I got a war in my mind @sincerelybrittanyelaine - Tumblr Blog

Tonight is the first night without you. No matter what no matter how hard that is to believe. Tonight is the first night I won’t anticipate you coming in for the night. Or morning I should say. I won’t have to wonder why you don’t want to be around me. Because is the first night I chose myself. It’s scary. It’s weird. But I deserve this. I deserve giving myself the love I’ve been craving that I use to give to him. Except, this time my love will be appreciated.

#selflove #toxic relatives #leaving #moving #breakup

I’ve lost 45 pounds since April.

These photos make me love my new improving body 🥰

#weight lost #selflove #selfie #photo #proud of my progress #healthy

I wanted to share journaling, but I guess the whole point of expressing my feelings is to be heard and understood; which may be difficult if I am the only one reading it. I haven't wrote in a long time, its almost foreign to me. I am so disconnected with myself. It is almost like I am experiencing so many emotions and thoughts its difficult to organize and put into words. It sounds so silly because at one point in my 26 years of life I actually enjoyed writing, mostly poetry, but that counts right? I want to form a sort of outlet, because therapy is shit and never works for me. I mean I doubt anyone will come across my writings on this website, but at least I am putting my thoughts out there. I think it will help. I just need to concentrate, but that's the thing, its almost too much and I slip away going back to constantly thinking that I cannot even express myself.

What are some tips on using tumblr for journaling?

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