Siren

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There's a screams in my head, I can't control my mind to think, I don't know why it's happening with me, the giant people's stuck in my head and give lots of order, is this real to loose my consciousness and being blind, it represents how I feel like... There's too much noise in my head 🙂‍↕️

[sirenstreams]

I really frustrated yet and trying to be better for father but I always regret, I did so better things but his never see my talent and lastly, I lost myself.

I see myself in the mirror and always said be calm " one day you'll be the one that everyone's dream",

I know that it's called nice syndrome to become nice person front of everyone but I'm not, I'm the eldest child of my family and I regret about it...

Because everyone trying to control me and give so many responsibilities to do exactly... I have a passion to build something creative but no one helps me guide me....

Everyone time they give one more torcher, I literally so much disappointed with my family, they don't understand me... And if I'm trying to explain them they thought she's don't have brain or how she can speak front of us...

I knew that everyone is different and they have own opinions but sometimes you have to listen after then you think it's wrong or right.

But in my world you don't have rights to speak... It's literally like a hell... And I continue walking on this track... I lost my feelings for everyone

And now for start once more I changed my track now I live for myself and find happiness to build creative things...

Let's live...

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