life

if you can't be kind be quiet

[foltynska]

[rohie-deactivated20191102]

um. me.

[badlydrawneverything]

[chessys]

*isnt universally loved* i guess i’ll just Die

[100493503004422]

The worst pair of opposites is boredom and terror. Sometimes your life is a pendulum swing from one to the other. The sea is without a wrinkle. There is not a whisper of wind. The hours last forever. You are so bored you sink into a state of apathy close to a coma. Then the sea becomes rough and your emotions are whipped into a frenzy. Yet even these two opposites do not remain distinct. In your boredom there are elements of terror: you break down into tears; you are filled with dread; you scream; you deliberately hurt yourself. And in the grip of terror–the worst storm–you yet feel boredom, a deep weariness with it all.

Yann Martel, Life of Pi (via urbancatfitters)

[internetcultleader]

*goes to sleep around 1:30am instead of 3:30am* i am the epitome of health and wellness look at me managing my sleep schedule and going to bed EARLY like a functional member of society!

[error4583324]

are you in college?

i am in pain

[scorpihoeofcolor-deactivated201]

someone: *asks if im ok* me: (never okay) yea

[c3po]

*doesnt even do the bare minimum* all in a day’s work

[drinkmypiss]

[memeufacturing-deactivated20161]

“struggle with depression” would almost seem to imply that i am bad at depression when i am, in fact, very proficient at being depressed 

[shadowthephoenix-deactivated201]

Suicidal people deserve better than to be told the main reason they shouldn’t kill themselves is because of how it might effect others. Suicidal people deserve love and help, not guilt trips. Suicidal people deserve to feel like their life is worth living, for their own sake… for their own happiness, their own experiences, their own possibilities, their own future.

[foltynska]

[rohie-deactivated20191102]

um. me.

[100493503004422]

I’m really tired of being the way that I am

[danceinthedarkbyladygaga]

every mainstream article about mental illness

“when i was in high school, i was popular, got good grades, and played 6 different varsity sports. then, when i went away to college, things changed a little bit. sometimes, i would feel sad. i got a C on a test. then one day, i was invited to a party, but decided to stay at home and cry instead. my friends and family were worried about me. i decided it was time to seek help. i went to see a therapist who diagnosed me with depression and generalized anxiety disorder, and i started taking zoloft. now im happy as ever and back to my old self!” #depression #anxiety #youarenotalone #endthestigma

[nasagal]

(not so) Breaking News: I’m sad again and everyone’s tired of hearing about it

[larmoyante]

I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore.

Marguerite Duras, Hiroshima, Mon Amour (1959)

[joshpeck]

in theory I would like a lot of plants but realistically I’m doing a poor job of keeping myself alive so just think of what those poor plants would have to experience