Closed doors
There are many things I can say, that would later send me regrets later. But here I am just bottling it all up inside everyday without anyone noticing it. The feeling of that everything you do is still not enough. Even if everyone in the world is talking behind me. I want to scream at the top of my lungs an say screw you all. I tried to be a good person, I tried not to screaming, I tried to keep my mouth shut since if i got nothing to say that’s not nice. What am I to do now? I Breakaway and shut many doors. I can’t seem to keep a good person cause I am such a hateful person, greedy, to clingy, to caring, to much and just way too much to handle, I am a burden to everyone. I’m tired I’ve kept my doors closed tight for many years and when it finally opens it shuts again. Why me? Why when I finally say I’ve officially open my door permanently, it instantly collapsed and traps me again. I tried to go with the flow, I tried to go with what life gives me but it always brings me back to closed doors.