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a note for me when i come back but remember reckless ben from yt as a template for rj's reboot..... vibes vibes vibes

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#he's BABY #idk why i miss rj all of a sudden......... i just do..........

rj vc: well i was gonna put this bottle rocket into this carton of eggs so that i went lit off the bottle rocket the eggs would ‘essplode everywhere

#he's got so much feral energy that his little body just can't contain it #so eggs #ooc

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#AESTHETIC TAG TBA.

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#CELINE TAG TBA.#AESTHETIC TAG TBA.

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RICHARD SIKEN SENTENCE STARTERS [EXTENDED]

– So I really liked the original meme here, so much that I ended up buying the poet’s book Crush to read.

Inspiration hit and here are 79 lines, categorized by poem. Feel free to change pronouns and any names!

SCHEHERAZADE

❝Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again.❞ ❝Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it’s noon, that means we’re inconsolable.❞ ❝Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.❞ ❝Tell me we’ll never get used to it.❞

DIRTY VALENTINE

❝There’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that I’m about to burst into tears.❞ ❝I swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.❞ ❝You swallow my heart and flee, but I want it back now, baby. I want it back.❞ ❝I’m sorry. We know how it works. The world is no longer mysterious.❞

LITTLE BEAST

❝I like him and I want to be like him, my hands no longer an afterthought.❞ ❝Someone once told me than explaining is an admission of failure.❞ ❝I’m sure you remember, I was on the phone with you, sweetheart.❞ ❝History repeats itself.❞ ❝There are many names in history but none of them are ours.❞ ❝You could drown in those eyes, I said.❞ ❝But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.❞ ❝What would you like? I’d like my money’s worth.❞ ❝Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.❞ ❝I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.❞

SEASIDE IMPROVISATION

❝Tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.❞ ❝You do the math, you expect the trouble.❞ ❝Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.❞ ❝A stone on the path means the tea’s not ready, a stone in the hand means somebody’s angry.❞ ❝The stone inside you still hasn’t hit bottom.❞

THE TORN-UP ROAD

❝There is no way to make this story interesting.❞ ❝I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that I ran out into the street to prove something.❞ ❝Tell me we’re dead and I’ll love you even more.❞ ❝And he knew it wasn’t going to be okay, and he told me it wasn’t going to be okay.❞ ❝But the minutes don’t stop.❞ ❝And words, little words, words too small for any hope or promise, not really soothing but soothing nonetheless.❞

LITANY IN WHICH CERTAIN THINGS ARE CROSSED OUT

❝You will be alone always and then you will die.❞ ❝So maybe I wanted to give you something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts, something other than the desperation.❞ ❝I’m sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.❞ ❝You want a better story. Who wouldn’t?❞ ❝I can tell you already think I’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but I’m not. I’m not the dragon. I’m not the princess either.❞ ❝Who am I? I’m just a writer. I write things down. I walk through your dreams and invent the future.❞ ❝And yes, I swallow glass, but that comes later.❞ ❝Shut up. I’m getting to it.❞ ❝For a while I thought I was the dragon.❞ ❝Okay, so I’m the dragon. Big deal.❞ ❝You still get to be the hero.❞ ❝What more do you want?❞ ❝Are you there, sweetheart? Do you know me?❞ ❝Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.❞ ❝There is something underneath the floorboards.❞ ❝I arrived in the city and you met me at the station, smiling in a way that made me frightened.❞ ❝This doesn’t look that much different from home.❞ ❝Love, for you, is more than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying.❞ ❝Okay, if you’re so great, you do it–❞ ❝Unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time.❞ ❝I have told you where I’m coming from, so put it together.❞ ❝When I say this, it should mean laughter, not poison.❞

A PRIMER FOR THE SMALL WEIRD LOVES

❝And you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn’t do.❞ ❝Because you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.❞ ❝And the boy who loves you the wrong way is filthy.❞

UNFINISHED DUET

❝He wants to be tender and merciful.❞ ❝He meaning you.❞ ❝Do you love yourself?❞ ❝I don’t have to answer that.❞ ❝It should matter.❞

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU

❝I don’t think I can take this much longer.❞ ❝In the dream I don’t tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.❞ ❝In these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.❞ ❝Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.❞ ❝I borrowed your shoes and didn’t put them away.❞ ❝You didn’t show up. I kept waiting.❞

STRAW HOUSE, STRAW DOG

❝You have a cold cold smile.❞ ❝Watch me, just watch me.❞ ❝I swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass.❞ ❝I don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.❞ ❝You can sleep now, you said. You said that. I had a dream where you said that. Thanks for saying that. You weren’t supposed to.❞

PLANET OF LOVE

❝And you play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.❞

WISHBONE

❝You saved my life. I owe you, I owe you everything.❞ ❝Let’s not talk about it, let’s just not talk.❞ ❝Don’t bother. You never mean it anyway, not really, and it only makes me that much more ashamed.❞ ❝Please, for just one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up…❞ ❝Do you see what I mean? Do you see what I’m getting at?❞ ❝If you love me, _____ , you don’t love me in a way I understand.❞ ❝Do you want to go home now?❞

#( ASK MEME. )

SPIDERSLUNG

it occurs to peter after the fact that he definitely just outed his identity to this kid, but he also has the sneaking suspicion that the kid already knew his identity anyway. if future him made a time machine for this kid, peter thinks they’d probably have to know each other pretty well. either way, he shakes that off for now and keeps moving.

❛ just cause i’m spider-man? pretty lame motive. ❜ peter doesn’t really think he’s done a whole lot to inspire future people to come back and try and kill him but what does he know. ❛ wait, so how does me being killed make you stop existing in the future? i don’t get that. ❜

“listen, dude, i don’t wanna give away too many things about the future. last thing i need is to be responsible for a fuck up in the space-time continuum. my papa would lose it.” that’s a decent cover-up, right? the more they talk the more freaked out rj is getting about accidentally letting something slip. maybe this was a bad idea. maybe charlie should’ve gone instead.

no. fuck that. he’s spider-kid. this is his dad’s life on the line. rj’s gonna fix this mess. that’s what superheroes do. he glances over his shoulder to look at peter, mask to mask, mouth set in a determined line. “let’s just say... you’ve saved my papa’s life a couple of times, so if you die in the past, then he won’t get saved, and i won’t exist. i can’t get into specifics -- ooh, hey, air conditioning duct. let’s go.”

#spiderslung

SUNSLUNG

céline’s too busy hauling herself up onto the couch to notice rj leave or come back, so when she sees the pretzels and nutella she gasps like it’s magic. ❛ oui, d’accord. ❜ she scoots up to his side and takes a pretzel first, nibbling off the pieces of salt as the movie starts up. ❛ can nous disons dad? dad ate un sac entier of cheese strings hier. ❜

the laugh that busts out of rj is exceptionally obnoxious, and it sprays some of the half-chewed pretzels out of his mouth and onto the couch. “an entire pack?” dad’s just as bad about eating crap as they are, which is fun when they wanna sneak some food and papa is being a jerk about it. “if he asks we can tell ‘im. let’s just keep it as our own secret, okay?”

#sunslung

SUNSLUNG

there’s a little squeal that escapes from céline as she’s hoisted up, fingers wrapped around rj’s hands as she looks at the movies. she throws her hands out when she sees the one she wants, and tugs the barbie movie from the shelf, clutched in both hands and waving it up and down. ❛ this one, this one, this one! ❜

and of course it’s a dumb barbie movie, but this one looks okay cuz they’re doing gymnastics on the front cover, but it still probably won’t be that good. whatever. he puts céline down and the disc in, because he’s tall enough to. before the movie starts he pads into the kitchen, grabs a bag of pretzels and the whole jar of nutella and returns back to the living room to share. “ne dis pas à papa, d'accord?”

#sunslung #( THREADS. )

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#CELINE TAG TBA.#rj vc: my sister is hiding a monster behind those blonde curls

the eye roll he gives is full-bodied, and rj knows he should be nicer to céline cuz she’s sensitive, or whatever, but he’s tired of watching baby stuff. still, he picks her up under the armpits so she can see all the movies on the shelf, cuz he’s strong, and he’s also a decent big brother, when he feels like being one. “alright, what’re we watchin’ tonight, squirt?” / @sunslung

#sunslung #( ASK. )#terrible brother and a good brother rolled into one

SPIDERSLUNG

cease to…exist. that kind of just sounds like dying to peter but he’s also seen back to future so there’s a strong chance the kid is just talking about not existing at all. like never having been born rather than being killed somehow. which peter has to admit is a pretty terrifying prospect.

❛ wait future me made a portable time machine? ❜ okay, that’s like…stupid cool, and he’s excited for whenever that’s gonna happen, even if he does think this is probably cheating a little. ❛ and i’m…not spider-man then? ❜ that’s a completely foreign concept, if peter’s being honest. he just figured he’d…always be spider-man. figured he’d die as spider-man one day. that’s just sort of how life goes, right? but this kid is telling him not only is there another spider-man, but given that he’s here there’s a spider-kid too. a whole family of little spiders. weird.

❛ so we’re looking for future…people. or people from the future doing bad things. ❜

it’s kind of a relief that peter doesn’t press too much about stuff from the future, because rj’s really not sure how much he’s allowed to spill before it officially gets into threatening the timeline territory, or whatever. rj can feel himself getting a little jittery, but he writes it off as excitement and starts moving faster through the maintenance halls.

“bingo. i think they’re gonna be targeting you cuz of, y’know, spider-man, but they’ll probably use this as their home-base cuz, like, bad guys lairs, and all that.” so, really, they might be walking right into a trap, which rj hadn’t thought about until just now. so long as nobody sees them, they should be fine. “we just gotta keep you alive, and that’s not super hard, right?”

#spiderslung