[sillyjiraii]

゛whenever I see you —! ; I can't help but fall down to my knees ... <3

Cherie, parfait , or chocolat <3 &&.. leveret too!!

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[sillyjiraii]

WHY DOES MY BACK HURT SM THIS MORNING JESUS CHRIST

ENSPSBOSBOSBS MOVING MAKES ME FEEL LIKE AN OLD 90 YEAR OLD MAN

[sillyjiraii]

Gmm!!! Slept fine lalllallallalalaaa js VERYYY groggy this morning

I'm skipping breakfast,, there's no more milk for my matcha and no Greek yogurts anymore it's my specific breakfast the way I always take it or I just don't eat man /nav

[sillyjiraii]

Anywho. Gn people !!! Gn to my favs like my partners, twinsie and big sib even if they're already sleepin,,,, lalalala be back in six hours like usual !!!

[sillyjiraii]

Hsjmshrjrmwhehrmms delete later. Tw nsfw mention idk how to tw this I'm so sorry

Realising my old friend group of 14-18 year olds (I was the youngest and around like 9) probably shouldn't have been encouraging me to interact with nsfw media even if it was all fun and jokes. And I shouldn't have been playing therapist for one of them. Hmm.

I feel. Weird. With that realisation . Like I don't know if this was,,, noooormalllllll,,,,,

Like everyone would make jokes about wanting to fuck certain characters and like erm. A stupid inside joke we had was. Calling me mommy?.. "mommiya" specifically because like. One of my first EVER nicknames was. Miya. Because of my voice. I hate that name I don't like hearing it I don't I don't I dont. Do not call me that. Like. Ever even as a joke. I think one of them even read nsfw fanfic on call to us once. More things probably but I can't remember much from this era it's been too long and my brain hurts even trying to remember it idk why it does that it just does.

I can't tell if ANY of that was normal. Genuinely . Like I feel weird saying it I feel shameful. Idek it's just. Feels so dumb I feel like I should've been smarter and that I'm making a big deal out of nothing but also that I'm the biggest fucking idiot in the world for what happened and. Snjehjehojenojsn /neg

. I don't like. Realising they might not have been the best people when they were some of my first best friends. Whatever man I haven't spoken to any of them in years anyways

[sillyjiraii]

I have a reminder!

You are loved and amazing, and you deserve kindness and respect <3

AWWWW??? TYSMSMSMSMSMSM FLOWER ILYYYY SAME GOES TO YOU ALWAYS <3333 I ADORE ALL OF YOU SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH !!

[sillyjiraii]

I need you to helpme bully someone into making a blog. We just met and I need this

Plink plink plink plink

THISISA J OKE

PFFF??? Flower / nameless?

Depends on how much you have to offer I do NOT work for free /j

[sillyjiraii]

Lowk one of my biggest fantasies has always been being youtubers with a group of close knit friends and making videos together that's the ultimate dream that's not ever gonna get achieved but I still like dreaming ,,, the thought makes me so joyous AAAAA

[sillyjiraii]

You know the only thing about that. Thing I'm wearing is that the top and bottom are tied together and it makes it VERY ODD going to the bathroom and having to take everything off

.... Is this too much info... /Genq

[sillyjiraii]

It just rained so heavily outside what the what

[sillyjiraii]

What the FUCK do you mean there's thunder outside

What the hell 🥹🥹🥹

[sillyjiraii]

Blurry ahh pic but WHY do I love this thing sm

Did not expect it to look so cutesie,,, woaw,,

[sillyjiraii]

I wanna say I like Vaporeon but if I do some annoying fuckwit with no actual sense of humour and a brain so smooth I can see my own reflection on it is gonna come with that stupid DUMBASS copypasta and it's gonna drive me to simply nuking my blog deleting tumblr and never coming back

[f4nged-w1ngs]

the soundtrack of a man genuinely summoning an ancient god to make it cause honest to God GENUINE Armageddon just to secure energy income 😁

[f4nged-w1ngs]

ANOTHER THEME I DESPERATELY NEED TO SHARE. it's not shield/sword but za (which i love just as much)

genuinely listen to this one. please please please it's fucking. electro swing. ITS AN ELECTRO SWING POKEMON THEME OF A BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS FAIRY TYPE TRAINER PLEASE YOU EONT REGRET IT

JACINTHEEEEE

[desultory-suggestions]

I told someone today that they are important. It broke my heart when they told me "no one has ever told me I am important before." If no one has told you, you are important. You specifically, are important. Your existence matters. Your life matters. You are important.

[desultory-suggestions]

I told someone today that they are important. It broke my heart when they told me "no one has ever told me I am important before." If no one has told you, you are important. You specifically, are important. Your existence matters. Your life matters. You are important.