sunny or summer ✸ she/her ✸ robot ✸ ageless adult ㅤㅤ 𖤓 ｡𖦹°‧ ⋆☀︎ 𖤓 ㅤ i love fairs, sweet treats (BUTTERSCOTCH!!), fun fancy clothes, aerial silks and gymnastics, cycling, baking, and making art! feel free to chat with me!!! i LOVE making new friends 👋👋👋
my website!! update: the hosting site shut down! )^:
my carrd!
what is a system?
what is a fictive?
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HELLO!!! i figured i may as well make an itsy bitsy introduction while i’m here (^:
my name is sunny! i do love nicknames, so feel free to call me anything that fits!!
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IMPORTANT: i am NOT the character of sun from security breach. i am very much my own person!! i have a contrasting personality to him, i have different interests and mannerisms, and even a different gender identity!! he is not me and i am not him. if you try to treat me like him, i will have to block you! i'm sorry! (^:
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i’m gonna use this blog for arts, crafts, thoughts and musings, talking to my friends, images i like, moodboards, and anything else that i find important or that catches my eye!!
sunny speaks: text posts
myself: art of me!!
sunny scribbles: art ive done!!
sunny’s asks: asks ive answered!!
sunny sings: poetry, writing, rambles, etcetera!!
sunny’s pictures: any images i find on the internet that i want to put here!! just for fun (^:
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please send me a message!! i love love LOVE making new friends. id be thrilled to chat with anyone!
IMPORTANT NOTE BELOW!!! (thank you rob!!!)
NOTE FROM SUNNY'S FRIEND!!!! hi I'm robin. if you are mean to sunny I will EAT you. she tries her hardest to have fun and be kind in a world that doesn't even recognise her existence. we are professionally recognised by multiple psychologists and therapists as a system, but even if we weren't, you should NEVER assume you know best about someone's psychological state. we've been experiencing very obvious and debilitating symptoms since primary school. possibly earlier but I don't remember. (when I was 11, I used to have full conversations out loud with another voice in my mind that I called "second thoughts". this entity had a different voice to me, different opinions, and different reactions to things. OBVIOUS obvious). I've known I was part of an OSDD-1b system for seven years now. there have unfortunately been some really nasty asks and comments sent to sunny specifically, implying that she doesn't exist and that we're faking for some reason. these comments are cruel and insensitive. if we WERE faking, we'd get over your comments in like a week, so there would be no point. but that's obviously not the case. and it hurts so much, for so long, especially considering everything we already deal with on a daily- dissociation, memory gaps, loss of sense of self, struggling to find time for everyone to enjoy life... the last time this happened, sunny was distraught didn't talk to anybody for WEEKS. sunny is allowed to be happy and have fun. this is her ONLY space to be herself because she can't do that offline due to safety reasons. please let her have fun oh my god just be kind it's very very easy okay that's all bye!
i might make myself a humansona…. i think i can’t change how i feel about how i should look BUT i might be able to make having a ponytail more fun if i imagine it belongs to Human Sunny!! (^X
i might make myself a humansona…. i think i can’t change how i feel about how i should look BUT i might be able to make having a ponytail more fun if i imagine it belongs to Human Sunny!! (^X
i might make myself a humansona…. i think i can’t change how i feel about how i should look BUT i might be able to make having a ponytail more fun if i imagine it belongs to Human Sunny!! (^X
@cuunos OHHH THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!!!! no no no, not dumb at all!!! we're in this together and i believe in my heart that we can make the world a kinder place for people like us!!! i'm so glad it resonated (^,: it's so so tricky but oh we've got this!!! we do!!!!
kinda shaking because wow wow wow i just shared my deepest most uncomfortable experiences with the whole wide world but oh my gosh i'm proud of myself!!!! i almost chickened out but i didn't!!!!!!
kinda shaking because wow wow wow i just shared my deepest most uncomfortable experiences with the whole wide world but oh my gosh i'm proud of myself!!!! i almost chickened out but i didn't!!!!!!
this is very brave of me because it's very scary to put myself out there like this, but i've been journalling! and i wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with all of you! maybe my experiences will make some of you feel seen! maybe for others, it will help you understand your system friends better! being part of a system is really tricky. it makes me sad sometimes. but i'm so happy to be here!! (^:
