shoboy

oh god, i could be bounded in a nutshell and count myself a king of infinite space, were it not that i have bad dreams.

[sioboi]

-trying (and failing) to draw fanart for my favorite things!

-19, 🇵🇭, they/he

-all art in #drawings, shitposts in #shitposts, text posts in #other

-pfp/personal use ok with credit

[sioboi]

I think about your Audrey drawing you posted on here in like 2024 at least once a day. Joy Woods is my favorite Audrey and I loooovvee when people draw her as a black woman she’s so gorgeous in your style

omg sorry for only seeing this now but - this is such high praise, thank you so much!!! joy woods is amazing and i love her as audrey!

[sioboi]

i lost my apple pencil chat this is what i get for trying to get back into drawing after 5 million years of being too lazy

[sioboi]

i guess when you’re a brilliant yet uncelebrated scientist turned teacher you have two options: become walter white or become ryland grace

[sioboi]

oops! all eridians!

[evenibal]

me n bro

[sioboi]

peace out

[sioboi]

act 3 monika dialogue (canon)

[sioboi]

i was watching euro brady's ddlc playthrough and he discussed the fact that even though they are just characters in the game, they still have meaning, purpose, and significance.

monika is so blinded, so embittered by the fact that she doesn't get to live in our reality that she is unable to see the value of her own world, her own friends. she can't see them as fully realized individuals with rich internality because she has already written them off as flat characters in a dating sim. she's so tortured by the knowledge that she only exists in a game, a reality she views as inferior to ours.

just like how sayori was trapped in her own depression-addled mind's view of the world, monika was trapped by her focus on her epiphany. sayori's mental state prevented her from recognizing how her friends loved her for who she was, never expecting anything in return. monika's realization prevented her from ever appreciating her clubmates as complex, layered individuals, far more than just cookie-cutter dating sim archetypes. they both could not see the value of the reality around them.

isnt it ironic how in act 3, monika has plenty of dialogue about the flaws in our world? about how we view education, art, friendships, etc. reasons people in real life would maybe want to escape into a video game. a complete inverse of monika's situation.

we always want what we can't have.

[sioboi]

do people talk about the bunny girl senpai anime on here. i've only seen the first season once years ago, none of the movies, and i hardly remember anything but it was one of the first animes i've ever watched and for some reason it really made an impression on me. anyway, here is my completely amateur translation of fukashigi no carte that i'll share on here because why the hell not:

Can't speak, can't sleep. Daydreams and reverie. This is the true form in front of you. Records that no one can read. I only want to know the unknowable. Both facts and falsehoods were reality, it's true. I'm all alone today, once again. Don't try too hard at anything at all. I want to feel love. A hazy farewell, then lightheadedness. Beautiful worlds that lack you. Records that no one can read. My self-consciousness overflows. My view of the world pulsates and throbs. I never get to see you face to face. It hurts. I wish, every single night. That I didn't doubt anything at all. I want to melt into you. It's foolish and incomprehensible. The reason for existence. The regret for leaving you behind. Records that no one can read. Agonizingly on repeat. Righteous dreams and sorrowful voices. Do they look beautiful? Do they look doubtful? Do they look enviable? Come on, answer. Can't speak, can't sleep. Daydreams and reverie. This is the true form in front of you. Records that no one can read. I only want to know the unknowable. There is nothing that is without end. Daydreams or reverie. I'll cross those boundaries with you. Records that no one can read. The scars of adolescence bleed within our hearts. I just want to know the unknowable.

[iamwizzzzz]

[rxdxct3d-deactivated20260301]

I couldn't find an official translation so forgive me but it says

"Sometimes we have to look at things that aren't cute and make us uncomfortable."

"Because I don't really understand it."

"Because it has nothing to do with me."

"Because it just feels unpleasant."

"If we keep turning a blind eye like that until we can't see anything anymore, then eventually even the cute things will disappear."

[sioboi]

trying to start posting again. goro akechi

[birdplushie]

something i love about carol and manousos both is that they want to save the world, but not because either of them has anyone (left) in their own lives to save that they're doing this for. there is nothing really in it for them personally, nothing for them to earn except their normal lives back (neither of which seem like they were entirely fulfilling, and in carol's case will be incredibly lonely now that helen is gone). they simply care about humanity as a whole, despite clearly not feeling very connected to it, and they believe it's the right thing to do (though part of it is also out of fear for themselves. no person is 100% selfless in their motivation). manousos believing everyone has had their souls stolen and wanting to give them back, carol simply horrified first at people having their autonomy taken away and then later that they're all going to starve to death. they both see the wrongness and immediately believe something needs to be done about it, even though i don't think either of them ever really wanted to play hero. but it's a role they take up out of necessity, because nobody else will

[passerbin]

godhood

[seanephewyearns]

Guys am I cooking? YAOIBUS WIP

I don't want to get too perveted yet but my brain is cooking up so many dynamics mueheheheheh 😈😈 (first time drawing either of them pls be constructive 💔)

Viva Yaoibus

[matomai]

Why did he pose like that bruh 😭

[sioboi]

i keep lowkenuinely (sorry for saying this word) periodically going crazy and avoiding social media like the plague but mmmayhaps for 2026 ive made my resolution to stop sitting on my ass and actually do stuff that makes me feel fulfilled. and maybe if i do that it'll ignite a cycle where i keep being pleased with what i do with my time which helps me avoid going crazy and i'll be well on my way to mental wellness. or maybe not, idk. thoughts and prayers