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sunflowergif

me: yeah im really tough

me: [gets scared by text notifications when they’re too loud]

me: [easily startled when people tap me on the shoulder]

me: [cries under any sort of pressure ever]

me: [cries when anyone raises their voice higher than their average volume]

me: so tough

knowing

poetryandthesea

“I am scared of many things. I’m scared of missing chances, of falling, heights and crowded rooms. I’m afraid of meeting people that hurt me, of running into those I’d rather forget and of loud noises. But the thing that scares me the most is fear itself; that feeling in your chest that presses the oxygen out of your lungs, that moment your hands stark shaking while the rest of your body feels numb and the pain in your throat when words just won’t come.”

- // ‘there is no terror in a bang, only in the anticipation of it’

j.d.m.

mczarts

indieteen

mixmioart

Lets take pride to outer space!

In order:

bisexual

Gay

trans

lesbian

asexual

panssexual

I was fooling around with gradients when I came up with this idea. Those are just the flags I could remember quickly. If you want another, feel free to ask me!

You hurt me, all of you did. After I left I became a better person, I learned more about myself and now know I don't deserve people as toxic and hurtful as you in my life. I hope you understand how horrible you treated me and If you still think that after all that you're still the perfect humans you make yourself out to be, fuck you.

a message to someone who will never see this

#sad #poetry #awful friend #people suuuuck #kms #i'm sorry #why do i try #late night thoughts #better #toxic people #love me

damianimated

I’m Gay. That Means I Have AIDs, Right? - Originally published on Narratively - June 2016

tayefeth

This is why the Bury Your Gays trope is so horrible. When every popular story featuring a minority ends with that minority character dead or evil, children are hurt. And shone of them don’t have the cottage to ask for help the way the author of this comic did.

raesunlight

I also grew up thinking that i had aids by default because i was gay

#gif

nardacci-does-art

Sort of a journal doodle about how frustrating it is not knowing you’re asexual. I didn’t know I was even a thing until after highschool & my god if you don’t have a word for what your deal is in highschool, everyone will hassle you about it. Also you’ll mentally separate yourself from the rest of humanity, develop Real Bad internalized misogyny because you grew up around the idea that Female = Sex Object, turning against yourself in disgust, & grow to accept the idea that you’re outside of what’s normal/ accepted & you should stay that way, because no one wants to hear about someone who doesn’t want sex. At least that was me, I dunno about other aces.

Anyway, Happy Pride Month to the ace, bi, pan & other folk who grew up being told they have to “pick something” or they were “just a late bloomer” or “confused/ going thru a phase”. I have 1 more order of boba teas to finish up, based on specific suggestions & requests, so that’ll probably be my last pride post unless I come up with something else.