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I’ve always felt like too much in my romantic relationships. I have always been made to feel like too much! I’ve embraced being crazy and clingy and over-invested as facets of my identity. and now it’s like. oh. you just like me exactly how I am? you don’t think I ask for too much because you want to do it? you just want to spend time with me and care for me without being begged?

#I have waited all my life to be loved like this #I am so grateful that nothing else worked out #I heard a lady in her vows the other day say ‘I would do anything for you but you would never ask me to’#like. Exactly. oh my god.

what can prepare you for a man going through your childhood photos of his own accord, welling up at a particularly cute one, before lovingly taking them to flatten them between some books? what can prepare you to be loved without having to ask? I’ve always asked. I’ve always begged

it’s crazy how things really do happen exactly how they’re supposed to. I’ve never believed in divine timing more than I do at this stage of my life

just to say. I’m perhaps the happiest I’ve ever been.

I got preyed upon by multiple men at the bar the same night I finished re-reading the bell jar so needless to say I beat the fuck out of a dude in public

brb taking my shitty ex boyfriend to a slayyyter album release dance party at the local gay bar so he can watch me score

#not a joke

tiktaalic

This was all said in 2020 but supernatural neuters homosexuality to such an insane degree which is, to be clear, homophobic. But it also means little miss up for interpretation is pretty fucked: re scraping out a believable heterosexual living. Gay couples in supernatural DONT say they’re gay they DONT kiss they DONT say yes I am a man. Who is attracted to men. So the fact that Dean doesn’t do any of that. Does not detract from the idea of him being gay. Dean seeing two married men: what’s it like settling down with a hunter? no gay person says the word gay at any point ever to describe themselves. Dean also doesn’t do this. He is also living a neutered homosexual lifestyle, as is the norm in the cw’s supernatural 2005-2020

tiktaalic

In supernatural you know men are gay because they sit next to each other at a table and bicker. This is what indicates a married homosexual couple. Textually. When supernatural shows me a gay couple this is what they show me. If we wanted to get really crazy with it. We could talk about how we know a lesbian couple is a lesbian couple because they live together and sit at their child’s bedside and visit the child in the hospital teary eyed. Which. Again. Neither of these things. Particularly good news. For Dean Winchester. And his relationship. With castiel

#how did you guys know I’m rewatching supernatural with my ex boyfriend who has Zero concept of the cult following this show had #he watched like the first 5 episodes when he was a child and knows nothing else about it #and I was like Yeah dean’s gay. & he was like What? and I was like I’m going to have to pull up some essays

romcommunist

self discipline is so hard like. i know the sucker who's in charge...a pushover who hates authority and loves hedonism

#me a year into trying to stop smoking.#it’s been literally like 14 years since I started lollll pray for me

my ex bf sleeps so soundly for a man who knows I will be going through his phone and also knows I actually will find something.. we both just don’t give a fuck I see

eonblueinmay

Watching the process of this absolutely stunning painting makes it even more beautiful.

The artist is Sydney Swisher

#waow :)

buckskinboots

midiport

im going to explode in the kiln

probablymoons

ngl some of these posts sound shortsighted so i’m pulling out the Marjane Satrapi quote:

"You are American, I am Iranian, we don’t know each other, but we talk together and we understand each other perfectly. The difference between you and your government is much bigger than the difference between you and me. And the difference between me and my government is much bigger than the difference between me and you. And our governments are very much the same."

babybat729

did something.. maybe it will change my life

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