Your Grace Is Wasted

[alphakinkmaster]

For fuck's sake.

[alphakinkmaster]

I already knew it could. My younger brothers were twins… -trails off and falls silent. Panic building immediately as he brings up his brothers. He forces it back down, away from his conscious mind. He doesn’t want to think about it, he just wants to focus on the here and now. When the other speaks his attention is pulled back to the here and now of his ginger wolf talking- Am not adorable. Though the triplets probably will be.

[simoncartwright-blog]

*when he feels him panic slightly he moves a hand to his hair, combing his fingers through it like he always does* Yeah, they will be. And you're adorable too, even if you deny it. *leans in and kisses his cheek*

[alphakinkmaster]

For fuck's sake.

[alphakinkmaster]

-turns his head when Simon speaks- Yup. Being still sort of helps. -leans against him as they sit there on the couch. He has a hand on his stomach- That’d be nice. Though the whole raw meat thing just makes me more sure that they’re all going to be wolves.

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he moves a hand to join Sebastian's against the swell of his stomach and leans his head against the other's* I should have mentioned that it could be triplets before. I mean, my mom was one and my brothers too... Should have realized it could happen. *smiles and moves his hand a little* Well, since they're yours I'm sure they'll be adorable wolves. 

[alphakinkmaster]

For fuck's sake.

-pulls a face- Stop making me puke my guts out. I get it, you want raw meat. So do I, but I am not really in the shape to hunt thanks to you. -he’s sitting on the couch watching tv as he tries to keep food down-

[simoncartwright-blog]

*comes down the stairs, just in time to hear him talk to his belly, and smiles* There you are. *he walks over to the couch and leans down to kiss his mate's forehead, before he climbs over the back of the couch and sits next to him* I could get you some meat, if you want.

[alphakinkmaster]

Simon?

[alphakinkmaster]

-doesn’t say anything, just kisses him back lazily. When he feels the hands against his butt, he moans slightly and wraps his legs tighter around Simon’s waist- Just cuddling… -buries his face against the side of his neck-

[simoncartwright-blog]

Alright, if that's what you want. *he keeps carrying him until they're in his bedroom and then carefully lowers him onto the bed, before he crawls in next to him. He snuggles up close to his mate, wrapping his arms around him. He's quiet and just watches the smaller wolf's face*

[alphakinkmaster]

Simon?

[alphakinkmaster]

Probably forever… -sighs slightly. He whines slightly when he’s picked up. Though he wraps his legs around Simon’s waist and his arms around his shoulders. He presses himself closer

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he smiles against his lips* Forever it is, then. *he goes back to kissing his mate and then starts to walk towards his room, his hands sliding down to cup Sebastian's ass*

[alphakinkmaster]

Simon?

[alphakinkmaster]

-stumbles back a bit but clings to Simon and kisses him back. He doesn’t want to let go, ever, so he just clings tighter and wraps his arms really tight around his mate’s waist- I don’t ever want to lose you. Or this family we’re going to have soon. -murmurs before he attaches his mouth to Simon’s again-

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he kisses him back* How many times do I have to tell you that you won't? *he pulls back, just enough to talk properly, and rests his forehead against Seb's* I'm never leaving you. *he reaches down and grabs the back of Seb's thighs, before he kisses him again. He hoists him up, wanting him as close as possible*

[alphakinkmaster]

Simon?

Can… can we talk? -shifts his weight- I’m sorry I snapped… I just… I’ve had a couple of bad days… I miss you and I’m sorry the demon did that to you… Please forgive me, please? I-I can’t do this on my own. -has a hand placed flat against his stomach- I-I… I love you.

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he stands by Nat's door, listening quietly until his mate is done talking. Then, he flings the door open and lunges at Seb, hands cupping his face so that he can pull him close and kiss him. He doesn't let him go until he has to breathe* I love you too.

[parrishbyfire-deactivated201507]

-sighs at the vague response but doesn’t push- Okay. -anger bubbled low in her stomach. She goes back to petting him- I’ll take care of it. You won’t have to worry about the demon.

[simoncartwright-blog]

I'm not worried. Not really. I just... I always help Seb. Always. I just... Want to be the one getting help sometimes. *nuzzles her neck*

[parrishbyfire-deactivated201507]

-freezes- What? -pulls his face up so she can look him in the eye- Simon… Why did Sebastian run him over with his truck?

[simoncartwright-blog]

He... He said it was to get away from him... I think he was bothering him. *wiggles his head out of her hold and buries his face against her neck again*

[parrishbyfire-deactivated201507]

-wraps her arms tightly around him and pets his head- Oh baby. I’m sorry. -kisses the side of his head- You’re more than welcome to stay with me tonight.

[simoncartwright-blog]

Thanks, sis. *mumbles against her neck* The demon beat me up. Like a lot. Because Seb ran him over with his truck.

[parrishbyfire-deactivated201507]

-looks up from her movie and tilts her head as she looks at him- Sure, Si. You don’t even have to ask. Come here. -sets her iPad down and opens her arms for him-

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he hurries to get inside and shut the door, before he scrambles down and into her arms. He hugs her tight, burying his face against her neck* Seb and I... We had a fight.

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he looks after Seb when he leaves, then sighs and pulls a hand through his hair. He doesn't want to sleep in his bed without his mate, and so he decides to spend the night with Nat anyway. His limp is gone when he walks out the door and across the hallway to her room. He knocks gently* Nat? Could I come in? *he swallows* Please?

[alphakinkmaster]

-groans-

[alphakinkmaster]

That’s because they enjoy screwing around and destroying lives. Why else would one demon make me watch while it tortures my family to death and then another demon three years later tortures me instead? -is growling and his eyes flashing red, but the anger is directed at demons and not Simon-

[simoncartwright-blog]

*he sighs and then reaches up to rub his eyes* Seb... I love you, and you know there's nothing I hate more than the fact that those things happened to you, but... I'm not doing this today. *he takes a few steps back, towards the door* I'm sleeping in Nat's room tonight.

[alphakinkmaster]

-groans-

[alphakinkmaster]

-stares at him for a few seconds before his own anger over the demon kicks in- Because it was the same fucking demon that raped me. That made me beg for it. The same demon that beat my face in before he fucking raped me. The same demon that won’t leave me the fuck alone. So yes I ran him over. I ran the bastard over to get away from him.

[simoncartwright-blog]

*Seb's outburst makes him flinch, but it only makes his temper cool off a little. He moves the arm he still can't bend at the elbow a little* Well, it doesn't seem like it worked, does it?

[alphakinkmaster]

-groans-

[alphakinkmaster]

… -whines because he doesn’t know what to say or do. So he just ends up standing there whining- Simon…. -whines and whimpers slightly at the sight of Simon-

[simoncartwright-blog]

Oh, he speaks. *he turns back around and then takes a few steps towards Seb, his limp less prominent* I'm not even going to bother asking why you ran a demon over with your truck. *crosses his arms*

[alphakinkmaster]

-groans-

[alphakinkmaster]

-tugs at the hem of his t-shirt still staring down at his hands-

[simoncartwright-blog]

You know what? Fine. Let's not talk about how a demon mauled me in a bathroom because of you. I'll just find Nat instead. *he turns around slowly and then starts to limp towards the door*

[alphakinkmaster]

-groans-

[alphakinkmaster]

-pointedly keeps his eyes on his hand as he pokes at his stomach a few more times-

[simoncartwright-blog]

Seb. *he takes a step towards him but immediately halts and whimpers when pain shoots through his still injured leg*