Singingbookworm39

Hello. I'm 18 years old. I love singing and reading. So yeah...

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I am so tired of fake friends. I am sick of putting effort into a relationship only to have my heart broken. I am so scarred by past ‘friends’ that have hurt me that I am afraid to make new friends. I am so scared of being burned again that I can barely put myself out there. And I hate how much I doubt the people in my life. I look at my best friend and ask When are you gonna leave me too. I know I am bad at keeping in touch, but its a two way street and with so many people it just seems one sided. I am doing all the work with none of the gain because my heart ends up in pieces all the same. Too many times have I not even been invited to the wedding of someone I thought I was close to. And even one who I called my best friend. no more. I am tired of having my heart shattered. 

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Honestly, I think Harry should have named Albus Tom instead. One more thing he could take back from Voldemort. 

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So the problem with having a crush on a weird geeky guy is that the strangest songs make you think of them. Songs like the Shia LaBeouf song, Bushes of Love, and Careless Whisper. They are stupid songs but I love them because they make me think of him.

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So i am currently in this really awkward place of really liking this guy but realizing that he seems to like a good friend of mine and realizing that they would be really cute together and shipping them while still crushing on him and uggg why is life so confusing

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So i have decided that the concept of 'bro time' is idiotic. So one of my best friends is turning 21 in a month, and i want to celebrate with him, but these other friends of ours, two guys, have decided that they are taking him downtown, 'just the bros'. I have known this friend longer than either of them but i am at the point of not being able to celebrate with him because of 'bro time'. What is the problem with celebrating the birth of our friend and his new legal ability to drink in a more inclusive setting? Uggg

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Star Wars The Last Jedi Prediction

You know i kinda want the reveal of Rey's parents to be small. Not some big "No. I am your father" moment. Something like shes filling out a form to join the rebellion or something. That would be way more entertaining. Since everyone is so hyped about it, just like downplay it a lot.

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The writers of Supernatural should have someone, anyone really, say "we have a gif for everything" so that the fandom would finally have a gif for that too.

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The Irony of Breathe by Anna Nalick

The supreme irony of this song, at least from a singer's perspective, is that there is not really a good place to breathe in the  verses without making it sound choppy

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So my parents told me to go to my room because I was laughing so much. What was I laughing about? Potatos

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NOTP

So my bizzaro brother ships Apollo with Meg. I'm just like no. That's not, never in a million years gonna happen.

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Supernatural has taken over

 So I was in church and the priest mentioned prophets and I immediately thought of Kevin Tran. Supernatural has taken over my life.   

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Do You Wanna Build a Snowman: TID Parody

Cecily:

Do you wanna kill some demons?

Come on lets go and slay

I never see you anymore come out the door

why did you run away?

We used to be best buddies and now we're not

An Tessa told  me why

Do you wanna kill some demons

it could be ducks instead of demons

Will:

go home Cecy

Cecily:

why should I?

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So today my nosewas so cold when i was walking outside that i thought it would fall off and that i would turn into Voldemort.

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Safe to say anything you want unless it pisses me off.

Happy, </scorpion>

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All of the soprano 2s that are high...

Jace Erickson

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So I am suddenly craving bacon right now. Does this happen to anyone else? A sudden craving for bacon? of course it does everyone loves bacon!!!!!! BACON!!!!!!!!! But like seriously I am considering walking across the street to a convenience store to buy some of that microwave bacon. The only thing holding me back is the fact that I am a poor college student. 

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Quote of the Day

Jordan leaned forward, his hands on his blue-jeaned knees. "What's it like being in Hell, dude?" he asked. "Hot or cold? I've heard both."

There was no reply

"Good job, Jordan," said Maia. "I think you annoyed him."

Jordan poked at the edge of the pentagram. "Can it tell the future? So pentagram, is our band going to make it big?"

"It's a demon from Hell, not a Magic Eight Ball, Jordan."

~City of Lost Souls, Cassandra Clare