she's fine but she always wants to play the most god awful music when it's her turn to pick and it drives him insane. he's complained about her about as much as andie's talked about lauren.)

"really?" ben raises a skeptical eyebrow. "thought you'd be too busy being a deckhand to even think about this place." the boat jokes will get old soon, but not before he milks the hell out of them.

"yeah," he says, which is true. there are generally cute regulars who generally ruin their cuteness ( at least in his eyes ) by the albums they bring to the counter. but that's mostly just him being a dick. "lots of them look like boat people, though. or vacation home people." he pauses, raises an eyebrow. "how many houses does she have?"

[silkplay]

❝ i've only had to swab the deck once, thank you very much. and that's because i spilled an orange crush and felt deeply embarrassed, ❞ they'd play into the joke less if they weren't so funny. andie isn't so far up their own ass that they can't see the irony in the situation. considering how they used to critique the occasional upper - class customer every chance they got, the fact that they're practically a trophy husband now is pretty ironic. and pretty hilarious.

not once in the years that they worked at the shop together did andie ever question ben about his love life. such a trivial matter was of no concern to them when they could spend their time people watching instead. it's a last - ditch attempt to get the attention off of themselves after they've so thoroughly begged for it, and even then it doesn't really work.

❝ you never know, man. vacation home people may end up being your type. don't knock it 'till you've tried it, ❞ they can barely get through their joke without dissolving into a fit of laughter. when they finally recover, they smile a smile indicative of another seam about to burst. ❝ well, her mom's got a big place in silver lake, of course. and then she's got her own high rise by the beach. so, technically, only two ! ❞

[silkplay]

new funniest hc i have is lauren just straight up doesnt believe that andie wasnt give a middle name. she fully thinks they are lying to her and theyre like ???????