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it takes grace to remain kind in a cruel situation. independent, selective, and private beth greene of the walking dead. as sung by: asteria!

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holy shit i miss this blog so much. i know i archieved it but i can’t get back into my other one for some reason.

lowkey thinking of coming back?

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE! After a long and hard decision, I decided to move Beth to a completely new blog. There’s been a lot going on in my life and a fresh start was the best decision for her and myself. If you are still interested in writing with me (I know it’s been a hot minute!) follow me over HERE!

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE! After a long and hard decision, I decided to move Beth to a completely new blog. There’s been a lot going on in my life and a fresh start was the best decision for her and myself. If you are still interested in writing with me (I know it’s been a hot minute!) follow me over HERE!

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVE! After a long and hard decision, I decided to move Beth to a completely new blog. There's been a lot going on in my life and a fresh start was the best decision for her and myself. If you are still interested in writing with me (I know it's been a hot minute!) follow me over HERE!

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It is so very obvious that I’ve been inactive and not here one bit. Work got really crazy for me when we opened and all my co-workers basically quit before then - so it’s literally just my manager and I working together. (Since I work for the government.. it takes freaking forever for someone to get processed!) so we are making due with what we have. I miss Beth, I miss you all. I miss this fandom! I’m gonna re-vamp Beth and most likely move her to a brand new blog but carry over a lot of my interactions since there’s still so many I really love. I apologize for my long absence and hopefully it all evens out once we get more people hired. Keep a look out for the new blog! I’ll promo it here when I’m done.

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for every ‘@’ sent (anon or not) I WILL mention and post some positivity about a fellow tumblr user

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✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?

THE MUN’S INTERPRETATION! ✎ —WHAT DO YOU WISH THE AUTHOR WOULD REVAL / HAD REVEALED ABOUT YOUR MUSE?

I wish I would have gotten a scene from Beth’s point of view during the funeral home when it got taken over by walkers and she got out before Daryl. I would have loved to see a scene of what unfolded before Daryl came out seeing the car with the cross on it. My imagination says that she was killing a walker when this car comes out of nowhere, three men jump out and shoot a few before dragging Beth toward the car. I see a struggle ensuing because Daryl’s still in there and she can’t leave him! where her arm becomes hurt because she’s forced in the car before one of them knocks her out. Beth fought back — tried her damn best  ( screaming, kicking, even biting one of the men ) to try and buy time or escape. I’d like to believe she would have tried getting out instead of giving up. 

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✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse? ( or maybe done with her in the future if she'd gotten through S5? )

THE MUN’S INTERPRETATION!

✎ WHAT DO YOU WISH THE AUTHOR WOULD REVEAL / HAD REVEALED ABOUT YOUR MUSE? 

I wish she would have lived through Coda so she could show everyone how far she’s come, how strong she’s really become. It irked me when Daryl said ’ So was she. Didn’t know it but she was. ’ Now I know Daryl had no idea of how Beth thought of herself by then, but she knew she was strong! Beth was so sure of herself and it makes me so bitter her abusers were the only ones who got to see who she was becoming. I wouldn’t have minded if she threw a fuck you! in at Dawn to be honest.. even if that may have been out of canon for her.. it would have been better than the scissors. Anything would have topped the scissors. You know another thing? I wish she would have gotten a burial scene. Beth was all about burying her loved ones so The Walking Dead where the fuck is her burial scene? Now if she got through Coda, I would have loved if they let her come in to a leader or a medical role. I can see from the way she was being portrayed in the beginning of Season 5 that she was becoming a person who wouldn’t take anyone’s shit and would start to take matters in her own hands. I also believe that she would keep the stuff she’s learned from Dr. Edwards in the back of her head ( for future use. ) and come to realize that just like her Daddy — she too has a knack for healing.

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the mun's interpretation

♚ Do you agree with fandom interpretation of your character?

♤ Has your muse developed to be different from their canon selves through roleplay?

✘ Any unpopular opinions about your muse?

♧ Any part of their canon portrayal you dislike?

☯ Is your muse liked or disliked by fandom? Does this affect your portrayal?

♢ What's your opinion on different interpretations of your muse?

✦ Has your own interpretation changed from when you first began playing the character?

✍ Has new canon material ever forced you to adjust your headcanons?

✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?

✿ Why did you decide that they [insert headcanon here]?

❀ Share a headcanon you have not shared.

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               ——–Ind. Sel. & Priv. Clarke Griffin of The 100 | Commanded By: Fate | Promo Cred.

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Hello! My name is Asteria or Ash for short. This blog is for free commissions for all your roleplay needs! Which includes: theme backgrounds, headers, promos, icons, and even tutorials! I’m here to provide you, the writer with graphics made specifically for you.

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They come to your dreams with illusion They come to bring shape to your mind You know how to stop the intrusion We all have to fight for our lives

Indie | Selective | Dead By Daylight & Horror OC

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ANGST MEME!

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Finally have the chance to sit down and do some writing, so that's what's happening. I have so much I owe so it will take me a good bit before I even consider myself caught up. Bare with me, and for everyone who's a new follower - I look forward to writing with you soon!

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&. I still have no idea on how all of you wonderful people are following me. I'm amazed, in awe if I'm being honest. I love you all so much both those I'm writing with and those I've yet to interact with. You all are great!

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" You can't get up yet. You need to rest. " Fingers wrap around his shoulder, gentle push back down. Beth makes sure she's careful when doing so, doesn't want him in any more pain than he already is. " If you get up too soon — your stitches will open and it won't be a pretty sight re-stitchin' them again. " Voice is stern, yet laced with worry. The amount of blood he lost last night was tremendous, horrifying because she's never seen so much before. The blood would keep coming as his wound was being packed, never really stopping so the stitching was difficult. By god's graces though — the stitches kept. A couple dozen of them, so she can't imagine putting Paul through it again — glad he was knocked out cold for all of it. 

" Doctor's orders so no arguin' with me. " Wag of a finger, smile takes shape on features as she's changing out his cold compress and putting a new one on his forehead. " I promise if you rest for today — we can see about gettin' you sittin' up tomorrow. But you have to rest, otherwise it's a no go. " Those were her terms, hoping he would agree with no arguing. " Besides your wound, how are you feelin'? You have any kind of appetite? I could make you some soup. "

@takenpeace liked for a starter!

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        the truth is he WANTS to be held. he totally understands this feeling ; by feeling her he knows she’s really there, that this isn’t some kind of a DREAM. he appreciates the fact that she’s asking for permission but during their time together he’s grown so comfortable to it. so many little touches they felt NORMAL by now — like when she held his hand, or he took care of her ankle ; when he carried her, more than just once. even back then it never made him feel uncomfortable, and neither does it now.

        ❝ ’s okay ❞, he murmurs quietly and shakes her arms off nonetheless — as soon as her grip loosens he turns to face her, his arms wrapping around her middle. it feels BETTER like this, not so distant like it was before. with a quiet sigh he pulls her against his chest, holding her like he should have the second he got her back at Grady. like he’s trying to make up for all the time they’ve lost all at once. when he buries his nose in her hair there’s a quiet SOB — maybe hers, probably his. he can’t tell, but it doesn’t even MATTER.

   relief's instant once permission's given ( though it's late about asking on her part. ) glad he doesn't mind. she was worried she might have crossed a line with him, boundaries forgotten in the spur of the moment. mouth opens for a response, closes quick when he removes her arms from his sides. confusion takes on features, wondering if this may have been a mixed signal and he's suddenly changed his mind, but thought vanishes once she realizes what he's doing. their positions shift, now in his embrace. her arms wrap around his waist, head lays against his chest. their bodies mesh perfectly as hers relaxes against his. daryl's nose buries in blonde tresses, a sob escapes but beth can't tell if it's hers or his. not that it really matters because he's here with her making everything so damn right again. fingers grip the edge of his vest, squeeze real hard as she buries her face in his chest. 

    another sob escapes — knows this one is hers. beth's suddenly overwhelmed with emotion — all of it washing over her at once. " i... " she pauses, realizes that she doesn't know what to say. words fail to properly express how beth feels. so she keeps quiet. not another word but wonders that maybe the reason she's so emotional is because she's seen what a world without daryl dixion looks like. or maybe it's something much more. mind briefly remembers their last conversation at the funeral house before separation. beth wonders what that may have become if it was never interrupted. a moment lost for them, but one that's been with her since.