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Although, I admit that I am tired of popcorn, so I might switch over to a sushi boat. Should we have Dr. Pepper or Coke Zero though while we watch—tea at the end of the meal is also a very important. If there ever is an end.
On a side note, I read a quick history book on Satanism, and for the modern day/21st century approach, The Satanic Temple doesn't sound too bad. The Seven Tenents are as follows:
I will highlight the negatives of having children from financial to physical tolls and tell people they need to stop breeding like mindless livestock. But the sahm and prolifers will be up my ass saying child free people are immoral or whatever for not having/wanting kids.
Having offspring is a burden. Yeah, sure. Bring more kids into this world that'll live in poverty and come from parents who don't genuinely want them. For sure, that's not a recipe for abuse or neglect. (Sarcasm, by the way.)
Sure. Tell me how people "aren't allowed to not like children." Ron't misconstrue me. You can have kids. Raise them. Take responsibility for them. And maybe the rest of us won't be so repulsed. There's a difference between not liking children and "being mean"—for the lack of a better phrase"—to them.
But also, the politicians and billionares are hungry. Not even just billionares, alleged-SUPPOSEDLY, people are trafficking children on Vinted.
I don't like children. No adoption. No surrogates. No birfffs. NUFFIN'!
I know you have SIXTEEN little wolf pups, but that's as close as I am getting to adoption.
The LaDS men are programmed to agree with the player or wait for consent, but Valko's character/personality as we've seen him gravitates toward children and big families. So,
Like if you think about it, Valko is the ADHD boyfriend to our autism. "We don't know WHEN the laundry is getting done. But it WILL get done. Schedule? We don't do that here. I don't remember these details, but Valko probably does."
For those of us who like to fidget/stim, it's a win-win. Valko wants the scratches, and I need something in my hands to knead. I would be like one of those kittens that start off playing with the toy that you gave them, but falling asleep with it in my tiny paws.
So, Zayne mains, Caleb, Xavier, and Rafayel girlies, what would YOUR mains' versions be?
Context below
I don't pay attention to the other LaDS men—Rafayel just a little bit, he gets a little bit of love behind Sylus. So, when I said this ⬇️,
I meant that as a slap to the face, specifically to the parasocial anti-Valko people who main Sylus. I truly believe that Sylus would be proud of his Hunters who are defending Valko and saving another from the pain he had to go through.
So, Zayne mains, Caleb, Xavier, and Rafayel girlies, what would YOUR mains' versions be? For Rafayel I heard: "Rafayel chose his brides because their hearts are supposed to be full of love. Why would Rafayel love people (anti-Valko players) with foul hearts?"
I meant it as a one time jab. Like when MAGA anime fans start crying or take offense when you tell them, "Goku would hate you" or "Luffy would be disgusted by your choice to support an oppressive goverment." Supposedly a guy cried after being told these.
On different note, where THE FUCK did I say "There will be no 6TH Love Interest" in that one sentence?? How—Where? When-WHAT— Twitter proving to me these bitches are illiterate as always.
If the leaks are at all true, Valko helped tie the entire main story together and connect all the guys, and get the player to EVER.
That is why I will KILL ON THIS HILL that there are multiple MCs; the LaDS men are also the "main character." Without them, we can't move forward in this fuck ass dead game. Not really. Without them, this game is just Nikki 5.5: Deepspace. It's just DRY with Plotholes only Valko could explain.
Yes, I know what "MC" means 🙄, see the above words in quotation marks. But why do you limit yourself to just ONE MC? That sounds short-sighted. I do not suspend my disbelief enough to believe Lia (the default English name of our avatar when we download the game, before people COMPLAINED yet again to have it removed cometely) the avatar we control is the only main character, because we see her, it (as in video game character), and the love interests as if WE the person who downloaded the game are in 3rd person; we see things even outside of Lia's perception. Zayne's evol consuming him, Rafayel's anecdotes where he hired a PI to find/stalk Lia, and Xavier also stalking.
Just as soon as Valko lured me back into this dead ass game, he was SNATCHED. I will never forgive the fucks and femcels that helped ruin this game and kill off Valko. I don't give a fuck what excuses they want to pull out of their asses. They can go kill themselves and the world would be a better place.
I'm still waiting for him to come back. But that doesn't mean I'm not furious or that I'll forgive anyone involved with all this high school attitude bullshit.
SY-LUS! Your brother is currently in containment and imprisoned by the very "parents" who created both of you. Either Help Me, or keep your head and eyes down.¹
¹ View the words "brother" and "parent" as creations to inventors. Not LITERAL siblings.
I sense an undertone of protection when Sylus gives us his black card.
Sure, he is flaunting his wealth and proving that he can spoil his love over eight lifetimes, but as someone who likes to wander around—metaphorically and literally like a stray cat—there also the digital trail from it.
"You bought plane tickets to Scotland? Give me 35 seconds to unlock the international feature."
"You chose which hotel? Relocate. This one has a better view of the sunset."
"Disneyland in Japan? Say less."
"You're at the top of the Empire State building. Why didn't you invite me?"
(Sylus, when I'M the one with that damn card) Sylus, come pick me up. "How did you end up in Norway? I see you bought the flight tickets, and when you checked into your hotel. Do you remember WHY you wanted to go to Norway?" No, but I'm here now. —Sylus to me, probably
"Sweetie, what are all these micro-transactions?" I NEEDED VARKA C6R5, SYLUS. And Ayato. And Alhaitham... And other expenses. 🤧
I could probably take Mephisto on a plane with me, right?!$%'??-??-?"? That's my licensed, medically trained animal.
Without money being an issue, this man Will Be Finding me digging a whole in the forest trying to mimic those "building a shelter/camp with just a knife" videos.
When Rafayel’s new myth comes out, it'll make or break the conviction of this boycott going on.
He is the face of the game and LaDS's golden child.
Do you want Valko or not? Do you want InFold to hear your voices or not?
Hit them where it hurts.
Rafayel is going to have to take the hit.
And before anyone bitches at me, Rafayel is my (now) third main. I would normally say that the Rafayel girlies are the ones who welcomed me into the LaDS "community" with open arms i.e. I view this group as the least toxic but... Don't change that perception. I've already witnessed some drama thanks to twt. I don't know about the socio-political state of China, but I'm also not keenly attentive to every bit of this LaDS drama. I don't want your "explanations" unless it's an official statement.
If you want to answer this yourself, go answer the person on twitter or make your own post.
Text Reads: "You have $23. Build your team!"
My choices are: Loki, Jack, Sasaki, Simo, Apollo, Thor, Poseidon, and Beelzebub.
My Elaboration below⬇️
I chose my team under the self-imposed scenario of fighting an army (titans, giants, Primordials, take your pick)
To quote Tite Kubo speaking through his character Shunsui Kyōraku, "Honor will not protect the world. I do not believe that using evil to defeat evil is itself an evil act." Loki and Jack are here because they're sleazy, underhanded, sinister bastards(/affectionate). I don't want someone who is pulling punches because "It's the honorable thing to d—" Shut Your Bitch Ass Up.
Sasaki, Thor, and Poseidon are in the vanguard. Thor, go have fun. Hopefully, the enemy will provide you with some entertainment. I trust the fine aged wine (Sasaki) to simply take care of himself. Poseidon... on the other hand, may pull punches because he doesn't want to expend too much effort into this—"pride" and all that. Now, I can't tell him what to do, but considering he lost an arm, lost his OTHER arm, and finally bit trident to try and beat Sasaki, he's not going to purposefully disappoint me. Or else, no sex for the rest of the year. And I'm tattling to HADES—he's just a single mom with two jobs 😭. Yes, I'm going there, Poseidon.
Beelzebub can't die by ordinary, conventional means. You'd think I'd put him in the vanguard, but NO. The token mad scientist must be the token mad scientist. I don't know what you're gonna unleash into the world to get the job done, but release it anyway. I'm trusting you Not to die from it and kill it yourself if it goes haywire. Unless, it does kill you. Then, I guess, I'll ask Thor to kill it.
Simo and Apollo are probably the only NORMAL ones here. And I'm using them for solely long range combat. Apollo is also the God of Medicine, which I akin to the healer of a group/guild. If Apollo goes down, everyone's going down with him. He will also "always meet expectations" or in this case exceed my expectations. ♡ You Better, Apollo!
Simo... can do what he wants. He's a simple—deeply traumatized—man. I'm sure he'll fight for the safety of his home country against titans, giants, Primordials, whatever, take your pick. 🙄
I took into consideration their personalities, likes/dislikes. I'm not a "powerscaler" dudebro, and I say that with vitriol in my voice. So, if you're going to argue with me about my choices and "character feats," go to Reddit.
On a lighter note, my local Barnes & Noble put out the latest (ENG) volume of Record of Ragnarok #19, and I'm very pleased. I thought it came out later this month.
Did Kaveh send out a letter or no? Wtf? I swear I logged in BEFORE the daily reset. Whatever. 😒
First off, Valko's not broke, obviously. But anyway, Valko is the Kaveh to my Alhaitham. The expressive engineer, nerdy boyfriend to my hermit humanities, literature boyfriend.