WEAKNESS

Haruka Sakurai of MILGRAM Affiliated with Isola Radiale Selectively Indie Friendly Theory + Headcanon Based

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SAKURAI HARUKA of MILGRAM

❧ He’s trying his best, please be patient 

❧ Is maybe a prisoner in a special facility for murderers but we can ignore that for now, right?

❧ He may be insanely shy at first but please interact with him anyways, all he really wants is to hold someone’s attention, at least for a few minutes

❧ Haruka’s got a lot of problems but...he’s not a bad person. He’s not a good one either, but he’s rather friendly once he warms up to someone

❧ Please get this child in therapy good lord

❧ Yo his confess to your sins song is actually a banger tho even if it does talk about his murders 

❧ Doesn’t really like animals or children...for a lot of reasons

❧ He does like stuffed animals, though. If you give him a stuffed animal he will love you so bad

❧ If you radiate parental or older sibling energy he will attach himself to you so fast

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// I need some more interactions for Haruka, so I’m going to put out an uncapped starter call for him! Please make sure to check out my rules page before liking, though, because his character is intertwined with some triggering content ( i can avoid most of it !! )

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I’m about to have a whole lot of free time starting next week, so I figured I’d post a few of these on my accounts I haven’t been as active on!

This is a starter call for Haruka Sakurai from MILGRAM! I’ll be capping at three, but castmates and friends are exempt from this rule! I’ll be DMing people to plot a little at some point this weekend!

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I’m about to have a whole lot of free time starting next week, so I figured I’d post a few of these on my accounts I haven’t been as active on!

This is a starter call for Haruka Sakurai from MILGRAM! I’ll be capping at three, but castmates and friends are exempt from this rule! I’ll be DMing people to plot a little at some point this weekend!

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ban-ba-bang​:

Probably not Milgram. Alright. That was a start, albeit a very small one.  He ‘tsk’ed at Haruka’s yet. More and more he wondered just what this kid had been through and who he had to punish for it. Haruka was a good kid. Futa could see a bit of himself in him, though he’d say he was better at dealing with his anxiety and shy nature.  “Don’t worry about it, it’d be weird if you did know about all this,” he said in response to Haruka’s apology. It wasn’t like he knew anything, either. “First things first- don’t leave my side, okay? I’ll keep you safe. Second, let’s try to get some informatio-”  He cut off as he noticed two cars, seemingly waiting for them. That was creepy as fuck, but Futa wasn’t going to let a potential clue get away. He put a hand on Haruka’s shoulder and guided him over to the vehicles, peering inside.  He kicked a tire with idly. “Think they want us to ride in these?”

Haruka’s hand just wrung at his arm, pulling at the fabric beneath in an anxious manner. Okay...okay, Futa said he’d keep him safe. Was he really capable of that, though? This was obviously an entirely new situation for the both of them - who knew if it was dangerous, and who knew if Futa could effectively fight back?

...he wanted to go back to MILGRAM. At least it was safe there. He knew what was happening. He didn’t have to get into any weird cars or deal with anything weird. Well, maybe MILGRAM itself was weird - but it was better than this. It was better than home, too.

“I don’t know...do we have to...?”

Getting into a strange car...that was definitely bad, right? He felt like he remembered his dad telling him that, before he left. Never follow a stranger - and definitely don’t get into any odd cars.

“I don’t...think we’re supposed to do stuff like that...”

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// yes i really am doing this picrew of all my characters.......he’s so boring though dkjg

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Futa immediately put his hand on Haruka’s shoulder once the younger person fell in beside him. He was naturally protective, and he could tell Haruka didn’t like the crowd. Honestly, he didn’t either, but he’d never admit that. He was a pseudo-celebrity- he had to be good with crowds. At least online.  “It’s okay,” he reassured. Haruka may have been dubbed a murderer, but Futa didn’t quite believe it. After all, he hadn’t killed anyone (he hadn’t, he hadn’t, he hadn’t-) so why should he believe Haruka had?  “Basically, they want us to go on some quests or something. I’ll go with you, so don’t worry about it. We just gotta beat up some mobs and we’ll be good. Just stick with me, ‘kay?” he said. He walked up to the terminal, guiding Haruka along with him. He looked over the quests. “This one seems pretty easy,” he commented, clicking one of them. He pressed the accept button, then explained the quest to Haruka.  Quest Accepted: Bug Eat Bug World “Seems like for this one we just gotta kill some mobs. Easy enough. C’mon, looks like there’s some weapons over there.” He nodded to what appeared to be a crate full of weapons, leading Haruka over to it. He pulled out a sword, inspecting the blade. Yeah, this sure seemed real enough. Cool.  “Pick whatever. I’ll take care of the actual killing part, just choose something that you can protect yourself with.”

“O-Okay...” His response was quiet, uncertain, but he fell in closer to Futa anyways, huddling into his touch. He didn’t really think it’d be okay, but at least someone was paying attention to him. It was too loud though, too much- 

There were too many people talking, too many people in one space, too many smells and colors and- It was just overwhelming. He didn’t like it, he wanted to go back to his room. He wanted to just sit and hide away. Draw. Color. Something. 

“Q...Quest? Mobs?” Those words pulled him back from his mind, just a little. What...was he talking about? What did he mean by that? Quests like...what knights went on to rescue the princess in a story book? Mobs like...groups of people? Scary people, who wanted to hurt them?

He didn’t like the sound of that. Did they really have to go beat people up...? Kill them? He didn’t want to kill or hurt anything!

“I-I don’t know- I don’t know how to use any of these-” They stammered, looking over the crate Futa had led him to. There were weapons in there, he knew that much, but nothing that he recognized in a way that was familiar. Nothing that he knew how to use.

“I’m sorry...I’m sorry, I don’t know what to do-”

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Futa placed a hand on Haruka’s head and ruffled his hair. “It’s alright,” he assured. “I dunno where we are, but… I don’t think it’s Milgram.” He took another look around. It was too spacious. They had too much freedom. Milgram would never let them out into the open like this.  Unless it was another experiment.  Futa decided it was best not to worry Haruka with that, though. “Are you hurt?” he asked, already getting ready to pick a fight with whatever authority brought them here. He was compiling a list of their misdeeds in his head. Kidnapping was the main offence right now. And if this was something to do with Milgram, there was a whole lot of other things on that list.  

Haruka flinched a little as Futa reached out, though quickly relaxed as the older boy just ruffled his hair. Oh...that was nice, actually.  Strange, but nice. Though, he seemed a little...uncertain afterwards. Like he didn’t really know what he was supposed to do next, following the familiar action.

So, he stood there for a moment, hair tousled up before he spoke again, hand flying back to his arm to hold onto it.

“No, it’s...not. Nobody else is...wearing the uniform they put us into. I think it’s different...” He wasn’t sure what it was, or if Futa would be upset with him for giving such a bland and unfulfilling answer. Maybe he could make up for it, though, by answering his other question.

“I’m okay...nobody’s hurt me here, yet...” He wouldn’t really be upset if someone did, anyways. He probably deserved it. He’d probably like it - it’d mean he upset someone enough for them to pay attention to him. That’s exactly what he wanted.

“Sorry...sorry, I don’t know more...”

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They had him at the word quest. He’d been bored out of his skull here without any video games, so even if it was only mentioned as a reference to video games, he jumped on it. Even if it was dangerous, it was better than just sitting around.  …Those robots were creepy, though. He didn’t trust them. He frowned, thinking about Haruka. He’d probably be safer by Futa’s side than alone somewhere, right?  Right, Futa decided. So, first quest- texting Haruka and rendezvousing. hey meet me @ that place in the middle w the beds and shit He started walking after he sent it, eager to get started. He gave the… what had the announcement called them? Offal Clones or some shit? He gave those a wide berth. He didn’t want to get into shit before he could have an eye on Haruka.

Haruka didn’t want to do this.

It seemed like...too much. It was too much.

First he had gotten woken up in the middle of the night, then the video on his phone showed all these...robots? That’s what they were, right? He wasn’t sure, but then they mentioned an attack. Were they...going to attack? Or...they were being trained to stop the attack? He didn’t know. It was probably better to just stay in his bed all day and ignore whatever was happening, since he didn’t understand it.

But...Futa texted him. 

( This was the first time anyone had ever texted him, so he had to stare blindly at the phone for a little while before he figured out that he could just use his voice to send a message back. )

He wanted to meet up where everything was located. To spend time with him. So...they left the safety of their new housing and slowly made their way over to where Futa said to meet up. It took a little while - he wasn’t great with directions - but eventually he spotted the familiar mop of red hair partnered with the black facemask...amongst a sea of other people.

Too many people.

But Haruka went over to the older boy as quick as he could, falling beside him and curling in on himself a bit, just holding onto his arms.

“F...Futa, what’s going on...? I...didn’t get what they were saying, I’m sorry...”

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Uncomfortable Headcanons based on The Magnust Archives  season 1

TW: death

ANGLERFISH - does your muse smoke? if yes, when did they start? do they plan to stop anytime soon?

DO NOT OPEN - would your muse do a dangerous job for a great amount of money? if so, how much would they ask for?

ACROSS THE STREET - if they have neighbors, what does your muse think of them?

PAGETURNER - does your muse read any book? what’s their favorite?

THROWN AWAY - did your muse ever found something weird or creepy in the trash?

SQUIRM - is your muse interested in going to dates? what was their worst one?

THE PIPER - what’s your muse’s thoughts about war?

BURNED OUT - are there any abandoned buildings in your muse’s town? are there any rumors about them?

A FATHER’S LOVE - talk about your muse’s relationship with their father

VAMPIRE KILLER - does your muse believe in the supernatural? if yes, do they have any proof?

DREAMER - does your muse have any recurring dream? if not, what was their worst nightmare?

FIRST AID - what was your muse’s worst wound?

ALONE - did they ever lose a loved one? how did they cope with their loss?

PIECEMEAL - did they ever commit a crime? would they be intersted into committing more, or any?

LOST JOHN’S CAVE - is your muse claustrophobic?

ARACHNOPHOBIA - what does your muse think about spiders?

THE BONETURNER’S TALE - what’s your muse’s favorite band or singer?

THE MAN UPSTAIRS - what was your muse’s worst interaction with a neighbor?

CONFESSION - what’s your muse’s thoughts about religion?

DESECREATED HOST - does your muse believe in hell?

FREEFALL - is your muse interested in partecipating to any extreme sport?

COLONY - did your muse ever sneak into someone else’s house, or an abandoned building?

SCHWARTZWALD - does your muse recall any scary story from their childhood?

STRANGE MUSIC - can your muse play any instruments?

GROWING DARK - did your muse ever had an argument with a friend?

A DISTORTION - did your muse ever felt like they were followed by someone or something?

A STURDY LOCK - did your muse ever had someone entering their house?

SKINTIGHT - if your muse had a youtube channel or a tv show, what would it be about?

CHEATING DEATH - what does your muse think about death? are they afraid of it?

KILLING FLOOR - was your muse ever interested into becoming a vegetarian?

FIRST HUNT - is your muse interested in hunting?

HIVE - did your muse ever had to deal with an infestation?

BOASTWAIN’S CALL - what was your muse’s longest journey?

ANATOMY CLASS - what were your muse’s favorite and least favorite classes in school?

OLD PASSAGES - are there any secret areas in your muse’s house?

TAKEN III - did your muse ever went through some bad illness?

BURNT OFFERING - what’s your muse relationship with fire? are they afraid of it, or do they find it fascinating?

LOST AND FOUND - did your muse ever lose something dear to them?

INFESTATION - what does your muse think of bugs? are they squeamish?

HUMAN REMAINS - did your muse ever see a dead body?

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Where the hell was he? Was this some other fucked up part of the Milgram project? Futa was tired of the prison just doing whatever it wanted with the prisoners. There had to be some kind of laws against the way they were treated, no matter where they were anymore.  …Speaking of, where was he? Looking around, the other people- wait, was that a spider?- waking up around him weren’t other prisoners. At least, not that he could tell. He didn’t recognize them, and they weren’t wearing the same uniform.  Did that mean this wasn’t apart of Milgram? Or where they all somehow connected to it in a different way? But some of them didn’t even seem human, even putting aside the spider.  He was pulled from his thoughts by his name. He spun around with wide eyes, instinctively moving to pull his face mask up. He paused when he saw who had called out to him, though. “Haruka,” he responded, blinking a few times to make sure he was real. “You’re here too?” He immediately stepped closer, feeling the need to protect this kid flare up inside him. 

A relieved noise squeezed its way out of his throat, the teen slowly standing up a bit straighter so he could properly speak with the other. He had said his name, so...he was absolutely Futa. 

He wasn’t alone.

“...yes, I...don’t know where here is, though.” It was easier to talk with Futa, at least, since they already knew each other...but he was still anxious. His fingers were still digging into his palms and he was still holding himself back from speaking up all the way - but that was probably good, right?

What if he spoke too loud and got whoever brought them here upset? Oh, but maybe speaking too quietly would do the same thing...maybe they’d get mad at him, like the prison guard did. But then, they’d still be paying attention to him...and that was a good thing.

Haruka wasn’t sure. So he just had to focus on what he did know - which was the redhead in front of him.

“D-Do...you know where we are...? Is this...what happens after we get those, um...memory...scapes ext...extracted? I think that’s what Yuno called it...” He fumbled over his words a bit - trying to make sure he was saying them correctly, even if he didn’t really know what they meant, but usually the other prisoners could gather what he meant. They were kind like that.

“It...doesn’t look like where we were before...”

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@ban-ba-bang // starter !

It probably should have been more concerning that it actually was to wind up in a brand new place. 

A lot more concerning, really. 

But...this also wasn’t the first time this had happened. It was more...overwhelming, but it wasn’t the first time. After all...he had just shown up one day at that prison, hadn’t he? He had overheard that one doctor saying it didn’t seem like they were in Japan anymore to the prison guard so...that only meant they just showed up one day, right?

At least everyone had been nice.

Now, though...he didn’t have those nice people. He didn’t even have the prison guard or that weird rabbit to tell him what was going on. He just had...himself. Which, was probably the worst thing he could have in this situation. He didn’t understand what was going on and he wouldn’t be able to figure it out on his own.

Haruka looked around shakily, holding his own hands a little too tight. He’d be fine...right? He just had to stay away from this hole in the center. It seemed like he wasn’t the only one waking up, at least, but it wasn’t a pleasant situation. He didn’t know these people and it had already been a lot of work to assimilate himself with the other prisoners.

...wait.

He did know someone here.

He recognized that white over-shirt with the all too familiar black straps crossing over it - matching the ones of his own uniform. The red hair, the black face mask...!

“F...Futa!” 

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I’m heading to sleep but before I do, here’s a small starter call! I’ll cap it at three for now but friends can surpass the cap ^^

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Hello! Without a prior reserve, I'd like to apply for Sakurai Haruka from MILGRAM ! You can find his application by going to /application or by clicking the button on the sidebar!

Welcome to scenic Isola Radiale, Sakurai!

You will be housed in HOUSE 110.

– mod pleiades.

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