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17 year old lesbian supernatural fic writer.

[sinistersaltqueen]

Today was the worst

[macleod]

nosy anons let's go

[qaradise]

0: Height

1: Age

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if…

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What my last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who I wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

[goodgrlgonebad]

Why not?

[stayawakewith-me]

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[ip2lb]

[nonbinary-porthos]

[enbizaka-murders]

[yallstillhere]

Come get this dick-fil-a

[yallstillhere]

I’m tired of y'all reblogging this every Sunday

[yallstillhere]

One of you shit heads are saving this post and waiting until Sunday to reblog it

I will fucking find you

[manicpixiedreamgirlinstem]

i swear this only shows up on my dash on sundays

[memory-bees]

It is Sunday my dudes

[nihilistic-adultchild]

IM SCREAMING

[sinistersaltqueen]

The sound of the crackling fire echos quietly over the distant melody of your friends laughter.

The cool breeze gently caresses your hair and kisses your cheeks

Your towel feels like a plush carpet below you.

You can smell the lingering scent of s’mores from the collective of past cheerful inhabitants of the stone fire pit beside you.

As the light of your flame dims ever so slightly you begin to collect several branches from nearby to add to the pile of smoldering wood.

Music plays faintly from a distance. A familiar tune brings a glimmer of happiness to your mind.

Your mind is completely at ease with the world around you.

This is serenity.

[sinistersaltqueen]

To prove I am alive I have decided to post once more.

I am Alive, but not okay.

[sinistersaltqueen]

Holy fuck

I got 102 notes on this.

Too bad 99% of the notes are from blogs that glorify being overweight.

I have no problem with people who are overweight or people who like that.

I just wish I weren’t that...

[sinistersaltqueen]

“It doesn’t matter what you are, it only matters what you do.”

-Sam winchester (S4 ep4)

- Mia Vallens (S13 ep4)

[sinistersaltqueen]

So I have decided to revisit tumblr after over a year to add that a slight variation of this quote has been found.

“It’s not what you are stupid, it’s what you do”

-Bella Swan (new moon)

And I very much hate myself for finding that

[mylifelivingwithanxiety]

What to Expect When Dating Someone Who Has An Anxiety Disorder.

- Them asking you the same question at least 10 times. 

- Them saying “I’m sorry” at least 5 times a day.

- You promising them everything is okay.

- Ordering food for them.

- Making phone calls for them.

- Repeating the same directions 3 times.

- Texts as soon as you leave.

- Sweaty palms.

- Constant reassuring.

- Them constantly changing their mind.

- ALWAYS BEING EARLY.

- NEVER BEING LATE. 

- Directions never being clear enough.

- Answering the same question MULTIPLE times.

- Them being nervous for seemingly simple tasks.

-Friday nights in.

-Weird triggers you will never understand.

-Tears. Lots of tears.

-Sudden silence when they feel an attack coming on.

-Trouble going out to eat in a restaurant.

-Stomach aches.

-Late night phone calls.

-Giving them cuddles when they need it.

-Finding out signs they are nervous.

-Taking care of them when they are having an anxious day.

[waywardrose13]

^this is 100% true

[deejay]

[ruinedchildhood]

[ouc-h-deactivated20180811]

date someone who will sit down & say “let’s fix this” instead of being a child and ignoring you

[today-only-happens-once]

Hey. Hey you, scrolling through tumblr late at night.

It’s gonna be okay.

*gently pats your head/hugs/gives you an encouraging smile depending on your level of comfort*

You’re gonna be okay, friend.

[sinistersaltqueen]

What everyone said

Everyone said you make them feel so much better about themselves so I went to you when I couldn’t stand to look in a mirror.

Everyone said that you make them laugh and keep them smiling so I went to you when I had a heart full of sadness.

Everyone said you make an effort to hang out and keep them company so I went to you when I had no one else.

Everyone said you cared so i went to you.

I went to you when I hated myself, when I lost all hope, when I was alone.

When I went to you I gained no reassurance. When I went to you I frowned the whole time. When I went to you I didn’t hear back for days.

You cared about them, you loved them, you kept them company, but when your “friend” came to you in pain, you turned and ran.

[loviely]

raise ur hand if You’re tryin real hard but it’s gettin worse n worse evryday

[buttwyattarchive-deactivated201]

[theendofaspark]

this is never going to not be funny 

[epitomeofnerd-blog]

Rob Lowe says “that is fucking hilarious” with the straightest face ever

[grapes-of-plath-deactivated2017]

Bless you, Chris Pratt

[drowningz]

This is the hardest I’ve laughed in so long

[edwardspoonhands]

♫♫That’s not something that props can fix…that’s gonna be a little harder to fix.♫♫

[seafoam-aliens]

It’s bACK.

[scumbagsblog]

I’ve seen this a thousand times and I just realized he knocks the fucking Mac of of the counter too

[sinistersaltqueen]

To prove I am alive I have decided to post once more. I am Alive, but not okay.

[sinistersaltqueen]

No one cares anyway