thoughts on desire

In my 20s trying to figure things out 🌿

[silkygauntlet]

🌿 About me 🌿

24 | He/They | Agender

🌱Quck introduction 🌱

I created this blog to explore my sexuality in a controled manner and figure out what I like and dislike.

I'm fine with people interacting with me, but I ask for patience, I lack experience with most things. I wouldn't mind if people were to help me out though! Just exercise common sense before doing so.

Please do not interact if you are under 21 years old. You will be blocked! Sorry!

Cis men DNI 👍

My complicated identity explanation:

Most likely in the AroAce spectrum, I'm not too preocupied with an exact label. Just know that it fluctuates sometimes.

I'm transmasc, nonbinary, agender etc

I'm mostly into women and nonbinary people.

Now for the embarrassing stuff. I'm not going to go into much detail because I'm too repressed still and also I have no experience so it's all hypothetical.

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Could be open for polyamory?

Assume I'm not into most things as a precaution

Open to roleplay but I'm autistic so be warned.

Jester, knight, wizard and prince/ss stuff is fun

You can always just ask me things

[laterkiss]

everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

[laterkiss]

wanting to get shot in the head for wanting something is also wanting

[silkygauntlet]

I want someone to be silly with.

To laugh so loud, late at night, that we have to stop ourselves from waking up the entire building. We try to be serious, but the corner of our mouths tremble before we inevitably start gigling again.

I think to myself how I'll remember that moment forever. The hue of the light lamp, my jaw hurting from smiling, the smell of the bedsheets. When we finally go to sleep, I'm finally calm, safe with the knowledge that we'll wake up next to each other.

[toiich]

News from Home (1977), dir. Chantal Akerman

[toiich]

Penda's Fen (1974), dir. Alan Clarke

[lakemojave]

Who wants to be narrative foils together

[lakemojave]

With tongue

[sherrymagic]

GIRL RULES | EPISODE 3

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

im not horny it’s something else entirely. really wish there was a word for it

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

i think i just want to run. Like i just want to run

[pmamtraveller]

emma bloom’s (ella purnell) stunt boots in “miss peregrine’s home for peculiar children” (2016)

[pinkglitterstrap]

everyone get more autistic and lesbian now!

[silkygauntlet]

I think from a fantasy perspective, I like women who are mean to me, evil etc. But irl I'd feel bad :/

[pmamtraveller]

The Butterfly Nebula

[talesfromthecrypts]

The Pink Opaque was a tv show. We watched it in your basement on Saturday nights from 10:30 to 11:00. Remember? The last show before the Young Adult Network switched to black and white reruns for the night.

Yeah. But are you sure? Are you sure that's all it was?

I Saw the TV Glow (2024) dir. Jane Schoenbrun

[pmamtraveller]

16th century iron corset

[safeplanetdweller]

library date?? coffee shop date??? museum date?? art gallery date?? stargazing date?? napping date?? picnic date??? yes

[hearts-plit]

Drag your teeth across my chest and taste my beating heart

[6mayhem]

bro lemme show u how sex REALLY works *picks up large rock from forest ground*