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Description: This series focuses on the relationship between Adrian and MC (Ellie), set in an AU between book 1 and 2 (events from books 2 and 3 have not happened). It will be divided in three parts that are set in different moments of the characters' timeline:
Arc I: Before we part
Arc II: About time
Arc III: Above and beyond
Arc I: Before we part
Giving in [Rating: Mature/TW: Blood]
The climb [Rating: Mature/NSFW]
Cursed [Rating: Mature/NSFW]
The hangover [Rating: PG-13/TW: alcohol]
Experience [Rating: PG-13]
Down to business - Part I [Rating: Explicit/NSFW]
Down to business - Part II (in prep - see WIP)
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Arc II: About time
The right thing to do - Part I [Rating: PG]
The right thing to do - Part II [Rating: Mature/NSFW]
Seventy-two [Rating: General]
Picking up the pieces [Rating: General]
Last call (in prep - see WIP)
Homecoming (in prep)
Make me forget (in prep)
Moth and flame (in prep)
It was you, all along (in prep)
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Asks/Prompts
I won't be taking any more prompts for a while until I can work through the enormous backlog I have sitting in my ask box. But thank you to everyone who has sent me prompts so far! 😊
HALLELUJAH!! I absolutely lost it when I got the news! ADRIAN HAS COME BACK!❤️❤️❤️💞💞💞🩷🩷🩷💘💘💝💝💌💌💟💟❣️❣️❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥💖💖💖🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍☺️☺️☺️☺️🧛🏻♀️🧛🏻♀️🧛🏻♀️🧛🏻♀️🧛🏻♀️🧛🏻♀️
Am I just dumb or is there an official kinktober prompt list? I’m sure I saw one at some point for 2020 but maybe I got confused with something else. If there is one, I’d really appreciate a link to any of the lists/accounts!
Warning: Mention of death / Slightly angst / Fluff / A lot of fluff / Like you will have a diabetic coma after kind of fluff 😜
Words: 1.217
Prompts #1, #8 and #13 from this beautiful list made by @creativepromptsforwriting ♥️
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There weren’t many things that could harm Adrian like the thought of Amy suffering. Every time he had seen her looking pained at Lily’s photos. The times that she had been lost in her thoughts, clearly concerned, probably remembering the night of the fight against Rheya or Gaius. Perhaps thinking about the day she woke up or the darkness she had felt after defeating Rheya, shivering a bit afterwards. Whatever the reason was, it always made his heart hurt. But there was one moment that simply devastated him.
When a nightmare disturbed her sleep, she normally woke up, searching for him or simply cuddling as close as she could to his chest. However, on rare occasions like this one, she couldn’t regain consciousness without help. Those nightmares were the worst, making her revive her most traumatic experiences and putting her deepest fears into images.
Pairing: Adrian Raines x Lily Spencer (friendship) / Mention of Adrian Raines x MC
Words: 1.960
Rating: Mature
Warning: Angst / Mention of violence, death and harassment
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His jacket was on the floor, where he had thrown it a couple hours ago. The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up as his forearms rested on his knees. He had his eyes shut and his back against the wall. His breathing was erratic and faltering, incapable of calming down. The powerful aura that he used to have, had completely disappeared, leaving him broken and defeated, looking as terrible as he felt inside. Whoever knew him beforehand and saw him at this moment, would doubt that that was actually the same Adrian Raines.
His hands had remnants of dried blood, the same that had coloured his white shirt, red. His body was still healing some wounds, cuts and a few broken bones, and bruises as result of their confrontation with Gaius. Every time he breathed, he felt a stinging pain in his chest but he couldn’t care less. He had decided to not move from there no matter how long it took. Maybe she woke up before the expected, scared or disorientated. Maybe her bloodkeeper condition made it different for her and she needed some kind of help. Or maybe… Simply, he just couldn’t leave her side. Whatever the reason was, he had decided to stay there, in Raines Corp.’s basement, near the sarcophagus in which, and he desperately hoped it was the case, Amy’s body was changing, slowly transforming into a vampire.
Oh damn, this hurt so much and yet was so beautiful! It makes so much sense that Adrian and Lily would bond like this over Amy's sacrifice, and it was awesome to see them relive those memories of her, those moments that forged those strong bonds between them all.
I particularly loved the part about the day Amy found out about Adrian being a vampire:
"For a little while, she got scared, of course, but… She didn’t run or scream. She started to ask me questions, curious, looking at me the exact same way she did all that day. Before her eyes, I was still… Me."
This was so sweet, beautiful, and heatbreaking. I really loved it!
“What is this?” Amy looked at the box that Adrian had placed at the coffee table of the shared penthouse, distracted as she looked at it. “I don’t need a new phone.”
“Could have fooled me.” It’s been a couple days since she had suddenly changed and he wasn’t sure why. He could see in her gaze a lot of concern mixed up with sorrow and anger.
“Excuse me?” She questioned lifting her eyebrows.
“Forgive my confusion, I thought it was broken since you haven’t answered my messages or calls.” Even though they were engaged and living together, she had decided to go to Lily’s place and isolate herself, with a lacking rushed excuse.
Oh, it had been a while since I've read any fanfic, and I'm thrilled I started with this one! I loved it! The build up to the NSFW part was perfect, and I loved how you explored the impact of Adrian's career could have on Amy and on their relationship.
Can't wait to read the other pieces from you that I haven't read yet! :)
Hi anon!! Thankyou so much for the wonderful request!!! I enjoyed writing this 💖
NOT SO FAST
Fanfiction: Bloodbound (Choices) | Paring: Adrian Raines x Evelyn Claire (Mc!Oc) | Word Count: it's almost a ficlet, with hardly over 200 words | Rating: General | Warnings: None |
Prompt:
chasing someone’s lips after they pull away
Note: so sorry for the late answering, I don't think I've been very subtle about my hiatus, but I'll be getting done all the requests you amazing people have sent me 💖 (also sorry for the length, but honestly I feel like I captured them way better this way than writing a 2k word fic, I hope you like it!)
She used to make him feel a lot of things.
Loved.
That one feeling? It caught everything. Everything he ever wanted to capture in a few words.
Her laugh?
Soft. Melody. Music. The very rhythm his heart used to beat with.
He was so corny. And she loved that.
He was needy. She savored that.
"Stop it!" The breathes of her laughter escaped her throat, as she nudged him to stop again. But he didn't, the grin on his face widening by every stroke of his fingers brushing on her waist.
Eve turned to him, arms sliding around Adrian's neck, while he didn't let go, the tip of their noses brushing, "I'm gonna be late for the meeting."
"Oh?"
He pulled her on top of her - he noticed she hadn't cut her hair short like usual - their arms still locked into their places. Their skins were warm against each other, a touch that was so familiar, and known and understood, yet lighting a fire inside them whenever addressed.
She was that warm summer he loved to feel.
"Adrian!"
He laughed, burying his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling how sweet she smelled, of lavender, and rose and maybe even a little cedar and vanilla.
"Fine, I'll let you go.
...for now."
Evelyn kissed his jaw softly, his t-shirt hanging on her figure loosely, while she attempted to pull away.
But he wasn't going to let her go so easily.
Not so fast.
Just five more minutes.
She felt her wrists wrapped between his fingers as he once again pulled her to himself, their bodies crashing against each other.
She groaned, rolling her eyes. Laughing along again. She somehow always managed that. Groaning and Laughing together.
That sweet sweet laugh, "I'll kill you if I am even a minute late to the meeting."
He tucked her hair behind her ear, watching how how her blood still tinted her cheeks pinks whenever he used to do that.
He kissed her. Softly. Lips feeling each other in a way that was so chaste. So full of devotion. But also tease. And love.
She cradled her face between her palms, not breaking away. Her legs once again wrapping around his waist.
She smiled, and he chuckled, as they eventually did pull away, their foreheads resting against each other.
"Okay, now can I go?"
"I love you too." And he once again captured her lips with his.
Ooooh thank you for the ask!! That is so sweet!! 🥰
Here we go:
👻 I think the WIP I may never pick back up is my weird Harry Potter/Avengers crossover (Loki-centred) that I started 6 years ago, and had to stop working on when I had to focus on my PhD. It's a shame coz I still have plenty of ideas and have already about 14 chapters published on ff.net, but I have lost the patience for a story with a real plot 🤭 (and also the Loki TV-series makes my plot way more complicated now!😰).
✏️ A few months ago I would write every morning before work, but that got me too distracted 😏. Then I moved on to reserving my Saturdays to writing only... but at the moment I don't write at all because 1) I read a lot of smutty books that distract me a lot too (purely for research purposes, improving my writing and all *cough* 😏), and 2) I need to work on my thesis corrections as a priority 😴. But hopefully my corrected thesis will be submitted by mid-August and I can go back to writing on weekends! Wooop!
👨👧👧 I told my closest friends that I write fics, but only a few know what it is about (😏). I wouldn't let anyone read them though, apart from my fiancé (when he can be bothered to read them, that lazy bum 😅). It is way too personal for people I know personally to read.
📝 I feel I need to work a lot on improving my writing of dialogues. I do really struggle figuring out how those characters would speak naturally (not being a native English-speaker doesn't help), and I tend to over-describe the tone/facial expressions of characters during the dialogues like in a script. That annoys me but I can't help myself!
📚 I absolutely read and re-read my own fics! I write mostly for myself, about things that I want to talk about or things I want to reflect on. I see it as a kind of therapy at the moment. So whenever feeling low, or in doubt, I re-read some of my fics 😊
✨ I'd say my writing is emotional, sensual, and cinematographic (not sure I get this question though 🤔😅)
Thanks for the ask again @thefrenchiemama, I loved answering this!! 💙
(This is my first time drawing any choices inspired art ... so it is not that good 🙈)
My Masterlist .......
The first meet after MC coming back to life as a vampire 🥺🥺❤😊 what can be better than a passionate hug between these two lovelies after meeting again .... the emotional roller coaster for both of them can't be described 🥺🥺🥺❤ the best 😌❤🥺
This was anything choices related I did after a long time ..... i have not been posting lately ..... but i promise next chapter of A Tale of Always and Forever is coming soon 😊
TAG LIST : @otherworldlypresents , @viperhiss , @silma-words , @fireycookie , @lauren-raines-x
Anyone else who wants to be tagged to let me know .....😊✌
3 and/or 16 for Adrian and Eve please 💛 from the physical affection prompts!
Why won't I do both? 😌 this was such a cute prompt to write!!! Thankyou so much for the request!!!
We're... We're Holding Hands.
Fanfiction: Bloodbound (Choices) | Paring: Adrian Raines x Evelyn Claire (Mc!Oc) | Word Count: 🤷🏻♀️ | Rating: General | Warnings: None |
Prompts:
Smiling into a kiss
Kissing knuckles
Author's Note: This is pretty short, but it felt wholesome to write. Have some pure fluff from my loves until I sharpen the knives to cut through your hearts tmrw. /just joking... unless???
"You mean, here? Right now? Just like that?"
Evelyn grinned at him with a confused brow raised. She knew how he was, what things he enjoyed, but the pull had been so unexpected, it almost made her laugh at herself, why didn't she predict it herself? It's Adrian after all.
Of course he'll pull her to him in the middle of the footpath after hearing a musician and dance with her.
"What's wrong with now?"
His hands slid around her waist in a smooth motion. The smile. That beautiful goddamn smile growing on his face, his eyes catching the blush that had crept to her face.
"We'll be in the way of a lot of people." She looked at him, the curves of her lips constantly telling him to not stop doing whatever he had been doing to her. The people never really mattered, when it came to doing the things they enjoyed together. May it be opening non-profit organizations, or dancing in the middle of the way.
It wasn't the rush hour, they would've been disappointed if they expected a rush of crowd at 2:30am in the morning. But the crowd had still been there. Like a constant. People come and go. But crowds stay. Crowds are always there.
The guitarist siting under the roof of a closed shop played the music a little louder, a smile flashing on his face.
Adrian pushed her away, only to pull her back twirling, and getting her into a sudden dip. She laughed. That laugh had been his lifeline. It was for her laughs that had always strengthened his will to continue living. For making her laugh. For making her smile. For making her happy.
The strings of the guitar kept vibrating in sweet melodies, as she wrapped her arms around his neck, still giddy from the dip he had her in. She never understood how he did that. How he brought a fire in everything he did. How did he knew that she wanted to dance on the tune she heard the guitarist playing?
But then again, he always did understand her. It wasn't a surprise. And a thought that made her hold on to him tighter.
"You know, you are really frustrating sometimes." She grinned at him, an eye roll escaping him, as the sides of lips uplifted in a small smirk –the one that always made her knees weak–
"Oh, am I now?"
Her cheeks darkened, but that didn't stop her chortle, "Yup. Pulling me to dance anywhere like a freak, kissing me any—"
And before her statement could get to it's end, he had seared her into a kiss. They still hadn't stopped dancing, the slow sways of their hips together almost parallel to the light wind ruffling their hair and dresses.
She felt him smile against her lips, which soon mirrored him, the soft touch containing the impossible ammount of passion he wanted to give her. They kept swaying in circles, the guitarist's eyes gleaming happily at the sight, as he looked away for a moment, giving the couple some privacy.
They pulled back, as she turned her back against his chest, "I'm sorry, I thought I heard you wanted me to kiss you." He chuckled in her ear, whispering a soft "I love you" among the winds.
The sound made her shiver lightly, as she rested the back of her head on his shoulder, "You're ridiculous."
"And you love that."
He threw her yet another smirk, making her roll her eyes again with a bashful smile. That man really did love her shamelessly.
The song had been near to it's end, Evelyn brushed her fingers on his jaw. He caught her hand before it could reach to his face, bringing her knuckles to his lips, and pressing a soft lingering kiss.
"I love you too." She winked.
The sudden gesture had caught him off-guard. She knew that. Adrian suddenly felt his heart flutter like a teenage in his chest, eyes lowering to the ground as small curve coloured his lips.
She dropped some money in the guitarist's box, thanking him for the lovely evening he had given the two of them.
She locked her arms in his, both of them making their way back to home, their faces still coloured pink, with uplifted smiles and drumming hearts.
I hope you all enjoyed this little piece of my heart!! 🥺 (I am still taking reqs from the prompts if anyone would like!)
