I need to be enough

TW: ED,SH,Trauma. Vent blog

[singinginthedarknumber2]

Hello! You will regret stumbling across this blog but none the less I hope you enjoy it!

what you can call me: Anything really idm

This is a vent blog where i just post rants and shit like that plz jus block do not report. I am PRO recovery and i wish all the people out there trying to recover well! <3

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TWs for my blog: SH, EDS, Abuse (pretty much all)

Stats:

My highest weight:

65kg

My gw as of now:

45kg

My ugw:

35kg

My weight rn (yuck!):

60kg

I am currently restricting and my ED is kinda my prime focus rn? ig it changes alot

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Heyyy everyone soooo my tumblr has gone so dead and i have literally zero mutuals anymore, so ive deicded to delte this tumblr so i can make a new acc for my fanfics and all that. i still have my other acc if u want to talk to me but idk lol no one messages me on here anymore so yeah

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christmas will always ALWAYS be the vain of my existence the only reason this entire year i have had ten extra kilos of weight and the minute i loss weight its like BAM christmas is here and theres so much food

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list of movies i've watched more then 20 times:

American Psycho

Zoolander

Where the Wild things are

Step brothers

World War Z (all time fav never ever get bored of it)

Drop Dead Fred

Silence of the Lambs

Life of Pi

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worked so hard lost 2 kilos and gained it back i cannott

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who else reads through the work of art they have writen and just be like so proud?

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Thanks you disc would be nice

Shes okay for now kinda she just cant do dog things anymore but thats not all of it

Rubys ome strong doggo <3

Aw I'm so sorry!!!! Heres my Disc iamthebest123_ if you ever need a chat, Might be a bit on and off so sorry if im late at responding! Hope everything with Chloe gets better, Send her kisses and cuddles from me ok?

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Im glad ypu had fun im sorry for the late reply ive had shit goimg on with chloe.

Anyways im okay ig idk

Aw no not chloe, is she ok? its alr if you cant talk about it, i remeber when ruby had to go to the vet for a kidney dieases and it was so upseting i didnt talk for like 4 days. hope everything is alright with her! <3 Let me know if you need to talk or anything, On here or on disc if you want! Hope things get better honey let me know if you need anything im here for you <33333

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the other day it was super weird but a chunk of memories came swinging back hard and fast and it took me by massive suprise, I was walking ruby cuz i got kicked out Again, And all of a sudden i remebered when last year on christmass day i got kicked out in the morning and i just remembered walking around and seeing all of the familys out and about with there presents and children with their parents laughing and smiling and crying my eyes out because here i was walking around for no reason crying because my mum had kicked me out on christmas a day which was meant to be happy, this whole year i have completely forgotten about it, i think after christmas a week after it erased completly from my mind and it made me so scared because who knows what other effed up memories are just waiting to. randomly pop up again and make me cry and sob and idek why i didnt even remember this until last week it just made me so confused and upset

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Im glad Rubys okay also hellooo

We watched napolion idk how to spell the name but i did throw up a few times due to the gore and what happend i woudnt watch it again

HI HOW ARW YOU?

HI!! omg throwing up?? damnnnnnn soz i havent been on i was in camp!!! for 3 days no recipention no showers and we had to sleep in tents and hike and shit but it was super fun i was w all my friends and honestly i felt more safe there then at home, Got home yesterday and had like a 3 hour bath to scrub off alll of the grime there was sooo much and went straight to sleep at like 6 and woke up today at like 8 so i was pretty exhausted you could say but it was so fun and would 100 percent do again, How are u doing?

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We are both okay ive just finished at the movies i went with my brother and chloe is doing alrighty

How are you and Ruby?

ooh what movie did you see? rubys a good girl! yesterday though her eye was a bit swollen we dont know what from, might be allergeys or someone accidently hurt her. but shes ok now!

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Good motherfucking mornin

morning kelly how are uu and chloe this morning

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RUBY ADORABLE AS ALWAYS THATS CUTE

Chloe has plushies but doesnt really snuggle into them she likes having space with nothing on her bed but she puts the plushies next to her bed

Anyways im going to go to bed m tired i hope you enjoy your day and speak to ypu soon!!

AW cute!!! yeah i put rubys stuffies in her bed and she likes it, have a nice sleep kelly!!

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Soft teddies are always nice to cuddle with

Chloe pic ^^

aww silly little chloe shes so cute. ruby has little stuffies too! she has a squishmellow called dwayne she sleeps with, does chloe have any stuffies? if not i recommend highly a big fat squish mellow

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Fuck

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Awe the bunny and froggy look adorable. AND THE LIL OUTFIT ON THE FROG IS ADORABLE

Ive had snowy for 18 years since i was a baby and i use to day dream of aventures with him

I also have this gizmo teddy ive had since i was about 5 i cant find a pic or were he is.

AWW cute!! yeah froggy i had since i was a lil baby, its funny actually theres this photo of me in IKEA and im holding my froggy and im shocked cuz im staring at this huge container of all these froggies and i was gobsmacked. i love my froggy, but the bunny is the best for like snuggling cuz hes so soft!