trans and gay

charlie / cj || he/they || jan 19th || capricorn

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since i dont think ive posted my updated sona, and im gonna rebrand my blog, here's a ref of my me! im an alien! :D

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do you love my son as much as i do his name is "mark"

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so word of advice; if you eat an entire 30oz bag of knock off froot loops in one day dont panic when you have vividly colored poo for multiple days its just the dye working its way out your system

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“feeling like a person again” collection

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I got called the r-word on twxtter and told not to sexual furries because I posted this so im now posting it here :]

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transbrine -> sillygreenalienbug

[writing-prompt-s]

It’s been about half a year since the magical girls showed up and started protecting the city. You hadn’t thought much of them until you walked in on your son detransforming in his bedroom.

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It all felt so sudden.

Your son, your only child, stares at you with wide, horrified eyes, almost as if they expect you to.. do something. SAY something. Be angry.

But.. you did nothing. You stared at them, stared at the old wand from their youth in their hand.. things started to click into place. That wand... was identical to the one the latest magical girl had!

Your heart raced as you thought about everything leading up to this point. Memories swarm your eyes as the silence hangs thick in the air.

Their mother died many years ago. She was taken from them by her own magic; leaving her child with a sacred wand passed down to the daughters in the family.

Yes, your wife was, indeed, a magical girl. But she kept it under wraps, for the sake of her family. For the sake of her child.

... your child starts to sob, terrified of your lack of a response. Did they think you were mad? " I'm sorry, Papa, I'm sorry! I didn't think it'd work, I-- I thought-- and then w-when it did, I- I kept doing it! And I'm-- I never felt more like me in my life! A-And.. and... "

" Oh, my dear child... " You pull them into a soft embrace, stroking their hair as they weep. " You don't need to cry... if this is who you are, then I love you just the same as before. "

Your daughter needs you now, more than ever. And you promised her that no matter what, you'd stick together, because family comes first.

" ... I'm guessing you don't want to be called Andrew anymore? " You try to make light, fighting your own tears as your daughter looks up at you with wide, shocked eyes. She then smiles, nodding.

" .. I want to be called... Lily. "

" Well then, Lily... I'm so proud of you, and I'm so proud to be your dad. "

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jax to me is a gender fluid trans man who is desperate to appear as male despite his deep down enjoyment of feminine things

am I projecting? a little. does it still make sense? yes

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worst thing about having rejection sensitivity and a mental disorder is you get too afraid of rejection to apply to any jobs and you sit and self soothe instead of pushing through it and just going for it because being sad in the comfort is less scary than being possibly happy in the unknown

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does anyone else have this problem?

i tend to dream quite vividly, often feeling like days or weeks have passed in one night, and i always end up waking up more exhausted regardless of how long i slept

it's not so much that im not getting sleep, though that is also a problem; it's my dreams feeling so real and genuine that my brain doesn't actually seem to rest

I've struggled with this for almost twelve years now, and sleeping meds and meditation don't help

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my son, remastered

he's just a friendly little guy who doesnt actually have the capacity to explode <3

he'll let you pet him or pick the poppies growing on him :>

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if i wrote a story about Minecraft Steve getting sent to Hytale would anyone like.. read it

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he got stuck

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i want a "horror" series thats basically an engineer creating a sentient robot and growing very attached to it, but the company that hired him to do so is doing horrible experiments so the engineer has to try and rescue / protect it

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g3 pinkie pie & rainbow dash 🌈

[aridlizzy]

silk moth model!! a request from a friend.

I want to animate it and make a few different variations, not sure which other kinds of moth i should do tho!!

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probably not an actually normal thing but my nails are always some shade of reddish purple or even blue and it always freaks people out around me and im just. they always been like that??